Title: Sinful Thoughts
Author: Readingmama/Vampiremama
Beta: AcrossTheSkyInStars

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. No copyright infringement is intended.

Continuity: AH/AU
Rating: M cause you never know when a lemon writes itself.

Chapter 16

BPOV

I waited outside of Edward's class. I had been let out early so I went over and camped outside the door, waiting for him to exit. We both had an hour until our next class, and after only one week of school, we had already slipped into a regular routine. Said regular routine included making out between ten fifteen and eleven twenty.

The door opened, and I was still imagining Edward's kisses as people started filing out. Edward was the last one out and he was accompanied by who I assumed was his teacher.

"Thanks Carlisle, I really appreciate it," Edward said before noticing me. His face lit up every time he saw me and it was something I would never tire from.

"No problem, Edward," the attractive man replied.

"Hey baby," he said, turning to me and giving me a kiss. I saw Carlisle smirk out of the corner of my eye, and for a second he looked familiar.

"Hi," I replied.

"You're early."

"You complaining?" I asked.

"Never."

"So, is that the teacher you are always talking about?"

Edward had mentioned him after his first day. This teacher was smart and witty and able to teach in a way that provided both fascinating learning and a relaxed atmosphere. The way Edward talked about him, you would think he was the Gandhi of teaching.

I was just about to relax into a nice, warm bath when the phone rang. Edward was out studying at the library and I had wanted to take a breather. Murphy's Law is a bitch.

"Hello," I said, standing in the buff with the phone in my hand.

"Bella?" A familiar voice chirped.

"Alice!" I replied, "How are you?"

"Great Bella, I miss you guys so much. School is going great, but Jasper is working all the time. His scholarship wasn't renewed this year and so he had to get a job. I never see him anymore."

"That sucks, I don't know what I would do if I never got to see E…..my boyfriend. Hypothetically speaking, of course."

"That sounded suspicious. You have your eye on someone, don't you?" She pressed.

"No, not yet. I'm still just getting used to being on my own and shuffling classes and homework. I think I would have to live with someone to make it work and that might be awkward with a perfect stranger." She chuckled and I knew I was in the clear for now.

"Jasper and I have been talking and we will be back for Christmas this year, are you and Edward coming?"

"I think so; our parents have already offered to buy the tickets. Are Rose and Emmett coming back?"

"I don't know, they said something about Vegas but I think once Rosalie's mom starts on her she won't be able to say no."

Alice and I talked for a little while longer. She was upset to have missed Edward but she promised that she would call back another day. When I finally got off the phone with her, my bath water was cold. I groaned and pulled the plug, allowing the water to drain. When it was all out, I started the hot water again and waited for the tub to fill up.

Just as I shut off the water and stuck a toe in, I heard the front door close.

"Honey, I'm home," Edward chuckled. I looked forlornly into the small sanctuary and sighed.

"In here," I called out.

Edward bounded into the bathroom as I stood there in my birthday suit. "So Alice texted me and said that she….well hello." His eyes roamed my body, and I looked back at my full tub of water and quirked an eyebrow as if to say, 'can you blame me?'

I grabbed Edward's hips and pulled them close to me, feeling turned on at the way his clothes brushed against my naked chest. He leaned down to kiss me but then stopped to say, "I don't want to interrupt your bath."

I rose up on my tippy toes and planted a kiss on his lips. "You aren't," I lied. While he was interrupting my bath, I couldn't care less. He picked me up and carried me back into the bedroom. When he stood me down by the bed, I took the opportunity to alleviate some of his clothing.

The sight of Edward's chest made me weak in the knees each and every time I saw it. He had started doing sit ups everyday and lifting weights three times a week. His pec muscles called out to me, and told me to do dirty, dirty things.

Although we had only been having sex for a short time, it was anything but boring. I told Edward I wanted to try every position at least once so I could accurately pick my favorite. His answer to that was a giant smile followed by a mind-blowing orgasm with his head between my legs.

Our bodies came together in such unison that I sometimes wondered if it was like that for everyone. But I knew that it wasn't. Edward and I came into our relationship with so much trust that was built over our entire lifetimes. There was no worry about the hurting each other so we were free to experiment without fear.

"I want to try doggy style," I said putting my hands and knees on the bed and propping my ass towards Edward.

I heard Edward shuffle behind me and I knew that he was removing his boxers. I shook my ass a little to tease him, he replied by giving said ass a smack. The feeling of shock flew over me right before the euphoria.

"Do it again," I said slightly embarrassed that I got so excited by a smack.

"What?" He asked incredulously.

"Spank me," I replied, louder.

The room was quiet as the sound of Edward's breathing picked up. I could feel the tension in the air right before the sting landed on my bottom again, followed by the pleasure. Wetness ran down my leg.

"I need you in me, now!" I said forcefully.

The rustling sound of the foil being ripped preceded the act I had been waiting for. Edward's hands grabbed my hips and he thrust into me. In this position, I could feel so much more of Edward. Every slide rubbed along my front wall and tapped on my G spot.

"Harder," I begged as the feel of my orgasm built.

Edward complied, because he is nothing, if not a good listener in bed. A few pumps at the new speed and I dropped to my elbows, my arms giving out. That put me in another fantastic position which caused an immediate orgasm.

"Oh fuck," Edward said behind me as I felt him pulse inside of me.

I rolled onto my back and Edward joined me on the bed. "I know I said I want to try everything, but I'm pretty sure that is my favorite," I said still breathing heavily.

"It was a good position," he concurred, "but I missed your eyes."

"We could rectify that by getting a mirror."

"Fuck, I love you."

Riley and Victoria had become very good friends with us over the next couple of months. We had a standing Friday night dinner with them that we would take turns hosting. We would usually see each other at least twice a week. Victoria was a very good painter and had turned me onto the idea of trying. I wasn't very good but we enjoyed hanging out without the boys sometimes. They were just as happy to play video games for our girl time.

"Argh, what am I doing wrong?" I asked, frustrated with my lame bowl of fruit.

Victoria stepped around her canvas and took a look at mine. "It's not wrong; it just needs to be shaded more."

"So what are you guys doing for Christmas?" I asked Vicky.

"Going home, it will suck not being able to share a bed for two weeks, you know?"

"Yeah," I replied. It was something that Edward and I were dreading. At least Victoria and Riley could act like a couple when they went home. Edward and I were going to have to switch back into brother and sister mode. It was going to be hard.

"What are your families like? Are you guys going to get to see much of each other over the holidays?" She asked.

"Yeah, we all kind of do it together." I felt bad lying to my friend but it just seemed easier than the truth.

"Nice."

With Christmas break only two weeks away, I was starting to panic. How was I going to stop looking at Edward like I was in love? Would he be able to stop looking at me that way, and if he did, how much would it hurt?

EPOV

I approached my professor's door; I had wanted to hand my assignment in early so that I could get it out of my head. It was a rush trying to finish everything I needed to before the break. I knocked on the door and I heard his voice calling for me to come in.

"Hello, Carlisle." I still had a funny feeling calling him that; it seemed like too informal a title for him.

"Hello, Edward, what can I do for you?"

His office was small but immaculate. There was a large, mahogany bookshelf against the wall behind the matching desk. On his desk was a laptop and what I assumed was family pictures. One of them caught my eye. A beautiful woman with reddish-brown hair, whom I assumed was his wife, was holding a striking young blonde girl in her arms. Both were smiling but neither was focused on the camera. The happiness was evident in the small candid picture.

"Is that your family?" I asked and then felt wrong for intruding.

"Yes, that is my wife, and daughter, Tanya."

"They're very beautiful," I said.

"Thank you."

"So, I just came by to drop off my assignment."

"It's not due until next week," he replied.

"I know, but it's done and I just need to get it off my desk."

"I understand," he stated, "I'm the same way."

"What do you feel like eating?" Bella called from behind one of the kitchen cupboard doors.

"Anything but chicken," I replied. Eating on a budget had been less than fun. If I had one more meal of chicken and noodles, I was going to scream.

"I got some deli meat. I could just make some soup and sandwiches."

"Sounds good."

The phone rang and I left the room to go answer it.

"Hello."

"Hi honey," Renee's voice cooed back.

"Hey mom, here let me put you on speaker." I walked back into the kitchen so Bella could be part of the conversation as well.

"How are you kids doing?" She asked.

"Great mom, I'm looking forward to your cooking," Bella said, rifling through the fridge for fixings.

"Are you not eating right?" Her voice was worried and I rolled my eyes at her being overdramatic, as usual.

"No, we are. Bella is a great chef," I said smiling at my love. I would have liked to give her a kiss but I didn't want to explain the silence if mom asked.

"Do you two have everything packed a ready to go?"

"Just about," Bella replied.

"I can't wait to see you kids, your father and I miss you so much."

"We miss you too," I stated.

"Okay, you be safe, and I will see you in a few days."

"By mom," Bella and I said in unison.

When I hung up the phone, Bella was staring at me with confusion in her eyes. Before I could register her moving, she was in my arms. I returned her frantic kisses, pulling her body towards mine.

"How am I going to not touch you for two weeks?" She moaned as she ground herself into me.

"We just have to. We are in a pattern here but we have to remember how serious this whole thing is." She pulled back from me slightly, sadness in her eyes. "We could lose our family."

"I know," she whispered quietly. "I can't decide if it would be easier to wean myself off you for a few days or get as much as I can before we have to stop."

As sensitive as I claim to be, I really didn't want her to pick the first option, so I used a Jedi mind trick to convince her. I swiped my hand gently across her breasts and said, "You really want as much as you can get."

She giggled and I knew it had the right effect. She pulled me close to her once again and I lifted her up on the counter, evening out our heights.

"You know, we haven't done it like this yet," she said winking.

I groaned in appreciation for the best fucking girlfriend in the world.

I felt like we were off to the gallows the day we left for the airport. Vicky and Riley had left a couple days before us so we couldn't even use them to distract us from the coming separation. I honestly did not know how I was going to be able to sleep without Bella by my side.

Our hands were clasped tightly together in the cab, neither of us wanting to let go until we had to. We had decided that once we arrived at the airport we would act as brother and sister again. We didn't want anyone on our plane to accidently blow our cover. We knew it was a long-shot but these were the types of preparations we had to take.

I leaned over and kissed Bella softly on the cheek as I'd seen the airport come into view. She looked at me and forced a small smile.

The plane ride home was long, and we barely said a word to each other. Instead, we pulled the thin airplane blankets over us and locked pinkies on the armrest. Bella took a nap for about a half hour, murmuring in her sleep.

"Wake up Bella, we're here," I said softly nudging her. She opened her eyes and took a minute to adjust.

"I'm going to miss you," she said softly.

"I'll be right there," I replied.

We grabbed our luggage just as Charlie sauntered up.

"Merry Christmas," he bellowed.

"Merry Christmas, dad."

We packed our things into the cruiser and headed towards Forks. I looked at Bella and could tell we shared the same thought.

This was going to be a long two weeks.

E/N- I will be including teasers for the next chapter for anyone who reviews. I won't be able to if you review anonymously though.