Sorry guys its taken so long to update. I have been busy with trying to get into a routine with my kids. Also a little bit of writers block.

Chapter 21

BPOV

I seriously almost fucked this up I can't believe I believed that skank Tanya for even one second but all day.

I felt better knowing that Edward loved me and that he had never done anything with that bitch Tanya. I was going to get my revenge but I didn't want to concentrate on that right now. I wanted to focus on the man in front of me. He kept kissing me as he laid me on his bed and I could feel his erection through his jeans and I knew he wanted me.

When we broke away from our kissing so that we could breath I kept tracing kisses along his jaw.

"See what you do to me Bella?" he said rubbing his erection along my thigh. I wanted him so bad right now.

"I know you want me Edward. But you are wearing entirely too many clothes." I smiled at him in what I hoped was my best seductive voice.

He just chuckled, "I guess I am." He started to undo his jeans and I stopped him I wanted to do it. I pushed his hands away and started to unbutton them then I pulled the zipper down. He helped me pull them down his over his hips and then he kicked them off. I have no idea where they landed. I quickly took a look down and realized he was as naked as I was.

"Is that better my love." he smirked noticing my stare, I don't know why I was being shy it isn't like I hadn't seen him naked before. I nodded and bit my lower lip.

He attacked my lips again and pushed me back on the bed. I felt him lower himself over top of my then he started trailing kisses down my neck, then he paid some attention to my breasts. I could feel my orgasm building and if he didn't get to where I needed him I might just have to do it myself. He kept nipping and sucking at my breasts so I started to move my hand to where I needed the release. He caught on to what I was about to do and he stopped me.

"No Bella not tonight. You will only come by me. Do you understand?" I whimpered I wanted the release so bad.

"Good."

EPOV

I was so happy having this goddess in my bed. She really made me the happiest man ever. I just wanted to continue worshipping her. I knew she wanted her release and I was going to give it to her but in my own time. I wanted her to feel like she was a goddess, not just some girl that was to be treated like a piece of ass. She was so much more than that.

I continued kissing down her body until I reached her core. I felt her push her hips up into me I had to put a hand on her hips to keep her from bucking up to hard and then I put two fingers into her center. She moaned. I kept this up for awhile when I felt that she was about to come I put my tongue where my fingers were and I put my fingers where my tongue was. I wanted her to cum all over my tongue I wanted to taste her sweet nectar.

"Oh…Edward…Fuuuuccck!!!" she panted as she was coming. I kept licking until I felt her come down from her orgasmic high. I went up to kiss her and let her taste herself. We kissed for awhile until she really calmed down then she flipped me over and started trailing kisses down my body.

"Bella you don't have to do that, tonight was supposed to be about you. Not me." I told her trying to pull her back up to me. she was having none of that though she just looked up at me and bit her lip. She kept kissing. Every once and awhile she would nibble and I groaned. Then she started licking my erection I felt myself getting even harder. I actually didn't think that was possible but it happened. When she took me in her mouth I almost came right then and there but I controlled myself but I knew it wouldn't last long.

"Bella you keep that up and I am not going to last long." She hummed against my cock and that was it I tried pulling her away but she just held onto my hips and I exploded in her mouth.

"Fuuuccckkk…Bella." I screamed not caring who was going to hear. At that point I didn't care her mouth felt incredible. After I came she slipped me out of her mouth and crawled up the length of my body and kissed me.

I could taste myself on her and I could taste her on me. We tasted good together.

"Bella I love you."

"I love you too Edward."

We started kissing again, she started running her hands on my chest I knew she wanted more. Hell I wanted more I actually wanted to make love to this goddess but something was holding me back. I pulled away slightly looking at her.

"What's wrong?" she asked looking down at my already hard member. She knew I wanted it too.

BPOV

I wanted to make love to Edward with every fiber of my being but something was telling me that tonight really wasn't the night for it. I didn't believe Tanya so that wasn't it.

So when Edward pulled back I was kind of relieved but when I saw his already hard member I couldn't help but smile. I did this too him.

"What's wrong?" I asked smiled.

"I am not sure." He told me. I started to get up. He didn't want me in that way. He grabbed my arm.

EPOV

Great I was on my way to fucking this up again.

"Bella where do you think you are going?" I said pulling her back into my arms and kissing her again.

"You don't want me." she whimpered. I knew she was going to think of this as a rejection.

"No Bella quite the opposite. I do want you now and forever. But somehow I think that us making love for the first time should be special not because of a fight."

She smiled and a look of understanding came across her face.

"I completely agree. Our first time should be special and not because its make up sex to a fight."

"I love you, Bella. And don't worry one of these days I am going to have my way with you." I told her pulling her down and getting her under the covers I don't care that we didn't make love just holding her all night and not letting her go was enough for me. For tonight anyway.

"I love you too. And I am not worried I know it will happen." She kissed me and we just lay together talking and every once in awhile kissing and caressing.

Eventually she fell asleep and I must have fallen asleep too. Because the next thing I knew the little pixie was jumping up and down on my bed. Damn I must have forgotten to lock the door. I looked over to where Bella was supposed to be but she was gone.

"Edward, I wanna go to the beach." Alice whined.

I must have looked confused because Alice just laughed at me.

"Bella is in the shower." Then she hit me with a pillow. "So what happened last night obviously you guys made up because when I came in here she was lying wrapped in your arms." She smiled slyly at me.

"Actually little sis. We did make up but if you want any more details you need to ask Bella because this a conversation I don't want to have with my sister." I said and went to stand up realizing that I had no clothes on.

"Now if you want to go to the beach this morning before it gets to hot I suggest you remove your little self from my room. So I can shower and get dressed."

Just as Alice was about to leave the room Emmett and Jasper walked in. I groaned.

"Seriously guys I need to get up and get dressed. And I really don't feel like putting you two too shame and standing naked in front of my sister. So now will you guys get the fuck out so I could get dressed."

Emmett and Jasper looked like they were about to say something but didn't. They left and I walked into the bathroom just as Bella was getting out. I walked over to her in all my nakedness and kissed her the only thing that was separating us was her towel. I tugged on it gently she held it firmly against her body.

"What's the matter love? Don't you want me?" I whispered in her ear.

"Its not that definitely want you. Just you sister will interrupt us if we aren't down there in like 10 minutes and honestly I think we have had enough being interrupted to last for awhile." She smiled at me and turned to go to her room I pulled her back in for another kiss. She giggled when she felt my erection brush against her stomach. She pulled away and I groaned. "Later." She whispered and went into her room to get dressed.

I quickly brushed my teeth and got dressed into a pair of board shorts. My only hope for today was that Bella was going to wear something a little more modest than what she had been wearing all summer.

I went downstairs to find her sitting on a bar stool talking to my mom. I couldn't tell what she was wearing she had a t-shirt on with shorts. Not to bad yet I thought. But still I was dying to know what she was wearing underneath. I went up behind her and wrapped my arms around her, then I leaned over and kissed my mom on the cheek.

"Good morning to you to Edward." She smiled. Then she got up to go back to the cabin.

"So are they joining us on the beach?" I asked Bella as I turned her towards me so I could kiss her properly. Man I loved kissing this woman.

"Maybe after lunch apparently Mr. and Mrs. Denali invited them over for lunch just the four of them." She told me after we broke the kiss so that we could breath.

"All right. So where is everyone else?" I inquired not here noises from anywhere in the house.

"Down at the beach." She told me. "And under orders from Alice we are not to be longer than 5 minutes or she will come up here looking for us. And if we try to make a run for it she will do damage to both of our cars. Besides she has hidden the keys."

I groaned. Damn pixie. All I wanted was some more alone time with Bella but that wasn't happening, well at least we would have tonight. I grabbed her hand, her bag and two towels and we walked down to the beach.

As we got closer to the beach I heard our friends laughing and I heard Rose tell Emmett to put her down. Then I heard a splash. I knew that that wouldn't have a happy ending Rosalie does not like getting thrown into the water until she is good and ready. And first thing in the morning she is definitely not good and ready.

When we got to the beach we saw Emmett rubbing his head and a very pissed off looking Rose. Not good.

"Aww babe I'm sorry. I just wanted to screw up so that you and I would fight so that we could have make up sex like Edward and Bella did last night." He explained all the while helping her dry off.

I just stared at my idiot brother and Bella's face turned a shade of red I had never seen before.

We looked at each other and shrugged Emmett will be Emmett. We let it go we didn't want the whole world to know that we hadn't had sex yet. I would tell my brother later and I knew Bella would probably tell the girls, they tell each other everything.

After Rose had forgiven Emmett and promised him some make up sex later if he didn't piss her off anymore today or it would be none. The girls motioned for Bella to join them so she took her bag and went to sit with them.

Emmett and Jasper started throwing the football around. I started playing with them and I didn't notice that Bella had taken off her t-shirt and shorts until I threw the ball at Emmett and he missed it. I turned to see what he was gawking at Jasper to for that matter. There was Bella in this white bathing suit that showed off all her curves and plus it had a whole in the middle showing off her perfectly toned stomach. Damn that girl I wish she would have left her clothes on. I quickly ran to the water praying that the cold water would cool me off. I could here the snickers on the beach and I didn't care. A few minutes later Jasper and Emmett joined me in the water. I don't know if it was to hide their own hard ons from looking at my girlfriend or just to cool off and throw the football in the water. God I hoped it was the second one but I so doubted it.

We threw the ball in the water for awhile and every once in awhile I could here an awe or a giggle and I knew Bella was probably telling them about last night.

After playing for awhile, I decided to get out and go get drinks for everyone. Emmett and Jasper came with me.

"So man how was it?" Emmett asked.

"Actually Em, we didn't do it last night?" I told him as we were walking back to the beach.

"Well than what was all the screaming about." He asked shaking his head, not believing we didn't do anything.

"Emmett I know you really don't want to know about Bella's sex life because she is like your sister and that would be like asking Alice about hers. So lets just say that Bella and I know how to satisfy each other with out actually doing the deed." I smiled and Jasper chuckled.

As we got closer to the beach we could hear yelling.

A/N Sorry about the cock blocking but honestly Bella and Edward having sex for the first time as make up sex didn't feel right.

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