Author's note:
This chapter is titled Big Bad Wolf, the challenge to me was to write a total drama chapter. Now that I've titled the chapter I'm curious as to who the Big Bad Wolf in this story is. So leave me a comment on that and I'll enjoy reading what your thoughts are on it. Any other questions, concerns, comments, and/or random thoughts feel free to add. Hope you enjoy this chapter and the poor things these characters go through. =)
Aro had called Sarah to talk with him and so she sat in yet another room of the Volturi. She no longer felt awkward, showing she was starting to know her way around. Sarah was comfortable around Aro and relaxed back into the chair. He seemed distracted or worried over something which confused her. "Sam told me you're taking Justin to see the pack." Sarah nodded slowly looking at Aro. "Yeah, we plan to take him with us." Aro sighed looking out a window before turning back to look at her. "You simply can't take him with you." Sarah looked confused and got up slowly standing beside Aro. "Why not we'll bring him back?" Aro laughed slightly looking at her. "Justin is one of a kind. He will not fit into the pack Sarah." She looked out the window sighing. "No one wants him to fit in. He merely wants to see what it's like." Aro put his arm around Sarah's waist slowly surprising her. The gesture was comforting and welcoming, though it seemed intimate. "Justin is very important here. I want him to take Marcus' place."
Sarah looked at Aro and nodded. "I understand that. Why can't he go with us for a day?" Aro smiled softly brushing her hair back. "He should tell you why not me. There's a very good chance you'll understand. If you don't after tells you I'd be happy to help." Sarah sighed looking down slightly causing her hair to fall back again. Aro smiled before brushing her hair back his hand gently rubbing against her cheek. The gesture felt nice and soothing causing Sarah to think about what Justin had said. "I should go." Aro only nodded. "I know you're dying to see Carlisle again, but could you please remember to talk to Justin first." Sarah turned laughing as she looked at Aro. "You know reading my thoughts isn't very nice." Aro laughed. "It's habit." Sarah smiled before nodding. "You're aware my loyalty is to my pack. It's my job to look after its affairs first." Aro smiled his face jokingly showing surprise. "Is there something going on between you?" Sarah blushed laughing. "Never."
Sarah made her way up the stairs and managed to find Justin's room. It was harder to track his scent than others. She supposed it was because he was also a vampire and it caused her to lose track. Gently she knocked on the door and waited. Justin answered the door and blushed seeing Sarah. "Hey, come on in." Sarah smiled walking into his room slowly looking at him. "Thanks, I hope I didn't choose a bad time." Justin laughed. "I have forever to do things and you're worried?" Sarah blushed before laughing. "True." Justin smiled offering her a seat and they sat down. "I wanted to ask you something." Justin smiled slightly before nodding. "I'll answer anything you'd like." Sarah blushed again before speaking. "Why can't you go to see the pack?" Justin looked at her curious but nodded. "There was a change once I became part vampire." Sarah looked at him curious remembering he didn't tell her much before. "What is it?" Justin laughed slightly from her curiosity.
"I feed like a vampire. It's what makes my skin warm yet not as warm as your own." Sarah blushed remembering when they had shaken hands. "And because the pack doesn't allow people who take human life to enter you can't come." Justin nodded slowly enjoying how smart she was. "It's not as often or as much. I've never had to kill anyone unlike a full vampire." Sarah smiled nodding. "I know, I saw how you hesitated with Marcus." Justin blushed slightly shaking his head. "You were watching how I did that?" Sarah smiled nodding. "I think it's just natural." Justin laughed looking at her. "You have no idea about your nature. You haven't even touched the very edge of it." Sarah blushed. "I want to be able to control it not the other way around." Justin stood up looking at her. "You're afraid and have no one that knows what it's like." Sarah got up angry looking at him. "Sam knows what it's like." Justin rested his hands on her shoulders to keep her from leaving.
"I didn't mean to make you angry. I just meant Sam has grown up being a werewolf. You have to discover it. The very thought can scare you I bet and he doesn't know that." Sarah relaxed looking up at him sighing. "It's not that I fear my nature I fear hurting people." Justin nodded. "And you have two natures to fight back against. That's enough to get to anyone." Sarah shook her head before Justin looked at her. "You have a vampire nature. I see it sometimes like when you danced with Aro." Sarah looked at him before blushing. "You've noticed me that long ago?" Justin laughed sitting on the edge of the bed. "Yes, I was captivated by what I thought was a new vampire." Sarah blushed, sitting beside him. "I was pretty much not myself." Justin laughed running a finger down her neck. "You still look like yourself." Sarah laughed surprised by his touch. "Yeah, that's about it though." Justin shook his head removing his hand. His own nature could take over faster than he realized. "You should go for now. I bet the others are missing you."
Sarah got up off the bed a little surprised. "Well, I took time to talk to you. If you want me to leave though I will." Sarah left the room walking down the hall leaving Justin behind. She walked farther down the hall and past another common room before opening the door to her room. Shutting the door she turned to see Carlisle already there. "Where have you been?" Sarah sighed falling onto the bed. "I had to talk to Justin." Carlisle sat on the edge of the bed laughing from her obvious frustration. "So my little Princess Wolf is doing wolf business now?" Sarah sat up laughing before hitting him playfully. "Princess Wolf? Where did that come from?" Carlisle smiled trying not to laugh. "It's Edward's nickname for you now." Sarah growled slightly before laying back down. "I should kill him for that." Carlisle tilted his head before he lay back as well. "What's it like to feel tired?" Sarah turned to look at him smiling slightly. "It feels like all your muscles are tightening refusing to work."
Carlisle smiled slightly nodding his head slowly. "There are some things that I miss. However, that is not one of them." Sarah laughed hitting him again. "You're not helping me any." Carlisle smiled pinning her down. "Like you need help." Sarah blushed, sitting up pushing him off her. "Yeah, guess I don't if I can get unpinned that easy." Carlisle laughed pulling her into his lap smiling. "I thought I'd lose you." Sarah blushed from being in his lap. "You're never going to lose me." Carlisle kissed her neck softly smelling the scent of her hair. "Marcus could have-" Sarah shook her head placing her hand over his mouth. "Marcus is no longer an issue." Carlisle smiled looking at her surprised. The gesture seemed intimate and enticing. He had never thought Sarah looked at him like that again, now he wasn't so sure. "Sarah, we can't well…" Sarah blushed sliding to the edge of the bed. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean for it to seem like that again."
Carlisle looked down feeling bad about bringing up the past. "No, it's my fault. You were just trying to joke with me." Sarah smiled as he sat next to her. "You know what let's just forget. It's not important anymore we have now to move past it." Carlisle laughed glad for her willingness to move on. "You're a special person." Sarah laughed hearing a knock on her door. "I wouldn't be here if a special person hadn't helped me." Carlisle smiled as she got up to answer the door. Sarah opened the door surprised to see Justin standing there. "We need to talk." Sarah opened the door wider for Justin to enter the room. "Carlisle this is Justin." Carlisle smiled nodding. "I've met him before. I'm surprised that you've met him already." Sarah blushed slightly trying not to laugh. "He and I got off to an interesting start." Carlisle looked at Justin before laughing. "What you and he got off to a bad start? I can't imagine why." Justin gave Carlisle a looked before smiling slightly. "Yeah well she has trust issues."
Carlisle laughed looking at her smiling. "It's in her blood." Justin looked at Sarah and smiled. "You would know more about that than I would." Carlisle laughed pulling Sarah into his lap. "You could find out." Sarah giggled then went quiet hearing what Carlisle had offered. "Carlisle, you can't be serious." Justin looked at Carlisle surprised. "She's your own daughter and you're offering her to me?" Carlisle looked at Justin avoiding Sarah's gaze at him. "Yes, unlike her I listened to you." Sarah began to squirm slightly from being nervous. Justin looked at her tilting her head back exposing her neck. "She smells so good. How exactly do you resist?" Carlisle pinned Sarah's hands down the closer Justin got to her neck. "It's hard but I have to." Justin laughed softly kissing her neck gently. Sarah began to get her hand loose and managed to get free. She got up and tripped her body pressed against Justin's as he caught her from falling.
Carlisle looked at her getting up pulling her in for a hug. "It's alright. I promise that was for a good reason." Sarah pushed Carlisle away looking at him. "What could possibly come close to being a good reason?" Justin took a step forward then stopped. "He wanted you to unleash the beast inside you. You could have gotten out of his grip easily if you had done so. You're so scared about hurting people that you can't even do it when you need to." Sarah looked down ashamed knowing he was right. Carlisle looked at Justin then back at Sarah. "Would you be willing to see what the freedom is like?" Sarah tilted her head confused but nodded. "Of course." Carlisle smiled. "Then trust me when I say let Justin do what is about to. Do you trust me on that?" Sarah sighed, but nodded relenting. "Yes, I trust you." Carlisle got up leaving the room giving them some privacy. Justin sat on the edge of the bed looking at her not sure how to start this.
"Are you relaxed?" Sarah shook her head still a little nervous from before. "Here lay down and I'll see if I can help." Sarah lay down on the bed face first as he asked. He began to massage her shoulders causing her to sigh softly. "That feels so good right now." Justin laughed slightly before speaking. "You should be relaxed otherwise the effect is lost." Sarah rested her head on the pillow before fully resting. "You have me totally relaxed right now." Justin smiled before stopping. "Will you lie on your back again?" Sarah laughed complying looking up at him. "What exactly are we doing?" Justin blushed shaking his head. "It's supposed to be intimate, but not that intimate." Sarah blushed slightly enough to match his own nodding. "Alright." Justin looked at her feeling his desire rising for him there was nothing more intimate than this. He gently got on top of Sarah careful not to let his body touch her own. "Remember the craving you told me that you felt?"
Sarah nodded slowly remembering exactly how it felt. The longing need to be satisfied in a way one could not be. "Yes, one doesn't forget that feeling." Justin remembered a moment where he could have said the same thing. "Do you feel it now that I mentioned it?" Sarah looked at him, but didn't lie. "Yes, it's always there, but it's worse when someone mentions it." Justin smiled from her honesty. "Let it burn, don't hold it back." Sarah closed her eyes almost groaning as she succumbed to the desire. Her body began to tense causing Justin to notice. "Relax, just let it course through you." Sarah let out a groan this time as her body relaxed. Justin drew blood from just below his neck looking at her. "It has no power to control any part of you. Give in and discover your true nature." Sarah could actually smell the liquid coming from his wound and knew she would give in.
She placed her mouth to the wound drinking from it her eyes closed then shot open. The blood caused a connection to her own making her see her true nature. She could hear a wolf howl at the moon in the night air causing an awakening in her soul. Her mouth pressed hungrily to Justin's wound causing him to gasp. She could hear two hearts beating then stop only to join together in a new rhythm. Sarah began to moan as Justin gently pulled her off. He simply looked at her this hunger in his eyes only he knew how to satisfy. Sarah growled pinning him down to the bed transforming, finally letting her full nature consume her. Justin growled back at her transforming as they fought for control. Each of them wanted the same thing from the other. Their mouths met into a passionate kiss only to be followed by a growl. Sarah's mind was shouting for her to stop, but her body kept going. Justin began to bite on her neck licking at the wound ravenously.
Sarah felt Justin's bite and growled scratching down his back. He withdrew from her wound letting out a long howl before looking at her again. He knew she wanted more from him than just a free nature. Her whole body smelled of her want that only a male wolf could know. Justin wanted his own desire satisfied, but denied himself and transformed back. Sarah followed soon after and he caught her, the transformation taking her energy out of her. Justin carefully laid her down in the bed as she looked up at him. He was covered in bite marks and scratches from her claws. "I hurt you." Justin laughed shaking his head sitting beside her. "No, you freed me again as I freed you." Sarah looked at him before blushing. "You stopped yourself, why?" Justin leaned on his side to look at her. "I would have been taking advantage of your nature. When it's fully awakened at first it can lack control. Even for me I have my issues. When I touched your neck earlier I was close to losing control." Sarah looked at him surprised. "You made me leave so you wouldn't hurt me."
Sam opened the door to his room only to find Sarah lying in bed with Justin. He was shocked and just stood there. Sarah turned and looked at him blushing as Justin looked up at him as well. Sam growled seeing Justin's eyes meet his own. "You couldn't keep your hands off a female wolf could you?!" Justin slowly got off the bed standing against the wall. "It's not what it looks like." Sam growled looking at him. "You're covered in bite marks and scratches and tell me it's not what it looks like? Do you think I'm an idiot?" Sarah sat up looking at Sam. "He didn't do anything he controlled himself!" Sam looked at Sarah and growled. "You're right I see hardly any marks on you. Perhaps, you were the one who lost control!" Sarah stood up and looked at Sam before growling. "You dare question my loyalty to you?" Sam looked at Justin before nodding. "What's so good about him? What's he have that I don't?" Sarah pinned Sam against a wall growling in his face. "I wouldn't know, but so help me you ever question my loyalty and you won't have anything to question." Carlisle walked into the room and pulled Sarah off Sam roughly.
"What the heck is going on?" Sam looked at Carlisle and motioned towards Justin. "I caught these two in my own bed." Carlisle shook his head looking at Sarah then at Justin. "You thought the bed was a good place to end up?" Justin went to speak but Carlisle cut him off to speak to Sam. "This is my fault I encouraged Justin to awaken Sarah's wolf side. I thought it'd help you out being her husband and all. I assure you they did nothing you accuse them of." Sam looked at Carlisle and sighed unable to think of a reason he'd be lying to him. Sam felt stupid for jumping to conclusions and looked at Justin. "I'm sorry I should have asked first. I just saw you two lying on the bed and lost control." Justin nodded towards Sam. "It's alright I completely understand. If I had been you I'd probably do the same thing." Sam turned to Carlisle unable to face Sarah yet. "Next time please tell me before trying to make things easier. At least stay in the room if you can't tell me."
Carlisle only nodded looking at Sarah seeing a few tears run down her face. Sam looked at her and felt horrible. "I'm so sorry Sarah; I should know you love me and only me." Sarah nodded wiping the tears from her face. "It's fine. After all I've given plenty of reasons for you to think I wouldn't be loyal." Sam looked down at the floor. Deep down he wondered how much he had just scarred her. Justin walked up to her slowly and hugged her. "Shhh it's alright. He loves you like he always has. You and I did nothing to regret so don't let it bother you." Sam felt a knife stab him in the heart seeing Sarah crying on Justin. That should have been him holding her from the tears someone else had caused. Being pack leader wasn't easy, but this was much more painful. "Sarah, I do trust you. There's nothing I would hesitate to do for you. Sarah hugged Sam clinging to him unable to say anything. The gesture was enough for Sam to know he was forgiven. He had questioned her loyalty; it was like questioning her blood. "I love you Sam I truly do." Sam ran his hand down through her hair petting her slowly. "I love you too." Carlisle looked at Justin seeing the hurt look on his face. It was the face Sam had worn looking at Justin holding Sarah.