Sorry this took so long but i was writing for Yullen week and now that it is over i shall continue with this and maybe start writing nother fic as well!!!

Note: Don't get confused over what Sorrow is thinking and the past chapters! It shall all be explained...NOW READ ON!!!

RECAP!!!

"Chaos please come back tonight." Sorrow begged.

"I'm sorry Sorrow but I've already told Yuki that I'd spend the night with him." Shuichi said turning to collect his belongings. Suddenly, Shuichi felt something heavy collide with the side of his head. Falling to the ground, his vision began to blur.

"Chaos, no...Shuichi Shindo...you belong to me." And with that Shuichi fell into the darkness.

Chapter Thirteen: Sorrowful Love

Sorrow had a plan. It was marvellous and simple, something that he had taken weeks to think of. A plan to kidnap his beloved Shuichi. Of course he wouldn't have to do this if Shuichi was willing to leave his past behind like he was meant to do when first signing up with Touching Darkness and remain in the present with himself. However Shuichi just had to meet that obnoxious novelist again only to have his feelings rekindled. Now Shuichi was trying to get them to remain in Tokyo! Sure the band would probably do even better in Japan but that also meant that Shuichi could stay with his beloved Eiri Yuki.

Sorrow almost crashed the car while thinking of the bastard. Eiri Yuki that bastard didn't deserve Shuichi! Simply imagining the times Shuichi had spent with that bastard made Sorrow feel sick. That was why it was better for them to leave. Much, much better for them to leave. With this plan Shuichi would remain by Sorrow's side forever even if the plan was simple. He would never be hurt again! Oh right the plan...what were the steps again?

The plan went as follows...

1- Kidnap Shuichi after concert

2- Call personal jet and tell them to prepare for take off

3- Get Shuichi and himself to the airport

4- Land in New York

5- Disappear into country...

That was his simple plan and so far it had worked perfectly. Now he was speeding down the highway without a care in the world. By the time the remainder of the band could figure out that Shuichi... well Chaos to them... wasn't with Yuki and that Sorrow was no longer with them it would be too late. Sorrow would be safely in the air with his beloved Shuichi beside him. Nothing would be able to stop him. Sure it may take Shuichi a while to readjust to the change but they could live together away from everything that relates to the past. It took him two years to completly forget Yuki so it would take him awhile yet again but Sorrow was willing to put up with anything for his Shuichi.

I may have to lock him up for the first few months until he calms down, Sorrow worried. Sorrow thought carefully about how the next year or two would affect their relationship (it didn't look good) however he figured it would simply get better after Shuichi realized that what Sorrow did, he did for them. Together we will remain forever...

Finally he arrived at the airport. Hurriedly he parked the car and opened the backseat to pick Shuichi up. Of course Shuichi remained free from any type of bond that could lead to the idea of kidnapping. If he was caught now then they would be separated forever and that was something that defiantly could not happen!

Carrying him through the front doors Sorrow was already thinking ahead checking everything was perfect for their departure. Hardly anyone was around at this time. All he had to do was place Shuichi gently into one of the comfortable seats in their jet and make sure that he didn't wake up until they were safely in their new home. Then everything would be perfect.

There was just one problem now................. Where is the plane?

Sorrow stopped in his tracks. Their plane wasn't on the runway ready for them; it was still in the hanger. Sorrow felt his eyes bulge in fear and panic. Why wouldn't the plane be here? He had called the pilot the instant Shuichi had fallen unconscious on the floor telling him to prepare the plane. That had allowed them approximately an hour before he arrived with Shuichi which by Sorrow's calculations had been plenty of time to prepare for their departure. Where were the pilots? What were they doing now?

Sorrow was about ready to through a fit if it weren't for Shuichi who was still unconscious in his arms. Turning around he began to walk away from the plane convinced that something was wrong and that he needed to move fast or face being caught. This was a huge glitch in his plan.

If I'm caught now then Shuichi and I will be separated and I can't allow that! I can't allow that bastard to have him, I can't!

Sorrow hurried to the front door and immediately slowed down as he saw a shadow leaning against the doorframe. He knew this wouldn't be good and began to glance around the room for another exit but he couldn't find one. Wait?! Where were all the late night flyers? Panic was getting the best of him, he could feel it. But nothing could go wrong as long as he held Shuichi. Yes, everything would be alright as long as Shuichi was there...

"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" An infuriated growl accused from the doorway.

Sorrow turned to face Eiri Yuki glaring down upon him. His panic immediately got the better of him. Turning around with Shuichi still in his arms he came face to face with a gun which he knew immediately belonged to their manager K.

"Shu- Chaos has had enough of Tokyo. He wanted to go back to America." Sorrow said trying to convince their manager that he was innocent. The gun however didn't budge.

"Hand him over to Yuki-san now." K spat in disgust. Sorrow's grip on Shuichi tightened making Shuichi whimper in his sleep induced state.

"No! Shuichi wants to return home!" Sorrow screamed.

"His home is here with us you freak." Yuki growled.

"He doesn't love you! You forced him away! You never loved him enough! But I can do all of that and more! I can! I can make him all better just like he can help me!" Sorrow was now in hysterics still holding dearly onto Shuichi.

That's when he saw something that made him shiver. Eiri Yuki smirked... It wasn't a smirk that said he was stupid or that he was fooling around. That smirk had evil intentions towards him. Something was wrong...he'd said something wrong...what was it that caused Eiri Yuki to react this way?

"You should get your facts correct before spurting them." Sorrow ceased his movements.

He had been wrong about their past relationship.

Horror struck deep within Sorrow. Now it made sense why Shuichi would willingly go back to the bastard before him. Eiri Yuki hadn't been the one to destroy Shuichi or their relationship, it had been someone else...

"You didn't hurt Shuichi... Then why did he break it off with you? Why would he never desire to return here? I don't understand. Why?" Sorrow asked calming down slightly.

Nothing made sense anymore. He had done something that was completely wrong. He had tried to take Shuichi away from the one he loved. They were both clearly in love with each other but why had he run away? What made him leave? Thoughts kept running through his mind as he stared at Shuichi and then at Yuki. What had he missed? He was so positive that Yuki had hurt his beloved Shuichi that he'd acted without thinking....

"What happened in your past?" Sorrow whispered to the unconscious Shuichi.

Shuichi didn't stir. Nor did Sorrow believe he would for another few hours. That blow had made sure of that. Sorrow could feel the lump on the back of Shuichi's head. He felt a single tear roll down his face and fall onto the vocalist. He had nearly destroyed Shuichi's life. This had been wrong and now he had to pay the price.

"Hand Shuichi over to Yuki-san." K ordered the gun still poised at Sorrow's head.

Reluctantly, Sorrow handed Shuichi to Yuki who took him gently much more gently then Sorrow had and without another word walked quickly away from them both obviously headed to his car that was parked outside. That was probably the last time I'll see Shuichi ever again, Sorrow though sadly.

"How did you know that I was here?" Sorrow asked raising his hands in surrender.

"The pilot called me about the sudden decision after you made the call. I instructed him not to bother about it which is why the plane is still in its hanger and not ready for your departure." K said smirking. Sorrow just looked defeated at the ground.

"Come Sorrow I must get you away from here now."

Silently, Sorrow nodded and allowed K to direct him to the car that was waiting for them at the entrance of the airport.

Sorrow sat inside Tohma Seguchi's office in the NG building. After everything he didn't get Shuichi and now he was being watched by their manager K who, Sorrow had figured out, only cared for Shuichi's safety not the entire band. It had made perfect sense then. K had been there when they had first started Touching Darkness, standing there beside Shuichi as if they had known each other for years. They had of course. K had been the manager of Bad Luck when Shuichi had been the vocalist...how could he have missed that?

Sighing, he waited patiently as Tohma Seguchi and Shuichi's ex-boss walked calmly into the room. How could he have screwed up so badly?

"Sorrow, you only have two options here. Either you go to jail on the charges of attempted kidnapping or we take you to therapy sessions with a psychiatrist." Tohma said straightforward.

"I don't want to go to jail."

"Very well but we will have to record your details before you leave. So I can set you up in a private facility." Tohma said.

"My real name is Shuri Kozuki." Sorrow said quietly. "My past is something I will share when the remainder of Touching Darkness also reveals there's."

Tohma nodded. He had expected this answer. Touching Darkness was highly secretive about their pasts and there was nothing he could do about that since he didn't own them. Silence reigned in the room for awhile as Tohma prepared for Shuri's departure.

"Will I be able to see Shuichi again?"

Tohma looked up at him to see Kozuki looking depressed.

"Only if he and Eiri agree however I doubt it will be anytime soon. Eiri is rather protective of Shuichi even if he doesn't admit it."

Tohma watched as Shuri's face fell as if he had lost someone precious to him.

"How did you know Shuichi was Chaos?" Tohma asked curiously.

"Five years ago, two before Touching Darkness began; I came here to visit a friend. That friend had been a Bad Luck fan. He was obsessed and it caught me as well. I was obsessed with Shuichi because he reminded me so much of someone I had once known. Then when I saw him being introduced as Chaos I thought I was really lucky. I knew then that Shuichi had obviously quit Bad Luck and had also left Eiri Yuki. I felt blessed-"

"Alright we don't need a life story." K said cleaning his gun with boredom.

"I'll never be able to see him again." He said more to himself than the others.

"There is a chance that you will however there is an equal chance that you won't." Tohma explained calmly.

Shuri just looked at his hands that were lying loosely in his hands. He really had screwed everything up. No matter what he tried he couldn't hold the ones that he loved close. They always seemed to disappear. First his lover- no don't back there...then Shuichi...

"I shall be here for you every step of the way, Kozuki-san." Tohma said placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.

For the first time Shuri felt that someone actually cared for him. Tears of pain and joy fell down his cheeks as K led him out of the office and into the car. From there it was a four hour drive to the private clinic that was about to become his permanent home for a few years. The only thing he wished for at the one moment was the chance to apologize to Shuichi for his actions.

Shuichi woke up to the morning sunlight seeping through the open blinds of Yuki's apartment. His head felt like it was completely numb and as he reached to the back he felt a rather nasty limp. The last thing he remembered was being at his concert last night. He remembered telling Rage and Mello to go on ahead and that's when Sorrow had started talking. What had shocked him the most was that Sorrow had actually known what his real name was. Then everything was blank. Looking around he found Yuki sitting in a chair beside the bed with his head resting on the bed beside Shuichi's hand.

"Yuki?" Shuichi said quietly.

"You're awake finally brat." Yuki said growling with his usual sleepiness. Darn I said I wasn't going to sleep until the brat woke up and here he is waking me up as usual...

"What happened?" Shuichi asked looking around the familiar room.

"You nearly took a permanent one way trip back to America with Sorrow." Shuichi's eyes widened in surprise. He hadn't expected that Sorrow was that close to him.

"I don't remember anything after my talk with Sorrow."

Sighing, Yuki began to retell every single part of the story in detail that he could remember. By the end of it Shuichi was crying. Not because he had almost been taken away from Yuki again and not because he had been kidnapped by a person he thought was his friend but because he hadn't realized how much it had hurt Sorrow for him to be in Tokyo.

"You're safe now with me and that's all that matters." Yuki said pulling Shuichi into his arms.

"You will never have to leave me again."

My fave little sis and got bored on the weekend and decided to go through our old stuff and found our Nintendo 64...to our surprise it still worked... so we've been replaying every single game possible...the graphics sucked...but we still had fun!!!

Yuki to the rescue!!! Sorrow's going to therapy...when he should just be jailed...NO ONE SHOULD KIDNAP SHU-CHAN!!!! But it makes for great fanfiction!!!

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