A/n: I do not own Twilight nor its characters. The story has been changed to 'M' because of something in this chapter. Please read and review
As soon as I was inside, I suddenly felt sick and I rushed into the bathroom. My mind was completely jumbled; I had no one to turn to. Edward would surely think that I was cheating on him and my best friend was the one that was making my life a living hell.
The front door the house opened an hour later and I heard Edward call my name. I had no will to get out of bed. It wasn't long before I heard him coming up the stairs.
"What are you doing in bed this early baby?" he asked.
"I'm feeling a little tired, and I think I might be getting sick," I replied
"Well get some rest then, I'll bring you some dinner." Edward said before kissing my cheek. I could only watch him head downstairs before I sighed and dropped my head down on the pillow and wait for him to come back upstairs. I was in no mood to do anything, I would probably only force a few bites of the dinner Edward made in order to keep him from worrying about me.
It was about an hour later before Edward finally turned in for the night. I pretended to fall asleep before he did so as to avoid his questioning. He knew something was up with me; I was just too afraid to tell him my secret. That night I dreamed of being at a beach with Edward, just the two of us in a secluded island with no problems or worries. His arms wrapped around my waist made me feel safe, as if there was not a problem in the world. I woke up from this beautiful dream early in the morning, realizing my reality was a nightmare.
It was soon Friday and the day before my usual outing with Jacob. I spent the day in bed as I had the past few days. I tried thinking of as many ways possible to get out of my predicament, but there was just no solution. It felt like years had passed when I finally noticed that night had fallen. It wasn't long before I heard the door open downstairs, Edward was early. When I heard objects shattering downstairs, I realized that it was not him.
I quickly got up and ran into the closet to hide. I heard the footsteps coming upstairs and entering the room. They stopped short in front of the closet door. I trembled as I saw the door knob turn. I held my breath as the door swung open and I saw Jacob there. A twisted smile appeared on his face and his eyes had an unusual gleam in them as he dragged me out. He held on to me with an iron grip when I began to struggle against him.
"I just couldn't wait until tomorrow," Jacob said as I felt myself being pushed down on the bed. I did not have much time to process anything before I felt him on me. Jacob's lips were all over me as his hands held me down. Tears had been flowing for awhile before he removed my nightgown. He whispered loving words into my ear as his lips and hands violated my body. I bit him when he kissed me. Causing him to growl angrily and backhand me. He was angry and aggressive now. He quickly ripped off my panties and thrust himself inside me. I gasped as I felt him enter me, I had no idea if the pain was physical or emotional, it was painful just the same.
I felt myself slowly losing consciousness. Edward suddenly flashed through my mind and I struggled to stay awake but the darkness was bringing comfort from the hell I was in. After a long battle, the darkness won. The last thing I saw was the face of my attacker.