Disclaimer: i do not own twilight or any of the well known names, places, and brands used in this story.
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Chapter 21
Holidays & Exes
Part 2
BPOV
It has been a week since we came back from New York and next week we would be flying to Seattle for Thanksgiving. Edward and I had gotten back into our usual routine and his shifts at the hospital became more regular. We still haven't talked about the incident that happened with Tanya in New York and I don't want to pressure him into telling me. I believe that when he's ready, he will tell me.
I was sitting at my drafting table in the office thinking of why this Tanya person still keeps on pestering Edward. Does she honestly think that he could still be interested in her? Well, she is prettier than me, she has bigger boobs, though they might be fake, and I'm sure she's better company. But he did defend me and did say he loved me.
I was pulled out of my wondering bya knock on my door, "Hey Bella," Alice greeted as she walked in. "Hey Ali," I greeted back.
"Are you busy? You seem in deep thought?" she asked.
"No, nothing that can't be put aside for later. What can I do for you?" I asked.
"Well, we haven't had a group night in a while and Rose and I were wondering if you wanted to invite the guys over tonight?" she asked a bit hesitant. Maybe because this means I have to cook something.
"I'd love that." I agreed.
She took one deep breath before speaking again "Okay, good, so here's the plan, Jasper will bring the meat, and Emmett the wine. I wasn't sure what Edward could bring but we were wondering if you could cook your mushroom cannelloni and Asian salad?"
That wasn't too hard a request. "Sure, maybe Edward could bring desert. Cheesecake okay?" I asked her.
"Yes, that would be fine. Angela has cleared your schedule starting at 3:00 so you could leave early," she informed me.
"Okie dokie, thanks boss," I laughed. I then decided to call Edward. I figured he was probably busy, so I decided to call the hospital. I dialled the trunk line then the extension for the ER. "Hello, Boston University ER. How may I help you?" a male voice asked.
"May I speak with Dr. Cullen please?" I responded.
"Which Dr. Cullen, ma'am?" he asked. Oh I guess they were both at the ER.
"Oh, I'm sorry. Edward Cullen please," I clarified. "Just a moment," he said.
"Dr. Edward Cullen," the very familiar, velvety voice said.
"That is so sexy and such a turn on. Did you know that?" I laughed.
"Bella, love, you should not say things like that." He laughed back at me.
"I'm sorry. Anyway, I just wanted you to know that the group will be getting together at our place and I was wondering if you could bring desert. A couple of cheesecakes perhaps?" I asked.
"Sure, love, what time do I have to be there?" he asked.
"I'll be leaving at 3:00 so get some things at the grocery then go home to cook. So I guess anytime after 4:00?" I explained.
"That would be perfect. My shift ends at 4:00 then I'll drop by the Prudential Center then I can help you cook," he said.
"That would be great. I'll see you then. Bye," I said then hung up.
So at 3:00 I fixed up my things, bade Angela good bye and made my way to the grocery store. I headed to get three different kinds of mushrooms, then some cream, ricotta, Swiss, and parmesan cheese. Lastly I picked up the cannelloni noodles and headed for the checkout counter.
When I got to our apartment, I put the groceries down on the counter then went to my room to get changed. I put on my PINK yoga shorts and a tank top, my usual cooking attire. I went back to the kitchen and put on my "Kiss-the-cook" apron before laying out the ingredients on the counter.
I started with chopping up the mushrooms then setting them aside. I then put the cream and cheeses in a pot to melt and thicken. I mixed the mushrooms into the ricotta and added spinach to it. When it was set I started to fill the cannelloni and lay them out in the baking dish. I made enough to fill two dishes since Emmett would be coming.
As I finished with the dishes, the doorbell rang. I looked at the clock and it was 4:30. I went over to open the door to find Edward standing in his scrubs with a bag over his shoulder and two boxes of cake in another. I stepped aside to let him in and followed him into the kitchen after he dropped his bag by the door. He brought the cakes to the fridge then turned to me. He pinned me to the counter as he kissed me hard on the lips then our tongues found each other and started to battle for dominance.
When we had to pull away for air, I was still a little light headed. "Well, hello to you too." I grinned. "What was that about?" I asked.
"I was following what the apron says." He stated pointing to my apron.
"Uh huh. It says kiss the cook, not smother or make out with the cook," I teased.
He pinned me again and started to rub my sides, pausing at the swell of my breasts. "You're telling me you didn't appreciate my kiss?" he asked, his voice a bit husky.
"I appreciated it but I've had better," I teased with a shrug. I tried to push him away but he picked me up by my ass, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist as he crushed his lips on mine again. Before I knew it he was carrying me over to the couch and was on top of me so I could feel his erection pressing on my thigh.
I was not sure how long we were making out, because the next thing I knew someone was clearing their throat from the door. "Uhm, I'd love a good show as much as the next person but I think you should continue that in your room." Alice said trying to hold back a giggle. Edward got off me and helped me up, then we made our way back to the kitchen.
"You got me all wet again. I hope you plan to finish what you started," I whispered in his ear once we got to the sink to wash our hands. "Believe me sweetheart, I plan to finish it and then start another," he said causing shivers to run up my spine.
I popped the cannelloni into the oven as Edward started on the salad and Jasper heated up the grill. When all was settled I decided to take a quick shower. I decided to throw on white pleated shorts and a yellow wife beater. When I got outside everyone was already there and Rose was setting the table.
I pulled out the pasta from the oven, Edward got the salad out of the fridge and Jasper was plating the meat and the veggies for the fajitas. When all was set we all sat down and enjoyed our dinner while making plans of what to do once we get to Seattle.
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Finally it was time for us to leave for Seattle. The guys were to follow two days after us. Our bags were ready and we were waiting for the guys to come and pick us up. Our flight was at 2:00 and it was now noon. At about 12:15 we heard a knock on our door. The guys helped us with our baggage then we all loaded into our respective cars.
We got to the airport and said our good-byes to the guys before heading to check-in. When our bags were tagged and on their way we went to get some coffee and muffins at the Starbucks. I was still kind of lost in my own thoughts but was able to keep up with the conversation.
Our flight was finally called and once we were on the plane I fell into a deep sleep since Edward kept me up until the wee hours of the morning.
Six hours after our take off, we finally landed in Seattle. We disembarked from the plane then headed to claim out baggage. It didn't take long since we were in first class. As we made our way out of the airport, we again saw Tony waiting for us. "Hello, Ladies," he greeted.
"Hey, Tony, where are our parents?" Alice asked.
"Well, they're at your house," he pointed to Rosalie "Your mothers have a big dinner waiting for you. Shall we?" he asked as he held the door open. We all got in, and when we were settled we were on our way to the Hale home.
After thirty minutes of driving, we pulled into the driveway of the Hale home. Their home is a continental style home with the exterior made of bricks. We gathered our hand bags and made our way inside. As we opened the doors, or mothers came running towards us and hugged us one after the other.
"Oh, our girls are home!" Renee squealed. "How are you darlings?" Amy asked.
"Were doing really good. Daddy!" Alice screamed then ran into John's arms. "Hi, baby," he said as he held her in his arms.
"Well, we're sure you're tired. Come let's eat," Susana said then led us to the dining area. I saw Liam and my dad on the deck pulling the steaks off the grill. I went over to my mom and helped her bring the different trays of sushi out to the table.
The dining room was connected to the kitchen and the three other walls were glass and you could see across Lake Washington into the city. It was beautiful especially at night when all the lights were on Our dads brought over the steaks and we started to eat. Everything was really good. Apparently our mothers took some Japanese cooking classes a month before, thus the sushi and salads.
At about midnight we all called it a night. Alice's and my family headed to our own homes and my mom and I volunteered our home for brunch. My dad helped me with my bags and as soon as he left the room I ran to the bathroom to brush my teeth then collapsed on my bed.
I was awoken the next day by my Blackberry ringing. I reached over the bed to the floor and into my purse. "Hello," I asked groggily after I brought the phone to my ear.
"Good morning beautiful," my favourite musical, velvety voice said to me and I couldn't help but smile.
"Hey, handsome," I replied.
"Did I wake you gorgeous?" he then asked, which caused me to laugh.
"Actually you did, but since you are my very dashing boyfriend I guess it's okay," I said causing him to laugh this time.
"Well, I was just a bit worried since I didn't hear from you last night. Did you sleep well?" he asked. Oh geez, I forgot to call him! I can't believe I forgot.
"I'm sorry I forgot," I said then told him of last night's events. I know he won't take it against me but still I felt bad.
"It's okay, I just missed you. I can't wait to see you in a couple of days," he said, and then I heard his pager sound. "I have to go sweetie. I'll call you tonight. I love you."
"Okay, go save lives. I love you too," I said then hung up. I lay my phone on the night stand and looked around the room. I did miss this room of mine. The walls were painted beige and I had a balcony looking over the lake. My dresser was still there and I noticed I now had a plasma TV. My sound system had also been upgraded to a Bose surround system.
I made my way to the bathroom to get cleaned up. I took a shower, brushed my teeth, and put on some lounge pants and a white tank. As I got out of the bathroom my mom knocked on my door. "Bella, honey, are you up?" she asked.
"Yeah, mom, come on in," I said. "So are we ready to cook?" she asked. I nodded yes and followed her down to the kitchen. I loved our kitchen. We had top of the line stainless steel appliances, oak wood cabinets and granite counter tops. We had a small bar by the sinks and a small breakfast nook to one side.
My mom started putting out the eggs, bacon, ham, mushrooms and different cheeses. I started to do the chopping while my mom started to make batter for waffles, blueberry muffins, pop overs, and apple turnovers. My dad set up the pans for the omelettes, buttered the pans for the pastries, and started the coffee.
At about 10:30 the doorbell rang and my dad headed to get the door. It was the Hales. Susana of course offered to help but we refused. After about ten minutes the Brandon's arrived as well. I started to make the omelettes after asking what they wanted in theirs.
We again went through brunch talking about the new plans for the firm in Boston and the new jobs that my dad had acquired. It was a pleasant day in Seattle so we girls decided to hit the beach as our fathers went to work. Our mothers of course were curious about our love lives so we filled them in on our boyfriends and their recent promotions. They were intrigued that it all started in the seminar here in Seattle about eight months back.
When the sun started to go down we decided to head over to Pike Place for dinner since our mothers also wanted to buy some fish and vegetables for our homes and I was dying for a cup of the Pike Place roast from Starbucks.
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We had a wonderful dinner that night and the day before we went shopping in Seattle. Now we were on the way to the airport to pick up our men. Their flight was to arrive at 4:00. We got to the airport about quarter to 4:00. We parked the car then headed to the waiting area to meet Carlisle and Esme.
About five minutes after we got settled, it was announced over the PA system that their flight had arrived. We waited for about fifteen minutes when I saw the familiar bronze locks that I loved so much. They saw us and gave their parents a quick hug before embracing each one of us. When we were all composed, they gathered their bags and we headed out to the car. Rose and Emmett rode with Carlisle while Jasper and Edward rode with us.
We headed to the Cullen's house and it was amazing. Of course Esme would only want the best for her men. It was a huge Victorian style house with sprawling lawns. The guys gathered their things and as we entered I was in awe.
As we entered the foyer we were met by a wall with a mirror on it. To the right were stairs heading up to the second floor and to the left was a very spacious living area with several couches and arm chairs. The entire back wall had French doors leading to a patio and a spacious back lawn merging with the lake when it had reached the horizon. The dining area was simple and attached to the kitchen. The kitchen had top of the line appliances, cherry oak cabinets, and black marble counter tops.
Esme called for us to head upstairs. At the top of the stairs was a great room with bean bags, over stuffed couches and a forty-two inch plasma TV. She then assigned the boys to their rooms. I followed Edward into his room and as I reached the door, he pulled me to him and gave me a passionate kiss on the lips. "I've missed you," he said once he pulled away.
"I missed you too," I said then looked around the room. It was a simple room. It had white walls with a balcony overlooking the lake. There was a dresser and a thirty inch plasma TV. The bed was a queen-sized and dressed in light blue linens. Edward fixed his clothes before dressing into more comfortable ones.
We joined the Cullen's for dinner and after some chit-chat, we called it a night and decided to head to Everett tomorrow to go to Boeing and the Evergreen gardens. We bade them good night and then made our way home.
I awoke the next morning to the smell of coffee in my room. I stirred a bit and felt that someone was watching me. I turned to my window and my eyes were met by the sunlight. I blinked my eyes a few times then looked over to the window to find a figure standing by my French doors. "Good morning gorgeous," it said.
I jumped up from bed and looked over again to find Edward with his panty dropping, crooked smile looking at me. "Coffee?" he asked as he handed me the cup and kissed the top of my head.
"How did you get in? Not that I object, mind you," I asked curiously.
"Your mom let me in. You should lock your door you know. What if some psycho comes here and does who knows what to you?" he said as he sat on the bed.
I took a sip of my coffee then went over to sit on his lap. "Well, we do have the most advanced security system that would make me aware if someone was here. If my mom didn't let you in you would have set off an alarm that would alert the entire neighbourhood." I explained.
"Okay, then. Well, you better get dressed since I have the car and we have to pick up the guys so we can head to Everett. I'll wait downstairs," he said as he gave me a kiss again before heading out the door.
I jumped into the shower and washed my hair. When I was done I brushed my teeth then went over to my closet to decide what to wear. I decided on black skinny jeans, white halter top and black ballet flats. I also brought a black cardigan just to be safe.
When I was all set, I checked my purse then headed down to the kitchen. As I got to the kitchen I could hear my mom screaming. "What's all the ruckus?" I asked as I walked over to Edward.
"Oh nothing. Edward was just telling me about the projects of his foundation." I wasn't sure what got her excited about that but I decided to let it slide. I kissed my mom goodbye and we headed out to get Rose and Emmett first since her house was closer to mine. After that we headed to go get Alice and Jasper then headed to Everett. The drive was to take about forty minutes.
When we got to Boeing there was a tour just about to start so we decided to do the factory tour first. This was more for the benefit of Rose and Emmett since this was their area of study. We kept our things in the provided lockers since no personal items were allowed while on the tour.
We started at where they made the engines, then down to the body of the plane, then the painting of the body. There were several planes in production, namely the 747, 777, and 767. Rose and Emmett kept talking technical things, Edward and I were just listening simply to the guide, and Alice looked bored until we reached the painting area.
We finished the tour at about noon so we decided to head to the cafe to grab lunch before going into the museum. The selection was quite varied. Most of us had a sandwich or a salad, while Emmett being Emmett had soup, salad, sandwich, and dessert. When we were done we cleaned up our trash and headed to the museum.
"Bella?" someone called behind me. I turned around to see James, my ex. He was about 5"11' in height, short blonde hair, gray eyes and of medium built. He actually looked good compared to the last time I saw him. "Hey James, I didn't know you worked here," I greeted then felt Edward's arm snake around my waist.
"Oh, this is my boyfriend Edward, and my best friends Rose and Alice. This is Emmett, Rose's boyfriend and Jasper, Alice's boyfriend." I introduced each one of them and they all shook his hand.
"So you back for good?" he asked.
"No, just here for the holidays. So, how've you been?" I replied.
"I've been good. I found someone special. We've been together about two years," he said and I felt Edward's hold on me tighten. I rubbed his arm that was around me to say it was alright.
"That's great. I'm so happy for you," I sincerely said.
"Thanks, best of luck to both of you. I got to get back to work. Edward," he said then went on his way. We then made our way to the museum and walked around looking at the different exhibits.
We were done in about an hour. We bought some souvenirs then made our way to the Evergreen gardens. We decided to go around on our own so we broke up into couples and said we'd meet at the entrance after about two hours.
Edward and I walked around stopping at the Japanese garden. We took a seat on one of the benches and just looked at the plants around us. He started humming an unfamiliar tune and I guessed that it is another one of his compositions in progress.
"Bella, may I ask you something?" he asked.
"Of course," I said.
"Do you want kids?" he said. He kind of caught me off guard with that one.
"Yes, I do. Especially if they were with you," I stated without thinking. I was worried how he would react to that. What if he didn't want kids? Or wanted them but not with me.
"That's so good to hear." He stated then kissed the top of my head. We checked the time and it was about time to meet the others at the entrance. He took my hands in his and kissed them before saying that he loved me. I said that I loved him too and we made our way to the entrance.
Since we would get in late we decided to grab some dinner on the way back to Bellevue. The guys dropped us at our respective houses and we agreed to meet at the Cullen home at 8:00to start making Thanksgiving dinner.
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We had an absolutely delicious dinner, courtesy of our mothers. I think they were actually thinking of starting some catering business. We had turkey of course with all the fixings and pumpkin pie. By Emmett's request we also had steaks and pasta. We had so many leftovers that our mothers actually started thinking of ways to turn them into delicious meals. I could tell Esme was enjoying the time with our moms and that was a really nice scene.
The next day we then had to fly back to Boston so after packing our things our parents took us to the airport. Our mother's were sadder than our dads but we said we would be seeing them in three weeks. They promised us they would have new things for us to try by then.
We headed to check in our baggage and made our way to wait at our gate. After about fifteen minutes our flight was called and we boarded the plane. It was another six hour flight back and as soon as we were taxing from the gate I lay my head on Edward's shoulder and fell asleep.
"Love, we're home," he said. I didn't even realize I slept the whole flight. I gathered my things and we made our way off the plane. We then headed over to the baggage claim to wait for our bags. "Stay the night with me?" Edward suddenly whispered in my ear. "Of course," I replied, as though I would turn that down.
When we got our bags together we made our way to the taxi stand. The guys suggested we just take a taxi since none of us had a car big enough for all of us to fit into. I bade the girls good night and said that I would be spending the night with Edward and they said they wouldn't be home either.
As we got in our cab Edward gave his address and we were on our way. As soon as we got into his apartment, he threw our bags onto the floor then picked me up and carried me to the bedroom.
He laid me on the bed and started to peel off my clothing, kissing each area of exposed skin as he went along. After he got my lower garments off he attacked my sex with his mouth and not long after I found myself orgasming on his face.
He then quickly undressed himself and climbedon top of me. "Bella, I need to be in you, now. A week is too long to not makae love to you," he said lustfully. I just simply nodded and he kissed me again as he positioned his tip at my entrance. "I love you Bella," he said as he thrusted fully into me. "I love you Edward," I said as I looked into his eyes that conveyed so much love and lust.
I came one more time and he continued to thrust into me and until I came again and he came along with me. We ended up making love two more times that night before we finally fell asleep.
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The past three weeks were hectic. We had five projects to be finished, though only renovations, the clients were still a bit demanding. After we got that done, we had to make contracts for the change of name of the company in Boston. The senior members of the Seattle company agreed to add my name to the north east branch.
Edward was pulling double shifts so he could get an entire week off. We would both meet up when we were able even if we would both be buried under paperwork. It seemed that at this time, just to be in the same room is enough for us. We would still have our 'sexcapades' but not us often as we would have wanted.
Tomorrow we would be flying back to Seattle for the Christmas holidays. We would fly two days ahead of the guys since we had the contracts to fix. Tonight the guys opted to sleep at our place so we could spend time together before having to spend two days apart.
I woke up to the alarm going off, followed by banging on my door. "Bella! Edward! Time to get up," Alice said through the door. We stretched out in the bed before heading for the shower. When we got the water temperature up we started to touch each other which of course led to some heated shower sex.
When we were done I dressed in khakis and a light pink tunic blouse and my brown wedge sandals. After Edward was done we headed out to the living area followed by Rose and Emmett. We had a quick breakfast courtesy of Jasper before heading to the airport.
After six hours we were landing at Sea-Tac airport. This time aside from Tony, our mothers were also there to meet us and Esme as well. We headed out to the car and made our way to our house. When we got there my mother brought out platters of hors' dourves. There were veggie plates, canapés and spreads.
"Try them girls. We're trying out new things for the menu for our catering," Amy said, urging as on.
"You're really going through with that?" Rose asked.
"Well, it gives us something better to do." Susana replied. We started eating and everything was delicious. My mom also opened a bottle of wine just as the doorbell rang. I went over to open it and found Carlisle standing in the doorway. "Hi, Carlisle." I greeted.
"Hello, Bella, how have you been? I believe my lovely wife is here?" he said.
"Yes, come let's eat." I smiled as I stepped aside to let him through. We both went to the kitchen and he went straight to greet Esme. He started to pick at the food and pour himself some wine as John, Liam, and my dad came into the kitchen.
Conversation flowed with ease and before we knew it we had consumed all of the food. The other families bade us good bye then made their way home. My mom and I cleaned up then I went up to my room to shower and head to bed.
I was awoken by my cell phone ringing to the tune of Girls just Wanna Have fun. "Hello?"
"Bella! Wake up. We're going to the spa, then shopping. We need dresses for the Christmas ball. Rose and I will be over in half an hour," she said then hung up, not giving me a chance to argue. I groaned then headed to the bath room to brush my teeth and get dressed.
I headed to the kitchen and poured myself a cup of coffee. I was met by a short, Asian looking lady wearing a maid's uniform. "Uhm, excuse me? Who are you?" I asked.
"Oh, you must be Miss Bella. I'm Janice, the maid," she introduced herself. Huh? When did we get a maid?
"Oh, it's nice to meet you. Have you been working with us long?" I asked.
"About three months. I usually just come once a week to pick up what Mrs. Swan was not able to accomplish," she explained.
"Oh, ok, it was nice meeting you," I said just as a horn honked from outside. I grabbed my purse and jacket then headed out to the car.
"Morning," I said. "Hey," Rose and Alice said together.
"Did you know we had a maid?" I asked as Alice pulled out of my driveway.
"Funny you asked that cause apparently so do we," Rose replied and we just left it at that. After about ten minutes Alice pulled up to the spa. We had the full treatment that included a massage, manicure, pedicure, facial, and waxing.
We finished at the spa about 4:00 and headed for the mall. We headed straight to the gowns since that was what we needed for the ball. Alice gathered a few blue gowns in different shades and cuts and gave then to me to try on. She and Rose gathered several dresses as well.
I tried on gown after gown until finally I heard Alice squeal when I came out, that usually indicated she was pleased with the gown. It was a blue beaded silk charmeuse gown. It had an empire waist and a sweetheart neck line. The straps had the beaded detail that crosses over between my breasts.
Alice eventually also found her dress. It was a violet, strapless chiffon gown, with Silverstone beading and ruched criss-cross detail over the bust. Rosalie came out in a maroon, halter sequenced dress which was very low cut at the back.
After we made our purchases, we walked around to look for some Christmas presents for the families. The parents were easy, but I was at a loss of what to get Edward. Though I know that he would appreciate anything, I still wanted it to be meaningful.
We closed up the mall then headed home. I had a small chat with Edward before falling asleep. There was a fire and the ER was swamped and he was called in.
The next couple of days we were with the company lawyers making the arrangements to add my name to the Boston branch. Since we had already drawn up some contracts before coming here the Seattle lawyers did not have to do much. The guys were also arriving tonight. But since we knew they would be tired, we just opted to go to the Seattle Center tomorrow.
I waited up for Edward to call me and let me know that he got in safe. After a short chat we decided to call it a night. I set my alarm then I fell into another restful sleep.
I woke the next day at 8:00. Edward was to pick me up at 9:30 then we would meet at the Seattle Center. We decided to take separate cars so we could have the afternoon to ourselves as couples. I washed up then threw on a navy blue Polo shirt dress with red stripes and white wedged Espadrilles.
As I reached the kitchen the doorbell rang. I headed over to the door to find Edward in navy colored shorts and a red collared shirt. "Hey, we match," I laughed. "Indeed we do. Are you ready?" he asked. "Yup, I'm good to go." I said as I picked up my denim jacket off the rack.
He helped me into the car as always then we made our way to the Seattle center. We pulled into the parking lot at almost the same time as the other two couples. Of course we headed first to the Space Needle.
When we got to the top, we took a few pictures out on the deck then grabbed a small snack. After about half an hour we went down to the souvenir shop and Alice went crazy. Jasper even commented that she would need another suitcase, which was most likely the case anyway.
We visited the other attractions which didn't take too long so we decided to have lunch at Todai. When we got to the restaurant Emmett looked like a kid in a toy store. We then started on the buffet and I think Emmet went back like seven times or something, I actually lost count after four.
After lunch we decided to break up into couples. I decided to take Edward to Pike Place Market then maybe to Ivar's for dinner. On our way to Pike Place we passed the Edgewater hotel. "That's the place I first laid eyes on you," he stated then took my hand and kissed it and nibbled a bit on my knuckles.
We parked the car then walked over to the market. We stood a while watching the guys throwing the fish, that is always fun. He bought me a bunch of daisies as we walked past the row of flowers. "You want some coffee? The original Starbucks is just down this road," I said and he nodded his agreement.
We entered the shop and I was immediately hit by the wonderful aroma of coffee. "Do you have these already?" he asked as he pointed to the shelves of tumblers and cups. "No not in those designs," I answered then he got one of each tumbler and mug.
"Edward, I don't need that many mugs and tumblers," I protested.
"Hush love, don't argue. I know you collect the tumblers and as for the cups, one is for me and one is for you so you have your own mug at my house," he explained. "Now what coffee would you like?" he asked. I guess I had no say in the matter so I just replied my order. "Tall Pike Place roast. And could you get me two pounds of beans? I'll pay you back," I asked, he nodded then placed our orders once he got to the cashier.
After getting our coffees we added milk and sugar and made our way out of the store. "Bella Swan?" I heard someone call out. Edward craned his neck and pointed to a tanned male of average height and short black hair.
"Seth? Seth Clearwater?" I asked. "Yeah, it's me. How've you been?" he asked then gave me a quick hug.
"I'm good. This is my boyfriend Edward Cullen. Edward, this is one of my friends from college, Seth Clearwater," I introduced them and theyshook hands.
"Hey, it's good your here. Jake is in town and I thought maybe you'd like to join us for a get together tomorrow. I think you guys really should talk," he said. Why would he think I'd like to talk to him?
"Uhm, I don't think that's a good idea. I really have nothing to say to him and I'm sure his girlfriend or wife, or whatever she is now would not appreciate it," I explained.
"I think it will be closure for you Bella," he said.
"What makes you think I'm looking for closure? I've moved on Seth. I'm good where I am now, with Edward," I retorted then felt a hand on my shoulder. "Excuse us a minute, Seth," Edward said pulling me to the side.
"Why don't you want to talk to him love?" he asked as he took my two hands in one of his and put it to his chest.
"I don't think it would be beneficial for either of us. And I don't like to get you upset. I saw how you reacted to James and he is my better ex, if there's such a thing," I explained.
"I won't be mad at you, I over reacted with James, and he wasn't your best friend," he countered. "I think it will be good for you not to have anything hanging in the air."
I took a deep breath before asking, "Okay, but will you come with me?"
"Sweetie, this is between you and him. I can take you to meet him, but I won't be by your side when you two talk," he said.
"But why?" I whined.
"Bella, love, you can do this. Think of it like the talk I had with Tanya. It did me a lot of good and I think this will do something good for you too," he explained. I nodded in agreement and then we walked back over to Seth.
"Okay, I'm willing to talk if he is. Where will we meet?" I asked.
"Were meeting for lunch at Lowell's here at the market. Can you make it?" I looked at Edward and he nodded his agreement. "Okay, I'll see you tomorrow." We exchanged numbers and Edward and I dropped our purchases at the car before heading to Ivar's for an early dinner.
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"I'm about to leave and I'll be over in about fifteen minutes. Love you," Edward informed me as I was about to get changed for this meeting with my ex. Seth had confirmed that the bastard wanted to talk to me. He's ignored me for so long I have no idea what to say to him. Why in the world did I agree to this? I asked myself. Oh, yeah, my dashing boyfriend gave me the panty-dropping crooked smile that you just can't say no to! Argh!
I hopped into the shower and washed my hair then brushed my teeth. I dried up and wrapped myself in my robe and went over to my closet to look for something to wear. He's really not worth it so I don't have to think much of what to wear. I decided on a baby blue v-neck tee which had satin piping on the neck line, stone washed boot legged jeans and my blue tie-die ballet flats.
I grabbed my Coach Parker shoulder bag and transferred only my essential things. Wallet, compact, lip balm, a small brush, and my Blackberry. I then made my way downstairs and found Edward had already arrived and was having a conversation with my father at the breakfast nook.
"Hey," I greeted.
"Hi, love. Are you ready?" I asked as shook my dad's hand and walked over to me.
"I guess," I said then shrugged my shoulders.
"Bells, you know I loathe this dude, but I think Edward is right that you speak with him," my father said. Whoa, where did that come from? I thought. I just smiled at him and bade him good bye and we were on our way. When we pulled out of our driveway I texted Seth that we were on our way.
Edward quickly found a parking space then helped me out of the car. I leaned on the car a while trying to compose myself. He took my hands in his and kissed them before speaking. "You can do this, love. You have moved on beautifully and nothing he says to you can put you down." He then gave me a kiss on the top of my head.
"I think you chose the wrong specialty Dr. Cullen," I said and he gave me his oh so irresistible crooked smile. "Let's get this over with," I said as I took his hand and headed over to Lowell's.
We went up to the hostess and asked for Seth's group. I asked if they could inform him that I was already here since I didn't really want to walk up to them. I saw the waiter go up to them then Seth waved and walked over to us.
"Hey, Bella. Hi Edward," he said as he reached out his hand.
"Hello, Seth. Take care of my Bella, Will you?" he asked politely causing me to look at him. "I just want to look for something in the market. I'll be back in about twenty minutes. You'll be fine," he said then gave me a chaste kiss on the lips.
I nodded then followed Seth over to their table. These people were also my friends so I greeted them with hugs all around. There was Paul, Embry, Rachel, Leah, Sam, and Emily. "Hi, Jake, Victoria," I said as I turned to them. Jake whispered something in her ear before leading the way to the restaurant's balcony. I turned and took one last look at Edward who gave me an encouraging smile before he left.
We stood for a while in silence before he decided to break the ice, "So, how have you been Bells?" he asked.
"I've been good. Work has been hectic but fulfilling none the less. You?" I asked back.
"I'm good. Uhm, Victoria and I got married a few months back," he said a bit hesitantly.
"Wow, congratulations. So what did Seth tell you this talk would be about?" I asked.
"He said he wanted us to 'clear the air'," he answered.
"Well, that's an understatement." I snorted.
"What's that supposed to mean?" he asked a bit of agitation in his voice.
"Well, you did break up with me through an email and never talked to me again," I stated.
"I apologize for that. I know it was wrong," he said. Seriously, that's all he has to offer?
"But you did it none the less. I'm sure she did not want you to talk to me, right? Even just to break up?" I speculated.
"That's not true," he said but I cut him off.
"Jake, she was my friend too. When we got together she stopped talking to me, remember? But I was happy with you so I really didn't think about it that much. Then you moved to where she was, and your calls lessened and lessened until I was met with the email.
"Now, I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt that you started to date her after me. But knowing you for so long, you can't blame me if I think otherwise." He was going to say something but I held my hand up to stop him and he let me continue.
"I came to understand that our plans for our future clashed and that one of us would have to give up part of our dreams, and I was willing to give mine up to be with you. I was willing to move where you would be settled. That is how much I loved you. We talked about getting married for crying out loud! But I'm assuming that the distance was just too much for you. I just wish that you didn't make me wait four months. If you knew you could not do it why couldn't you have just told me earlier.
"Honestly everyone was giving me hints that maybe you got back together. But I always stood up for you. I kept believing that you would not cheat on me. Then when you sent me the email I guess I couldn't say that I was a surprised. I didn't know how I felt that I could not even cry. Finally after a month I was able to let go and cry for about five minutes. Then after I was fine and I went on with my life. I took a break after you and about six months back I met Edward, and now here we are," I finished and watched as he took all of it in.
He rubbed his face with his hands and took a deep breath before he spoke. "First of all, I really do apologize Bella. I know I went about things the wrong way, and it was unfair to you," I just stood there and listened as he continued.
"I guess it took me about four months to break up with you because I was still confused. Yes she was with me but I still loved you and I didn't want to let you go. It was selfish of me, I know." Then he paused again and we stood silent for a couple of minutes. I assumed that he did not know what to say anymore so I took the chance to speak.
"You can't have your cake and eat it too Jacob. Yes at times you can, but most of the time you can't. I honestly don't even know you anymore. She's changed you. I know you haven't been talking to your dad as well. And it concerns me because you love your dad. You would even cancel our plans just to spend time with him.
"Now, whatever the falling out was, that's between you and him, I won't get in the middle of that. You have always been headstrong and stubborn, you never have a plan B. I'm assuming your dad does not approve of your marriage?" I asked and he just shook his head.
"You chose this path and you have to live with it. You're a smart guy and you'll find a way to get what you want and fix up with your dad. Don't throw away family, Jacob. In the end you will find out that they are the ones who will always be there, blood is always thicker than water, no matter what people say otherwise," I finished and looked over to the entrance to find Edward walking in.
I raised my hand to him to say I'm not yet done and he pointed to a table by the door before he sat down. "I know I screwed up with you Bells. And I truly am sorry and very happy to see that you have moved on amazingly. You have accomplished so much and I am proud of you, for whatever it's worth. Victoria is nothing like you but I believe what we have is real. I will find a way to make things better with my dad. I actually never thought about it until now," he explained.
"Jacob, in my healing I also understand that she is the perfect girl for you. She's willing to serve you hand and foot and drop everything for you without growing tired of it. Even if she is a professional she still needs you to stand up. You are her crutch she can't walk without you. And I got to know you well enough that you cannot contradict me when I say that is the kind of girl you need.
"I was also willing to serve you hand and foot but I would not drop everything for you unless you were dying or something. I'm just as headstrong as you and one day we were bound to clash. All things happen for a reason and if we didn't break-up then I wouldn't have what I have with Edward right now." I told him.
"He seems like a good guy," he stated.
"He is. We have a great thing going. And he's been through some of what I have been through so it's easy to adjust to certain situations," I said as I looked at my watch and it read 1:30. "Don't worry about me; what we had is water under the bridge. I don't hold a grudge against you and I hope you will always be happy. I have to go. I'm sure Edward is getting hungry," I said and we had a quick hug as Seth came over to us.
"So we're good?" he asked. We both nodded.
"Would it be okay to keep in touch?" Jacob suddenly asked.
"I guess, Seth has my number you can get it from him if you want," I said as we made our way back to their table. I gave everyone a round of hugs and when I was done, Victoria seemed to be shooting daggers at me with her eyes. I just had to put her in her place. "Don't worry, Victoria. I have no plans to steal you man, I have my own. Keep this one on a leash, you wouldn't want to lose him, he's too good, even for you," I said as I waved a last good bye and made my way to Edward who was already standing by the door and holding his hand out to me.