Those family ties can kill you….. 13

Disclaimer- I only write for my entertainment and do not own anything with Sons Of Anarchy …..

So okay what kind of Soa story would this be without a little smut?

She didn't know what time it was when she opened her eyes to see Juice propped up on his elbow on his side looking at her " what time is it ? she asked not taking her eyes off his " 11:30 I think why?" she closed her eyes and sighed " Okay wake me at 8 am"

"Wake you up? I figured we'd ….you know "

Rain's brown eyes popped open "What?! Jean, god this is why I said you was sleeping on the floor Jesus" she muttered as she rolled onto her side. Juice smiled and leaned closer.

"Only if you want to which clearly you do. I was going to ask if you wanted to catch up" he felt her relax a little as she let out the breath she was holding "Sure" she said quietly .

She rolled back to face him "What do you want to know?"

"Okay where do you live now, are you coming home and what is with the weirdness with Gemma?"

"Oh you want details not the small talk like how hot I look or how much you have missed me "she laughed. This made him smile "Well that too"

She had a choice to make either turn his world upside down or just bite the bullet and take one for the team. Which if she remembered right he was a very talented scorer. Rain decided on the later, she reached up and touched his cheek, she watched as his eyes fluttered closed the way she hoped they would. She rolled him over, he still had his cut on which made it just a little hotter as she straddled him. She leaned down and kissed him, sweet and slow almost as if she had never kissed him before. She begged to be let in and he gladly gave in to her , his hand ran over her jammies looking to find skin to connect with.

A flash of Kyle ran into her head and she abruptly pulled away. She sat up on him panic clearly written on her face "Oh my God, Oh my God. I can't do this Juice I'm so sorry " she pushed herself up off of his warm body and stood in shock at what she almost allowed to happen.

Without saying a word and worried he may have spooked her Juice walked over to where she stood, looking small and scared. He wanted to make her smile. "Look nothing has to happen lets just go back to bed "he told her as she stood biting her thumb nail. She looked at the man before her and his outstretched hand inviting her back into bed just to sleep. She nodded but it wasn't in agreement to his statement. She had to do this there was no closure before this could be it.

She took his hand in hers and pulled him closer without a word, she pushed his leather cut off of his shoulders and let it drop to the floor , then looked back up into his liquid brown eyes. Juice picked her up and carefully placed her on the bed. She took off his white t-shirt and her hand went to his belt. He stopped her for a second to kiss her; he put everything he had into this kiss. She could feel his soul invading hers "Juice" she murmured as he removed the rest of his clothes and hers as well. His muscular frame covered hers, she could just feel the eat pouring off in waves.

He pinned her hands intertwined with his , he stared into the depths of her dark brown orbs " No I'm not Juice tonight, tonight I'm Jean Carlos Ortiz , I'll be Juice in the morning he whispered into her ear as he moved to kiss her neck, throat , collar bone .

"Jui... Jean just do it please I just want you"

He felt her move beneath him " I need to feel you " she managed to get out before he slowly dove deep into her depths and it wasn't long before they found the perfection that desired that always started the rhythm to that electric white heat they begged to get from each other.

" I missed this so much Jean " she whispered to him pulling him closer to her body almost making them one person.

Juice had one arm under her head like a pillow and one over her stomach with his head laying close to hers " Please don't leave again " he begged the sleeping form beside him before falling into slumber himself . Rain opened one eyes to let a tear escape before closing it again. She could hear the pleading in his voice almost like a child's 'what have I done was her only though and she drifted back to sleep.

I'm sorry to say the next chapter will be short then going to re-watch all episodes so I can get a better feel for the show before I continue to torment them.