AN: Disclaimer: anything you recgonise isnt mine. This is basically and AH version of the NM scene where Edward leaves. See you at the bottom.
Word Prompt: Devastation
My throat constricted and suddenly it became hard to breathe. No. My heart couldn't accept what my head was telling me was real. He couldn't leave me. I loved him. There was no air, no light, and no hope without him. My very soul felt like it was being ripped in half. I watched him start to walk away and my body automatically followed him. I was drawn to him like a moth to a flame. I knew that he could hear my clumsy footfalls behind him yet he refused to acknowledge that I was there. I followed him from the woods behind my house to his car. Fear clawed at my heart as I saw him reach into his pocket for his keys. He still hadn't said a word since telling me he didn't want me anymore.
"Please... Edward." The words came out like a broken plea and my heart shattered as he didn't even bat an eyelid.
A sob tore its way from my throat and I reached forward to grab his arm. As if he knew it was coming he simply leant out of my reach.
"Bella please don't make this any harder than it has to be." His voice simultaneously soothed me and broke me.
My mind shut down as he got into his car. Sobs wracked through my body as he drove away and I sunk to the floor. My mind barely registered that I was still outside and that I should get inside where I could break down in private. But I couldn't move, I couldn't think. All I could do was feel.
Devastation; I thought I had felt it before, when I left my mother in attempt to make her happy, when my father died, but nothing compared to the all-consuming, burning agony I felt right now.
He was it for me, there wasn't any one before him and I knew deep down in my damaged heart that there would never be anyone after him. Even if he didn't feel the same way, Edward was my forever.
AN: eeek,. review? pretty please?