thank you to my newly found beta reader eddielova09. and my reviewers. um my writers block has some what as ussual please review. and once agin thanks to GA JANE DOE for giving me this story to write.

"Is there something you two keeping from me?" Derek asked.

"Derek calm down it is not what you think" said Mark

"What I think is that you know something that I should know" said Derek

"Yeah it is something that you should know but I won't tell you because it is for Meredith to tell you." Said Mark

Meredith approached the two who looked to be in an in-depth conversation. "Umm Derek is there somewhere quite where we can talk." Said Meredith

"Yeah my office?" Said Derek

"Okay I meet you there and Mark can you come with me? I think I going to need moral support." Said Meredith

"Yeah come on the faster we break the news the faster we can get back to work." Said Mark

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"What is the thing you two are keeping from me?" asked Derek.

"Derek you might want to sit down for this." said Mark.

"Umm Derek when we, umm, had sex 13 ½ years ago. . . um, I think we did not use protection or um, possibly the condom broke and you see, uhhh, I got pregnant." Meredith finally choked out.

"You were WHAT??" Derek screamed.

"I was pregnant with twins, one boy and one girl." Said Meredith to more inform him.

"Wait are you saying that I'm a father?" Asked Derek with disbelief in his eyes.

"Yeah their names are Hayden and Kaia." Said Meredith.

"Wait Kaia as in the one who was calling you from the pit." Said Derek.

"Yeah Hayden and her were brought in to the pit after a car almost hit them and caused them to fall and need stitches." Said Meredith.

Derek then turned to Mark. "You knew that Meredith had kids?" Derek asked.

"No, well yes, I just found out today and I was the one who stitched up them." Said Mark.

"You got to meet them before I did?" Said Derek getting visibly angry.

"Derek I told him only because I wanted to know a way to tell you about them and when we were in CT and I said we had to talk. That was when I going to tell you about them." Meredith interrupted.

"Why did you not tell me earlier?" Derek asked.

"I did not know how to and I did not know where you were or how to contact you. Your sisters never met me other than Nancy and she hated me. What did you expect me to do show up at your house and say 'yeah I am your son's ex girlfriend and yeah I pregnant with his children.'?" Said Meredith.

"Umm okay now I understand why you did not tell me. Question when I can meet them?" Derek wanted to know.

"They are at Adel's and the chief's house and they will be there till tomorrow night." Said Meredith.

"Do they know I exist?" Derek asked. He hoped they did.

"Yeah I told them that you were still alive but I did not know where you were and if you were still single." Said Meredith with her head down. "Come by Friday night to 141 Crowntree Lane. And I'll tell them tomorrow night that I found their father and that you're coming by Friday."Meredith added, knowing she couldn't keep Derek out of her children's lives. "And I would like if we can keep our lives outside of the hospital separate from the ones inside the hospital because I do not want people to think you are giving me any special treatment." When she was done Meredith looked up at Derek.

"Okay fine but one thing does either of them look like me?" Derek wanted to know. The whole time he had been thinking of what both of them looked like.

"Yeah Hayden does. And I think you might want to invest in a credit card with a large limit." Meredith said with a grin.

"Why??" Said Derek

"Your daughter has a tendency to shop and like expensive things." Said Meredith before she left his office.

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"Okay so Dr. Grey get on those post op notes." Said Derek.

"Will do Dr. Shepherd." Said Meredith.

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Meredith POV

That was easier than I expected. I really hope the kids want see him and I really hope to mend things with Derek so everything can work out so the kids have a good childhood.

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Derek's POV

Wow I am father not to one but two kids. I have to call my mom. No I think I'll wait.

I have to buy them something maybe just give them cash or I'll go shopping with them one day. What do they like? Does Hayden like fishing. Do they have any special interests?

So many things I wish I knew. I was so stupid. I should have not broken up with her back in high school. I should have called her after graduation to see if she was okay. I should have known . I'm stupid.

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