a Twilight fan fic

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BPOV

''What do I want to do.. I don't know, anything with you sounds great'' Jake said with a sheepish expression. ''You're just too cute to be true'' I said with a blush. Things became like this so fast it left my head spinning. Well, maybe I should go for the ride.

Jake smiled at me. He walked up to me and kissed my forehead. ''How about a walk to the beach for starters?'' Jake asked. ''Sounds great, but do you need some breakfast first?'' I heard his stomach growl at the thought. '' Breakfast it is, I'll go make you some'' I said matter-of-factly. ''Thanks, I'll go wash up and meet you in the kitchen?'' he asked and I nodded. When I was walking past him he took my arm while saying ''hey'' and pulling me in for a quick kiss. It was soft and sweet and warm but most of all filled with love. Then I just had to say ''I'm falling in love with you, hard. Don't take it lightly'' with a sign.

''Honey, you know I won't, I am in love with you'' he said and planted a kiss on my cheek. Before I let him go I gave him an other kiss that at the end left us both gasping for breath.

I started my way towards the kitchen and heard Jake washing his face in the sink.

Twenty four hours ago Jacob was a friend who had a crush on me. If you can call it that. Now I know I love him. I feel it inside of me. The warm fuzzy feeling. Tingling. Happiness. I was happy. Now, after all this time I felt so incredibly happy. And over him. I feel like I'm almost all over him. I don't need him. I got Jake. I love my Jacob. I smiled at that thought. While I was thinking, I had fried five toasts and put together some cereal. After putting it all in the table for Jake, I thought again about the way I felt.

I'm happy. I mean, really, happy.

And that was when I heard it.

Good for you, Bella, said Edward crystal clear.

I froze.

What did that mean? Good for me? I didn't have that much time to think about it when I hear Jacob coming to the kitchen. He was all smiles until he saw my face. Oh no. There was no way to explain what just happened. Hell, even I didn't know.

''Bella'' he ran to me ''are you okay sweetie? What happened? Talk to me!'' he said loudly and gripped my wrists with force. ''Jake that hurts, let go!'' I had to scream to get him to loosen his hold. Grapping my wrists I said ''man you really need to gain some control.''

''I know, babe, I'm so sorry, let me see'' he said and took my hands to his. ''It's a bit reddish, I'm so really sorry, you know that, right?!'' he said in a bit of a panic. With a small smile I said '' of course, Jake, its okay, really…''

''Okay. Sorry'' he mumbled and added ''but what was wrong with you? You looked like you just saw a ghost.'' ''Umm… it's nothing, I just, well—'' I tried desperately to find something to say when he signed and said ''Oh Bells, it's about him, isn't it?''

''Umm kinda'' I said ashamed. When his face fell I had to continue with ''but it wasn't like you think! I just thought about how happy I am now, and how things are finally looking up and umm—I just got the strangest feeling like I was – betraying Edward or something and it feels crazy and I just and then just as I well..'' I kept mumbling until Jake stopped me.

''Shh, honey'' he said wiping something wet from my cheek and pulling me in for a hug ''it's okay baby, just don't cry,'' I pulled myself together and said ''sorry for rueing breakfast'' and laughed a little. ''Now eat'' I said.

He sat down to the table and said ''Bells, you rued nothing'' and dug in.

I sat down next to him, and enjoyed to watch my man eat. I smiled again. I would go trough that Edward stuff later when I was alone, I won't let it ruin my day with Jake.

When Jake finished he thanked me and we both got up.

''C'mon honey'' Jake said while putting an arm to my shoulder, '' let's go out.'' I giggled and we were off to the beach.

The beach was calm and beautiful. A small wind blew and I shivered in reflect. That got Jake to come closer and join our hands. I smiled up at him and he smiled at me. This was so great, so natural. I felt butterflies in my stomach as I thought of all the things we could do together, what we could be. What we will be. We were all smiles when we ended up at the familiar piece of driftwood and sat down next to each other.

There was no need for words at this moment. It was just me and him and the nature. The ocean and the woods. The only thing I smelled was Jakes mascular sent mixed with something woodsy. Pine, I thought. What an intoxicating sent. Mmm I signed.

''What are you thinking?'' Jake asked, breaking the natural silence. ''Mmm, you'' I answered honestly. That got Jake grinning like an idiot ''really? What about me is so damn special that it's worth your thoughts?'' I had to laugh at his expression. He was too easy too please.

''Just now I was thinking about your sent'' I said sheepishly. ''My sent? hmm, I love yours. It's always straberryish'' he smelled my hair. ''And boy did you smell good in my bed this morning. I was ready to ravish you, god forbid!'' he said. ''What about my sent got you so crazy?'' I wasn't sure I understood him. Who em I kidding, I knew exactly what he ment, I just wanted to hear him say it.

''I smelled your.. lust- your wetness'' He said with a devious grin. ''It was your fault anyways, why do you have to be so got damn hot!'' I said and blushed. Okay, that was just plain stupid. Jake laughed and kissed me and said '' you're the one whose too hot to handle.'' I put my hand to his hair and pulled his face so close to mine that even a slight movement would push our lips together like they longed to be. ''Oh really'' and I put my most devious grin on my face and pushed into him with everything I had to offer, praying in silence he would take it.

Boy, did he take it. I was in his lap in a second and both of my legs were around his waist. I was pushing my waist to his while kissing him with so much force and passion. I wanted him. I needed him. I fucking love him! I opened my mouth up for him, allowing his tongue in my mouth and playing with it with mine. I sucked, bit and licked every part of his mouth while his hands were pulling my shirt up, touching my breasts from underneath my bra. My nipples hardened at his touch and I felt him push his hardness to me. The damned pants were in the way!

''Uups!'' I heard someone say and pulled slowly away from Jake to face the interrupter. Unwillingly I got up from Jakes lap and looked at Embry.

''Uhh I'm so sorry guys and I just, accidently- whoa'' he mumbled. ''It's okay Embry'' I said disappointed. Jake just growled and did very little to try and hide the bump in his shorts.

''I didn't even know that you guys were, I mean are you dating or something?'' he asked, confused. Jake was about to say something but I cut him off ''Yes Embry. We're officially dating'' I said, putting my hand into Jakes. A huge grin spread to Jacobs face and he kissed my hand.

''Oh. Whoa. Good for you guys… So Jake, you remember there's that bonfire in a few hours?'' Embry said and I looked at Jake. I didn't know about a bonfire. ''Yeah, Bells, I ment to ask you if you wanted to come. Well, do you?'' Jake asked, awkward. ''Yeah, sounds fun'' I asked honestly with a smile, and that got Jake smiling again.

''So... See you two then, I'm just gonna make my escape real quick'' smirked Embry and went back to the woods. I laughed as I looked back to Jake. ''Bells, you might wanna pull down your shirt'' he said, grinning. Whata? Shiit, I blushed and pulled my top to cover my black lace bra. ''Thanks for saying that in time, Jake!'' I said, pushing my hand to his side. ''Well sorry! A mans gotta enjoy the view'' he said grinning. I was sure that with all the smiling, his face was gonna stretch. ''Well ha-ha, now you got to share the view with a fried'' then I gasped. ''Bells, you okay?'' Jake asked, concerned. ''I just.. You will.. They all will see!'' I gapped. ''What are you talking about?'' Jake asked, looking confused. ''The pack. Will see me. Everything I do with you. They will feel!'' I panicked.

''Oh.. But Bella, it's not like that! We don't see everything! I try my hardest not to think of you while I'm phased, but it's real hard while you're my life!'' I had to smile to that. He said I was his life. I took a deep breath. ''Okay. Sorry, that I freaked out, but you have to admit that that's kinda creepy'' I said and laughed. Jacob signed in relief. ''I love you.''

AN: I have to cut this here 'cause I'm falling asleep here, and I want to post something today! well it's 1.30 am and it's a school night, so I have to go! Tell me what you thought, more beach action and a hot bonfire coming!