I just wanted to thank all who reviewed again! I've been having a bit of writers block so I tried to get this out as fast as possible. It's a little angsty, but not too bad. You'll probably hate Tanya even more but she's not important so who cares, right? I have a twitter link in my profile. I'll try to put on there my status on chapters and stuff if you guys are interested at all!

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EPOV

After Bella and I had our talk, the rest of the week went by pretty smoothly. No big events or blow-out fights like days past.

Rosalie was pissed that Bella and I were friends again, but I was used to that.

I hadn't seen Tanya since the driveway debacle but I'd talked to her over the phone a couple of times since. She was overly enthusiastic about our reunion and I hated that I was back with her under such false pretenses but I kept reasoning with myself that I was making her happy and helping Bella move on by staying with her.

Such fucking noble reasons, right?

Jasper made his debut at Forks High on Wednesday. He ended up being in my first class of the day, lucky me, but we didn't talk to each other.

You'd think he was fucking Brad Pitt or something the way the girls threw themselves at him. They were practically falling over one another to flirt or eye-fuck him and it was making me fucking nauseous.

I had to give it to him though, he deflected every one of the girls, always saying he wasn't interested.

Funny thing was, that made the girls want him even more.

Idiots.

His first day there, I had arrived at the cafeteria before everyone but Bella, so I plopped myself down next to her, pulling her pretty hair, "What's going on, Bell?"

She looked around nervously, smacking my hand away and smoothing her hair down, "Oh, hey. Not much, you?"

"Nothing," I looked around with her, "...who are you looking for?"

She blushed, not a good sign on my end, "Jasper. He has lunch with us and I haven't seen him since before school this morning. I just want to know how his day is going."

I snorted, "He's in my first class. All the girls are going crazy, as usual with new kids."

Before I could stop my word vomit I added, "He's not lonely, that's for damn sure."

Her face fell a bit, "Oh."

Jasper walked up behind her then, placing his hands over her eyes and whispering, a little too fucking close if you ask me, "Guess who?"

She whipped around, face brightening, "Jazz! How's your first day going?"

"Eh, it's fine. I was hoping to have a class or two with you, but oh well."

She motioned for him to sit on the other side of her, "Well, that's what happens when you're a year older and too smart for your own good. You get to take fun classes that fill up time until you're free from high school hell. I on the other hand am drowning slowly in a sea of academic torture."

He chuckled, "Only a couple more months and you're free to spend the summer with me, darlin'."

I cleared my throat, reminding Bella and fuckface I was still here and she turned back around saying to Jasper, "Oh, Jasper, this is Edward. Edward, this is Jasper."

I extended my hand and gave him a half-assed shake, "What's up, man?"

Jasper nodded, "Not much, bro. Good to meet you officially. You're in my art class, right?"

I nodded, uncomfortable with my current situation and the three of us made small talk awkwardly for awhile until Rose and Emmett finally made it into the cafeteria.

During the whole lunch period I bounced back and forth between paranoia and complete jealousy. I felt paranoid that this douchebag was taking away my best friend and I felt jealousy because I could see the interest in her eyes and I didn't want to.

Why can't I just be the guy she needs me to be so I don't have to watch her fall for this guy that's just wrong for her.

Jasper took out his schedule to see if he had any classes with Bella after lunch, their heads huddled together, finding out that he had gym with the four of us. Bella hated the class but it was the only one we had that all of us were in so we always made the best of it.

I could tell everyday it was going to get a little harder to be around her as she got closer to Jasper.

He waited at the Bio room door for her everyday and they walked together to gym. I wanted to walk with them so bad, but I knew it would look overbearing to Bella and I wanted her to see that I was changing.

Considering the fact that I just recently figured out that I was in love with my best friend and it wasn't ever going to go anywhere because I'm such an epic failure of a person, I thought I was handling things okay.

I hadn't tackled Jasper and that was saying a lot for my progress.

I knew I must have been showing some kind of change when Newton came up to ask me what was up with me letting the new guy paw all over Bella.

I punched him on the arm.

Normally it would have been in the stomach.

See?

Progress.

I had asked Bella to come over after school on Friday with the intention of figuring things out for our project but I just couldn't focus with her there.

We were outside laying sideways in the giant hammock that hung from two large trees in my backyard. Our sides were touching and I felt like they were on fire.

Every part of me ached to touch her more, hold her, breathe her.

But she wasn't mine to do that with.

Oh, yeah.

And I have a girlfriend.

"So, what should we do the project on?" She asked.

I shrugged my shoulders, "Who knows. The effects of too much sex on the heart?"

She snorted, "You'd be an expert on that one, Eddie-boy."

"I prefer sexpert, thank you."

"I'd just prefer getting the sex part over with at this point," she slapped her hand over her mouth.

Resisting the urge to yell, I said through clenched teeth, "What are you talking about? Is Jasper trying to talk you into sex or something?"

"God, no, definitely not. You know what I'm talking about, Edward. I'm seventeen years old and I've kissed two guys. The farthest I've ever gotten with anyone was," she blushed, "...well you know."

Feeling a little smug that I was the one she was talking about I said, "Well, I'm happy that's all you've done. It still bothers the shit out of me that you didn't tell me about Jasper before all this."

"Well it's not like you're the portrait of understanding, Edward. You go off the handle when I look at a guy. And why? I don't know. I have to grow up sometime, I can't be that little girl you look at me as forever."

I looked at her seriously, "Hey. I said I'm going to try to change, Bella. Give me the chance. I haven't decked Jasper yet, have I?"

She quirked an eyebrow, "We'll see. But Jasper and I are just friends for now."

I mocked her, quirking my eyebrow, "We'll see."

I continued, trying to change the subject, "So, sex and the heart is out. I have no fucking clue what the hell to do this damn thing on. Could Banner have been more vague?"

She laughed, trying to imitate Mr. Banner, "I know. Here kids, here's the subject you have to do a project on, but I'm too fucking lazy to narrow it down, so figure it out. Oh and by the way it's worth a third of your grade so don't screw it up."

God, I love her.

She's always so...Bella. There's no other explanation. She makes me laugh doing terrible impressions of teachers, she makes me more mad than anyone in this world ever could, she makes me happier than anyone in this world ever could, and she makes my fucking heart pound like crazy no matter what emotions I feel around her.

Holy shit.

"What if we did something about the effects of love on the heart?"

She furrowed her brow, "How would we do that?"

"Well...we can do research on the physical effects that love causes on the heart, you know, read up on scientific studies and what not, if it has any at all, and then maybe interview couples who have been together for a long time and see if their personal accounts of what they felt match up to the studies scientists have found. I'm sure Carlisle could help us, too."

Her face lit up and I was happy I didn't upset her with the all the love talk.

"That's such a good idea. Thank God you came up with that. I was at a complete loss."

I chuckled, "You know..."

Before I could finish the thought, Bella's cell phone rang and I grabbed it out of habit.

Jasper Cell.

"Cowboy's calling ya."

She smiled and snatched the phone from me, "Hey Jazz."

Jazz.

What a stupid nickname.

God, I hated him.

It's not really fair that I do, I don't even know him.

According to Emmett, I should love him.

Apparently, we have the same taste in music and he plays the guitar like me.

But I already know we have the same taste in girls.

One girl to be exact.

And for that reason alone, I will continue to despise him quietly.

I mean, quietly as in not punching him in the mouth everytime I see him.

Bella giggled next to me, blushing at something that hillbilly said to her and I couldn't help the pains of jealousy that ripped through me.

I wanted to rip the phone from her hand, I wanted to smash it to bits so she could never talk on it again, I wanted to take her right there in my hammock while he was listening on the other end of the phone. I wanted to make her fucking forget that anyone but me ever existed.

She was so fucking beautiful.

I watched as she tucked a loose strand of her beautiful brown hair behind her ear and bit her perfect lip and instantly I started to rage again.

The only time Bella bites her lip is if she's nervous or turned on.

Fuck.

I don't like the idea of that asshole making her either of those two things.

I make her nervous.

I've seen her turned on before.

The last time we made out after Newton's party, I found out I had more control than I thought when she bit her lip and put my hand on her chest.

Though I had a raging hard-on I pulled away only to instantly feel cold, fighting the monster that wanted to go right back to the heat. I relished in her warmth, I dreamt about feeling it fully, but I couldn't bring myself to sleep with her then.

I couldn't be the one to take away her purity, especially when we were both drunk.

I watched her still, feeling like I was invading a private conversation, as she said, "Oh, I'd love to, but I'm at Edward's right now talking about our Bio project."

She waited a moment before saying, "Sure. Uh, yeah, 9 in the morning Jasper? I don't think I've ever really seen that time on a Saturday. Holy shit. Alright. Okay, bye Jazz."

Celebrating some kind of weird internal victory that she chose to hang out with me, I smiled as she asked, "What are you smirking about?"

"Nothing, did Jasper want to hang out or something?"

"Yeah, he wanted to go to dinner but I thought it would be rude to leave right now so we're going out tomorrow."

She wanted to stay with me rather than go to dinner with Jasper.

Suck it, Cowboy.

"Wait, he's picking you up at nine in the morning on a Saturday? He really doesn't know you, does he? You're usually dead to the world until at the earliest 11 on the weekends."

"Haha, I dunno. I'm sure it'll be fun."

I rolled my eyes, "So, do you wanna go listen to some music or something in my room?"

She laughed, "If it wasn't you saying that I would say that was such a pick up line, but sure."

Trust me beautiful, I want to pick you up alright. Pick you up and take you straight to my room and show you for hours and hours just how much I love you.

But, I'm a pussy and didn't say any of that.

Bella and I ended up hanging out all day, laughing like old times, not ever really mentioning the events that transpired over the past weekend. There were a few times that the lust and love I felt for her battled with the common sense part of me that knew I wasn't good enough for her. I wanted to kiss her when she left that night but I just hugged her tight and told her to call me after her stupid date tomorrow.

I felt good about where we stood.

Now I just had to get through tomorrow knowing she'd be leaving with him early to go God knows where.

I sighed and decided I should call Tanya since it had been a couple days since we talked.

Her phone rang a few times and then went to voicemail.

Weird.

She always picks up.

Oh well.

I better try to swipe some alcohol now so I can start my descent into complete drunken oblivion tomorrow while Bella was on her little "date" with Cowboy.

I snuck out my door quietly, tip-toeing all the way down the hall to Carlisle's abundant alcohol reserve in the liquor cabinet and grabbed a bottle of tequila quickly, jogging back down to my room.

Success.

Now, maybe tomorrow won't be so hard.

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BPOV

I have to say that Jasper coming to school wasn't as eventful Edward-wise as I had feared it would be. I was having nightmares on Tuesday night, tossing and turning, while scenes of Edward flying over the table to choke slam Jasper through a wall ran through my head.

I was so paranoid that on Wednesday morning when Jasper and Rose came to pick me up for school, I felt like I could throw up. I was sitting in the front seat and Jasper, always so intuitive of my emotions, had leaned up from the backseat to put his hand on my shoulder, "Hey, relax. I'm sure Edward's not going to go all caveman in the middle of school and throwdown with me. He's smarter than that, right?"

Before I could answer, Rose snorted, "Ha. I don't know about that. He was fucking his skank of a girlfriend in his driveway in plain view. He's not worried about consequences."

That Rose, always so careful of my feelings.

I rolled my eyes, "No, he'll be fine. I'm sure."

Only I wasn't sure.

By the time lunch rolled around I was so wound up I thought I was going to explode.

I had no idea how Jasper's day was going and it made me nervous.

I talked to Edward for a while and surprisingly my mind was elsewhere. Usually when Edward and I talk the whole world fades away and all I hear is him but today I was nervous for Jasper.

Edward mentioned being in the same art class as Jazz and that all the girls were fawning all over him already.

It made me self-conscious and insecure.

But then Jasper came in to the cafeteria and I felt better instantly.

To say I was pleasantly surprised at Edward's behavior all during lunch would be the understatement of the century. I was absolutely flabbergasted that he was able to act like a reasonable person and not gouge Jasper's eyes out his first day here.

It gave me hope.

The rest of the week went by much the same way. Edward and Jasper weren't on the road to being BFF's or anything but I was happy. I'll take awkward conversations all day long. As long as there's no boxing matches sans gloves, I'm good.

The only time it got a little weird was in gym class. I could feel Edward's stare on me when Jasper helped me up when I tripped over my own feet. It was a little unnerving but I could tell Edward was really trying.

When I went over to Edward's on Friday I was happy to see we could still get along like normal. It made me feel a little weird that he knew how I felt about him but he never brought it up. I was grateful.

I even noticed some drastic changes in him.

When Jasper called me, Edward didn't smash the phone or tell him to 'fuck off' or anything.

It was amazing.

The rest of the day went by like that. Bella and Edward back to best friends.

It was comforting.

The next day, Jasper came to get me at the God awful hour of 9 am to take me to breakfast and then up to Port Angeles for the day.

Breakfast was awesome.

Jasper and I always found something to talk about together and the conversations were never forced. He never tried to rush me into making any decisions about him and I right away.

I liked it.

I was looking over the menu when Jasper asked, "So, what are you thinking about over there?"

"I was just thinking how smoothly you fit in with our group. How comfortable I am around you. It's nice."

"Nice as in you might wanna give me a kiss at the end of this date?"

I giggled, "Maybe."

I like Jasper a lot. He's handsome, he's smart, and he's sweet. He's about to go to college so why not see where this goes? Even if it's only for a little while, it'll still be fun.

He wiggled his eyebrows, "Maybe's not a no."

"It's not a yes either, Tex."

He winked, "I love it when you play games with me, sugar."

I lightly punched his arm, "I'm not playing games, I'm being coy. Geez, Jasper."

He put his arm around me and kissed my cheek, "You have no idea what you do to me, Bella."

When we went to Port Angeles, Jasper had a whole day of fun planned for us. We played like little kids in a quaint little park and then we went to an arcade where he showed me what an avid SkeeBall player he was. His toned arms as they threw that little brown ball was one of the sexiest things I'd ever seen.

Jasper and Edward were such complete opposites physically. Jasper was lean, muscular, with a slight tan and piercing blue eyes while Edward was tall with impossibly messy bronze hair, paler complexion, beautiful green eyes.

Both were unbelievably fucking hot.

Just in different ways.

After Jasper was done completely owning the arcade, it was already close to 4 in the afternoon so we decided to go get an early dinner. Jasper said he was doing some research and wanted to try this place called Wild Fire Grill.

The place was gorgeous. We sat out on the deck where we had a spectacular view of the Olympic Mountains.

It was just absolutely breathtaking.

The waiter had just taken our plates and we were waiting for him to come back with the check. Jasper took my hand over top of the table and I smiled, realizing just how great of a time I was having with him.

That was until my eyes focused in on someone coming from the bathroom. I'd only seen her two other times in my life but would be able to point her out in a sea of thousands of people.

Tanya.

She was in a short red dress that was completely slutty, which really what else could she wear, and I had to roll my eyes that this girl was the kind that Edward went for.

The Anti-Bella if you ask me.

Blonde, blue-eyed, full-chested, and skanky.

I couldn't help but stare as she sauntered from the bathroom over to her table and noticed that she wasn't sitting with Edward but she wasn't alone.

She was with another guy.

I watched as she sat down with him and they held hands.

What the fuck?

Is this girl cheating on my best friend?

Jasper took notice that I had stopped contributing to our conversation, "Earth to Bella. Are you okay?"

I shook my head and nodded in Tanya's direction, "That's Edward's girlfriend over there with that guy."

He turned his head to get a better view, "Holy shit. Do you think she's cheating on him?"

I shrugged, "I have no idea, it's kind of speculation right now but...holy shit."

Jasper saw what I was talking about immediately. Tanya had moved over to the same side of the table as the guy she was with and they were engaging in some ridiculous PDA that could have been considered borderline indecent exposure.

"Holy fuck, they're practically humping on the table now, Bella."

I sighed, "What do I do, Jasper? If I tell him I make myself look fucking petty. Like I'm jealous or something."

He shook his head, "No, you're being a good friend, Bella. Wouldn't you want to know?"

I nodded, "What if he doesn't believe me?"

"You're phone has a camera on it, doesn't it?"

I took my phone out and snapped a quick picture, gagging as I realized I had caught Tanya as she was sticking her disgusting tongue in the guys mouth and he had his hands all over her waist.

"Picture's worth a thousand words, right?" Jasper joked.

"It's not right. That bitch is cheating on him."

He looked at me, "Bell, didn't he cheat on her with you technically?"

I shrugged, "Well, yeah. I didn't know they were together, though."

"No, no. I'm not blaming you. I'm just saying, karma's a bitch, that's all."

I didn't know what to say.

Yes, Edward was wrong to cheat on her.

But I still felt that pull to say something to that cheating whore out of loyalty to my best friend.

"I know, but I still have to say something to her."

Jasper's eyes widened, "What the hell do you mean you have to say something? You have the proof, just tell Edward and move along, babe. No need to stir up trouble."

I looked at him, "I have a really bad temper, Jazz. Unfortunately, I think you're about to see it."

He put his hand over his eyes and sighed, "Lead the way, pretty girl."

Jasper grabbed the check from our waiter as we passed, heading towards Tanya's table.

"Excuse me, Tanya?"

The bitch looked extremely annoyed to have been interrupted from her infidelity and it only made my blood boil more.

"Well, well. If it isn't Edward's little pet, Bella," she said as she stood up to face me.

What. The. Fuck.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

She snickered, "Well, you follow him around like a little puppy and I think you're a bitch, so. It fits."

I couldn't believe my ears.

What the fuck did Edward ever see in this girl?

"I'm the bitch? You're the one with your tongue shoved down some guys throat that is most definitely not your boyfriend."

She smiled, "Do you really think Edward would believe you over his girlfriend?"

"I know he will actually."

"We'll see."

"Bella, don't you ever get tired of being such a fucking nuisance in Edward's life? I mean you already get all his sympathy 'cause Mommy left you, now you're going to hurt him by telling him I'm cheating on him? You really are a bitch."

I didn't think, I just fucking slapped.

I smirked, "I do believe it was you that just got bitch slapped, slut."

Jasper pulled me away then, saying he didn't want to have to call Charlie to pick me up from the Port Angeles jail.

"I didn't know you had that in you, killer," Jasper smiled.

"I told you I had a temper, she just brought out the worst of it."

He chuckled, "I'd say. I'm impressed."

On the way home I started feeling bad that Jasper was in the middle of Edward drama on our first date so I reached over and grabbed his hand.

"I'm sorry that happened on our first date. But, thanks for taking me out, Jazz. I had an awesome time."

He kissed the top of my hand that he was holding, "My pleasure, sweetness. And don't worry about it. I told you that Edward was lucky to have a friend like you, didn't I?"

"Does it make you think any less of me?"

He smirked this adorable fucking smirk, "Are you kidding me? You're a badass, girl."

I laughed, "I like you, Jasper Hale."

He kissed my hand again, "I like you, too, Bella Swan."

As we pulled up to my house I had decided to kiss Jasper. It couldn't hurt anything and he was just so heartbreakingly gorgeous I couldn't help myself.

Jasper parked the car and hopped out to open my door. As he took my hand to help me out I looked up at him through my lashes and he smiled, "My God, you're beautiful."

I blushed and stood up, "I was just thinking how gorgeous you were."

"So, did you decide on that kiss? Do I have permission?"

I pretended to think about it for a minute, "Hm, I dont't know."

He leaned in anyway, grabbing my neck with one hand and fisting a handful of my hair with the other. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling his bottom lip into my own and sucking greedily. He slowly released my neck and slid his hand down to the small of my back to pull me closer. Everything in my body tingled and I didn't want the moment to end. I ran my tongue along his bottom lip as he moaned in my mouth. We explored each other's mouths with hunger and I couldn't help but be turned on by this guy.

Eventually he pulled away, kissing my forehead and hugging me close.

"I had a good time with you tonight. Think I can see you tomorrow sometime?"

I nodded meakly, wishing he wanted to keep the kiss going.

He kissed me lightly on the lips again before walking me to my door. I waved goodbye as I opened the door and watched him trot down to his car and drive away.

I sighed as I shut the door, leaning into it with my back.

"Hey Dad, I'm home."

Charlie looked up from his seat on the couch, "Hey, Bells. How did your date with Jasper go?"

"Good, I like him."

He nodded and our conversation pretty much ceased after that. Date talk was a little weird for Charlie and I couldn't really blame him.

Now, I just had the unfortunate task of telling Edward what a slutbag his girlfriend was.

I walked up the steps to change out of my date outfit, grabbing my phone from my purse as I did.

Slipping off my shoes, I dialed Edward's cell hoping to talk to him before I went to sleep tonight.

He picked up after the first ring, "Oh, your tongue's out of Jasper's mouth long enough for you to fucking call, huh?"

Uh oh.

He sounded super drunk.

"Edward, stop. Are you drunk?"

"Not enough, apparently."

I sighed, "Listen, I have something kind of important to tell you. When can we talk seriously?"

"Come over now. I'm awake."

Debating in my head whether I should just tell him over the phone, I decided this was news I would want my friend to tell me in person. Plus, I could show him the picture if he really didn't believe me.

"I'll be over in five minutes. Bye."

I hung up and changed into a pair of my favorite jeans and a hoodie and walked over to Edward's to tell him news I really didn't want to.

I let myself in, running up to Edward's room.

Opening the door, I could smell the tequila immediately, making me think he might have been drinking all day.

He was sitting in his window seat, looking out into the front yard.

"God, open a window or something in here. It reeks."

He jumped up at the sound of my voice, "My Bella, you're here!"

I rolled my eyes, "Like you didn't see me coming."

"I thought I might have been imagining it, I've been hitting the bottle preeeeetty hard today," he slurred.

Scooping me up in a hug, I patted his back and told him I really had to talk to him.

He set me down and I went to sit on his bed while he scooted his computer chair directly in front of me.

I took a deep breath, "Okay, so Jasper and I were in Port Angeles tonight," I began.

He mimicked me, "Jasper and I, blah, blah, blah."

I ignored him, going on, "Anyways, we were in Port Angeles at this restaurant and I saw Tanya there."

He nodded, signaling for me to continue, "Well, she wasn't alone, Edward."

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EPOV

I had been steadily drinking since I woke up this morning at 10:30.

It was now 9:30 and I was well on my way to possibly vomiting.

But it wasn't the booze making me sick.

I was standing at my window watching Jasper fucking mauling Bella with his stupid fucking Cowboy lips and Bella fucking eating it up. She had her tiny, beautiful arms wrapped around his dumbass neck and he was pulling her closer by the small of her back.

That was my Bella.

Not his.

Fucker.

Eventually, they finally fucking came up for air and his hick ass left before I threw up all over my window but the pain was still raw.

That's why when Bella called I asked her about Jasper.

But now she's sitting in front of me on my bed and my drunk brain is having the hardest time remembering why I'm not supposed to kiss her.

She's saying something to me but all I'm doing is looking at her pouty, full lips and fantasizing.

Did she just mention Jasper to me, ugh.

"Anyways, we were in Port Angeles at this restaurant and I saw Tanya there."

Fucking Jasper taking her to Port Angeles, I would really love to kick his ass.

I nodded and smiled thinking about taking him down and Bella must have assumed I was telling her to go on because she kept going.

"Well, she wasn't alone, Edward."

God, I fucking loved the way she said my name. It sent chills down my spine and into my fucking toes and it made me hard and I just wanted to fucking attack her and kiss her.

Fucking Jasper kissed her in her front yard while I watched. It made me want to cry. As a matter of fact my stupid ass self started tearing up. How embarrassing.

My drunk mind can not focus. Fuck. What did she say?

Tanya wasn't alone.

I swiped at my eyes to make sure no real tears had spilled when I was thinking of Jasper and Bella kissing, but I think Bella interpreted my sadness as a reaction to what she just told me.

Tanya wasn't alone, okay, what the fuck does that mean?

"Edward, she's cheating on you."

Big surprise. That's why I haven't talked to her in days and then she cryptically sends me an "I miss you" text tonight.

Bella saw her tonight with another guy because she was on a date with Jasper in Port Angeles and then she kissed him and fuck, my eyes are watering again.

Bella jumped up then, standing in front of me while I was seated in the computer chair, pulling me into a hug.

My head was in a place my very, very drunk mind was happy about.

Right in between Bella's perfect breasts.

I sighed, like a pervert, and let her pet my head, I guess trying to comfort me or some shit.

I honestly could care less that Tanya was cheating. I had cheated on her and my heart wasn't in our relationship anyways.

I was kind of glad. Easier to end things now.

I pulled Bella tighter to me, even though I wasn't really upset.

Then I realized what my drunk ass self wanted now.

My drunk mind wanted to kiss her.

Badly.

I stood up then, causing her arms to drop to her side.

I looked at her once and then just went for it.

I mashed my lips up against hers.

"Edward, what the hell are you doing?!"