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Chapter 18
EPOV
I had Bella pinned against the door and I could feel how wet she was and it wasn't from the water. I knew that she could feel my hard-on pressed into her stomach. I grabbed her ass and she threw her legs around my waist. I wanted more so much more from her but I knew that she was a virgin like me and I wasn't sure if she would really want her first time pressed against a door. So I carried her to the bed never breaking our kiss.
She moaned into my mouth as I laid her down. I broke our kiss to look into her eyes to see if this was really what she wanted. She whimpered at the distance between us and pulled my head back down, I was more than happy to kiss her again. But I really wanted her to be sure so I pulled back again.
"Bella are you sure about this? I know I want to but I want to make sure that you do?" I looked into her eyes and saw the answer there without her even answering. She wanted this as much as I did.
"Yes Edward I want this." She pulled me back into a kiss and flipped me over so that I was on my back. She was grinding into my erection. I knew that if she didn't stop soon I was going to cum. And fast. I flipped us back over and removed her bikini top and started sucking on her gorgeous breasts first one than the other. She moaned and bucked her hips up into mine. I slowly made my way down her stomach with my hands. When I reached her bottoms I quickly looked up at her to make sure she was still okay. I knew from previous conversations with Alice that Bella never had a boyfriend. So this was all new to her. I had a couple girlfriends at school this past semester so I sort of knew what I was doing. It wasn't as if the girls weren't trying to get me into bed but I wanted to save that for someone really special. I wasn't saving it for my wedding night just for the right girl and to me Bella was the right girl.
She saw the look in my eye and nodded. So I knew that it would be okay to proceed. I slowly slipped her bottoms off, never taking my eyes off of her. When I reached her center she moaned and bucked up into my hand. I slowly rubbed her clit bringing her really close to her orgasm. I bent to kiss her, "Bella can I put my fingers inside you I want to feel you cum around my fingers." I already knew the answer but I also didn't want her to feel violated in anyway after we were done. She nodded, "Please Edward don't stop. I love this. I have never felt this good before." She started kissing me.
BPOV
I can't believe he just asked if he could put his fingers inside me. of course he could. I was so enjoy myself. If I knew that it would have been this incredible I would have done this with him the other night already. Or fuck my ankle this afternoon. And this was just his fingers imagine what he could do with his tongue. Oh my god did I just think that I have never even really thought about sex. Well I have but I thought I would lose my v-card to one of the losers in school. Just to give it up before I went to college. I never thought it would be to this sex god.
After he put two fingers in I could feel myself getting really close to an orgasm. Hey don't get me wrong I have pleasured myself. But this was definitely ten times better. He started using his thumb on my clit and I instantly came.
EPOv
"Ohfuckedward", she screamed as she came around my fingers. While she was coming down from her orgasm I was gently kissing her and she grabbed the waistband of my swim trunks and started to tug them down. I helped her pull them down when they were on the floor beside her bikini. she gently pushed me on my back and started caressing my body first she kissed both my nipples and than she made her way down with her hands when she got to my hard on she stopped. "What's the matter love?" I looked at her and she just shrugged. "I don't really know what to do."
"just do what feels natural." I smiled at her and kissed her gently. She gently grabbed my penis and rubbed the pre cum from the tip and used it as a natural lubricant to help her in her first hand job. I moaned, "God Bella if you don't stop I swear I will come right now. In that pretty little hand of yours."
She just smiled and then shocked the shit right out of me. she put her mouth on my throbbing member and started sucking. For a girl who was clueless about sex she was doing a pretty good job at foreplay. I was about to come so I started to pull her mouth away when she grabbed harder with her mouth. I really tried to stop her but she started sucking harder and then she grabbed my balls. Well I was done I came in her pretty little mouth. "Fuck…Bella…" I repeated over and over again until I was done. She swallowed everything.
When she popped me from her mouth she looked up at me looking slightly embarrassed and slightly satisfied with herself. "Yummy."
"My god Bella are you sure you've never done that before." I asked her pulling her into a kiss.
"You told me to do what came naturally and that just felt right to me. And no Edward you are the first guy I have ever done that too. And before you ask no I have not practiced on a cucumber or a banana." She said looking really annoyed she started to get up. I pulled her back down to the bed.
"Where do you think you are going?" I said as I started to kiss her neck. In the few times we've kissed I knew that this was an absolute turn on point for her. She moaned then she wrapped her arms around my neck. I knew that we should probably get some sleep but I wanted more time with her. Even if we didn't do anything I just wanted to hold her a little longer.
BPOV
I can't believe I went down on a guy. I was so nervous. But he told me to do what feels natural and for me that felt natural.
I wanted more from him I wanted to feel him inside of me but I was also scared. I never did any of this before. Before Edward I never really kissed a guy. Never mind having sex with anyone.
EPOV
I wanted more from her tonight but I didn't want to push her so I just held her and kissed her for what seemed like forever. We were lying on my bed close enough for us to kiss she was leaning over me so she couldn't see my problem from just our kisses. Eventually she heated our kisses up trying to fight for dominance with her tongue. I let her have it. I was up for whatever she wanted and I mean that literally. She slowly trailed her hands down my stomach and gasped when she realized I was hard again. "What's wrong this time?" I smiled at her.
"Well I knew guys could get it up more than once but I thought you needed recovery time in between." She looked at me with pure lust in her eyes.
"Well seeing as just being near you has caused me to have a raging hard on for the last few days its no surprise that having you naked in my bed is causing this to happen again." I chuckled and rolled over on top of her.
"but so soon? Its only been what 5 minutes." She smiled looking at me very coyly.
I just nodded and slid my hands between us and found her dripping wet.
"Wet again Bella?" I smiled, "Its only been what 5 minutes." I used her line on her.
"Baby with you around I have been wet all the time for the last few days." She bucked against my hand as I slowly traced my finger over her clit. I plunged my fingers inside her hole and I then I bent down to kiss her clit.
"Edward what are you doing?" she asked trying to pull my head from her clit. "Just returning the favor." I told her and continued on with what I was doing.
"Edward…I want…you…to…stop. i… want…to…feel…you…inside…of…me." she said just as she was getting really close.
I wanted to be inside her too. But I wanted to make sure she was really ready for me. I knew that I was bigger than the average teenage male and I knew that this being her first time it would hurt.
I could feel her body tensing as she was about to cum. I gently bit on her clit and she came all over my fingers. I pulled them out and started licking them. "Yummy." I smiled at her and she grabbed my fingers and started sucking on them. Once again this woman floored me.
I quickly climbed on top of her. I wanted to make love to this woman all night. I had a feeling we were about to bring out the sexual beasts in both of us.
"Umm…Edward?" she looked up at me realizing that we were both about to lose our v-cards to each other.
"Yes." I looked at her. I was just about to push forward.
"do you have a condom?" she asked me looking at me with hope in her eyes that we could go further.
"No I don't but Bella I am clean I have never been with anyone. I swear you are my first." I told her ready to continue on.
"I know that Edward but what about pregnancy?" she asked. I could slowly feel the mood in the room going out. Talk about a cockblocking moment.
"Aren't you on the pill?" I asked her, most girls are at this age. She just shook her head.
"I just started taking 1 week ago." she claimed. We both knew that she wouldn't be protected for a few more weeks.
"Well I'll just go get one from Emmett or Jasper." She just shook her head again.
"They won't have them either both Al and Rose are on the shot. So they don't need them."
We both knew that the mood was gone now. We just sat there kissing for a few minutes. Then she stood up to go, I didn't want her leaving but I also knew that if she slept in my bed tonight things would probably go to far.
"Good night Edward." She whispered with a sadness in her voice. And quietly left the room
I pulled on a pair of boxers. I could hear her in the washroom getting ready for bed. So I laid on my bed and groaned.
BPOV
I wanted it so bad. I knew I cared for Edward but not enough to have unprotected sex. I knew he was still a virgin to the point that he never had actual sex with anyone but I knew he had more experience with the opposite sex.
I quietly got ready for bed. When I was in the washroom I could here him groan I knew he was probably as frustrated as I was.
I wanted to sleep curled up in his arms again. But knowing that things would probably get out of hand and that is what made me decide to go to my room instead of going into his room and curling up beside him.
Agenda for tomorrow: Get to store buy condoms.
EPOV
Agenda for tomorrow: Get to the store and buy lots of condoms
If I can unleash some of Bella's sexual inhibitions just by fingering her and licking her clit imagine what I could do when I actually fuck her. Not to mention my own.
