Title: Sinful Thoughts
Author: Readingmama/Vampiremama
Beta: AcrossTheSkyInStars
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. No copyright infringement is intended.

Continuity: AH/AU
Rating: M cause you never know when a lemon writes itself.

A/N- Thanks so much to Livvi84 for the legal advice. : )

This is it, and then the short epi. I hope you all like.

Chapter 27

BPOV

I am not going to go into depth about the next few months. They consisted of wedding planning. Horrid, stressful wedding planning. Alice came up to help out and frankly, I've never wanted to put a stake through another person's heart so badly.

Edward played for both teams…no, not like that. He would shop with Alice and go through all the bridal magazines, he'd deny it but I saw him, and then he would veg with me on the couch and allow me to complain about how much I hated planning a wedding.

I suppose it could have been worse. We pulled together a wedding in just a few short months. Of course we didn't have to worry about licenses and finding a minister because no one was going to touch this ceremony with a ten foot pole.

The wedding was to be fairly elaborate considering the small guest list. Carlisle, Esme, Tanya, Charlie, Alice, Jasper, Riley, Vicky, Rose and Emmett were the only invitees. The Cullen's place was to be transformed into a place celebrating our love and at the end; I was to be transformed into a Cullen.

When Edward approached me with the idea of taking the Cullen name, I was surprised at how right it felt, as if we were always meant to be Edward and Bella Cullen. We had the papers drafted up and we were to sign them a week before the ceremony. That way we would have our official names for when we were married.

Charlie was warm and supportive when we told him. I expected him to be but at the same time I knew he would be sad not to be able to give me away. With no real officiate, our ceremony would not run like most weddings. Part of me longed for a chance to have it traditional but I knew that it would be special either way.

I don't think Riley and Vicky really understood why we wanted to do it. Without the legal paper they didn't understand what difference it would make. It was a hard thing to explain to anyone who hadn't been in our shoes, and that was virtually everyone.

Rose and Emmett had gotten over their initial weirdness regarding us and Emmett had decided to jump fully on the Edward and Bella train. Unfortunately, that meant defending us to most of Forks while accidently outing us. The news travelled fast and the reaction was pretty much what we expected. Luckily Charlie had found another job a month prior and was working in a small town just a few hours from Chicago. Renee, however, had stayed in Forks and was now enduring the brunt of the gossip. While I knew we would never be able to show our faces there again, it seemed worth it. The acquaintances we left behind didn't matter. And how could you put a price on Renee's discomfort?

At eight days before the wedding, I nearly lost it. Charlie was bunking at our place. The Cullens had offered to put him up but he felt weird about it. He felt that they had already done so much for him, giving over their son, that he couldn't take anything more from them. When Charlie told us that he was okay with the name change, I felt as if the love I had for my father couldn't have been any more. He truly was what every father should strive to be. At that time though, I just wished that he would be it elsewhere.

Edward and I hadn't been intimate in over a week and that was like freaking forever for us. The slightest look from him or the sight of a bronze penny was sending me into a storm of lust. It wasn't pretty.

"Alice and Jasper are going to be here soon and Rose and Emmett fly in tomorrow," Edward said looking pained. And did I ever feel it too! That meant more people here and less time alone.

"Hey, I have an idea," I said when inspiration hit.

"Dad," I called out to the next room.

"Yeah," his gruff voice answered.

"I forgot I have to drop something off at the caterers. Can you go pick up Alice and Jasper from the airport?"

"Sure thing, Bells," he replied grabbing his keys.

When the door clicked shut I looked over to Edward. He wore the same look on his face as before.

"Maybe we can hurry and drop off whatever you need to and then get a few minutes alone before he gets back," Edward said.

I laughed. "There is nothing to drop off."

Realization dawned on his face quickly followed by the biggest smile I had ever seen.

"Baby, don't tease," he said warily but the smile was still firmly in place.

"I don't have time to tease, I need you yesterday," I replied pulling on his arm and leading him to the bedroom.

It was the most uncoordinated we had been. Hands stumbling, noses bumping, a torn sleeve and an elbow to the eye but still, it felt like heaven. Edward and I were perfect even when we weren't perfect.

"No, don't get up yet," he said firmly holding my naked body against his.

"Dad's going to be back any minute, do you really want him and Alice to find us here naked?"

"Maybe," he pouted sarcastically causing me to laugh.

I kissed his lips and slowly pulled my body away from his, it screamed in protest.

I was barely dressed when I heard Alice's voice ring through our apartment. She had wanted to come and see us first, knowing that we wouldn't have a lot of time to visit in the next couple of days. Then she and Jasper were going to the Cullen's to help decorate.

"Where is Bella, the beautiful bride to be?"

"Ugh," I said coming out of the bedroom to greet her. I heard Edward chuckling, obviously hearing my dissatisfaction.

The truth was, after our little romp I was actually feeling as close to stress free as I could. I was once again looking forward to our wedding. I had lost site of it for a moment with all the bustle but the truth was that I couldn't wait to tell our friends and family that he was who I wanted forever. I felt a bit like a spoiled brat for not helping out more with the wedding, after all, it was me who proposed.

Alice swept me up like a tornado and swirled me around until I was dizzy. When she let go of me Jasper took her place. He squeezed and lifted me off the ground, causing me to lose the air in my lungs.

"Hi Jasper," I said coughing. He set me down and I caught my breath. "You have been spending entirely too much time hugging Alice obviously."

"I beg to differ," he said shooting a wink over at his lady-love.

"Oh you," Alice said in what was an attempt at a southern accent. She sounded more like Dame Edna than Scarlett O'Hara though.

We had a short visit before Alice and Jasper whisked themselves away to the Cullen household. I sat down on the couch and swirled my ring around my finger. I liked to play with the sparkly bit; it always made my heart swell.

Charlie and I made dinner together, which turned out half horribly and have delicious. I dare you to guess which half was mine. With clumpy noodles and burnt garlic toast the sauce was the only saving grace. That marinara could have saved dirt.

I was secretly glad that Alice hadn't decided to stay for dinner. I could only imagine what she would say to me eating so many carbohydrates this close to my wedding day.

We fell asleep that night to the sounds of Charlie snoring in the other room.

The next morning Edward and I headed down to the court house to sign for our new names. When we arrived there, I was surprised to see Edward looking so nervous.

"What is it?" I asked him worriedly. Maybe he had changed his mind.

"I have a surprise for you but I'm suddenly not sure how you are going to take it."

"Edward, you are scaring me, what is it?"

"I'm already a Cullen."

"What?"

"I had the adoption dissolved. I am now the legal child of Carlisle and Esmeralda Cullen. I was hoping that instead of name change forms, today we could file for a marriage license."

He stood in front of me with his hands in his pockets looking bashful. What he had just told me was taking an unusually long time to process through my head. But before I could answer, I had a question.

"What about Charlie?"

"I talked to him Sweetpea and he loved the idea. I was surprised at how well he took it. He said all he wants is for his two children to be happy and if this is the way, he is behind it fully."

"So we can get married? Like married, married?" I inquired, my blood pumping.

"Yes…if you want to," he added.

My answer came in the form of my launching myself at him and peppering his face with kisses. I got so caught up in my delirium that I nearly forgot that we were in a government building. Edward slowly peeled me off him before flashing me his brilliant smile.

"But wait, how are we going to get someone to marry us on such short notice? The wedding is a week away."

"It's all taken care of," he said sheepishly.

"How did you get so perfect?"

"Must have been being raised around you," he said smiling. We queued up in line and waited our turn. My body hummed with excitement.

We had the entire day to ourselves after that. Edward took my hand and led me through a park. It was a surprisingly warm winter day but we were still bundled in scarves, gloves and hats. The area was bereft of people and it felt nice to be the only two people in our world for a little while again.

EPOV

The week flew by and suddenly we were at the day before the wedding, 'Wedding's eve' as Bella had started calling it. The rehearsal was short and sweet and it was the first time Bella had met the Justice of the Peace that would be officiating our day. Bella and I had planned everything but we just wanted to go through the motions ahead of time to make sure we were okay with it. We may have practiced the kissing part a few times. Hey, we wanted to make sure everything was perfect.

I was on cloud nine; I was going to have the most beautiful girl in the world as my wife and I just wanted to walk down the street saying, "Yeah, she's mine." There may also have been bass-heavy music playing in said fantasy.

We decided to stay apart the night before. Once Bella found out that we were getting married for real, she wanted all the traditions. It was sheer torture to try and fall asleep without Bella by my side but somehow I managed it. The thought that I would never have to do it again was comfort enough.

In the morning I showered and shaved before dressing in my tux. I had told Charlie to be with Bella so Carlisle was with me.

"How are you feeling, son?" he asked.

"Anxious," I replied, "I can't wait."

Carlisle chuckled and I noticed how his smile was crooked like mine. The more time I spent with him the more similarities I noticed. I wondered if we hadn't had Alice take us over for dinner if I would have figured it out on my own.

We had a quick breakfast and I was thankful that Alice had gone to be with Bella as well or else she may have removed a limb for eating in my tuxedo.

"There's the man of the hour!" Emmett said bounding into the room, followed by Jasper.

"Hey guys," I replied.

"So do you want to tell me again why we couldn't give you a bachelor party?" Emmett whined.

"Those are for guys who are sad to see their single lives go," I chuckled.

We spent the morning talking and laughing. It was relaxed and a perfect way to start the day. By the time eleven rolled around I was feeling a bit of the anxiety. I knew that Bella would be there any minute and we were just waiting for the cue from Alice.

When the pixie-like girl entered the kitchen, I felt a breath of air whoosh out of my lungs. It was time. Time to make Bella my wife.

The guests were seated quickly and I took my position at the front of the room. Rosalie, who I never even knew played, had offered to play the piano for the ceremony. I think it was her way of making amends over how she took the news initially.

When the doors to the living room opened and Bella stepped through I was entranced. Never had she looked lovelier, and I thought she looked pretty lovely naked. Her hair was curled and hanging loosely down her back, the front pinned back. She looked like a princess in her white wedding gown. I had thought that she would have gone simple and maybe have opted for a cocktail dress but she had on a dress fit for a princess. And that is just what she was, my princess.

She had never looked more graceful as she floated down the aisle towards me. Standing there waiting for her was delicious torture. I wanted so much to run to her and take her in my arms but watching her walking to me, choosing me was so much more.

I barely noticed Charlie on her arm until they arrived at me. Charlie hugged Bella and then hugged me before taking his chair on her left. I smiled at her and she returned it. Her face lit up and I could tell that she was as happy as I was. This was our day.

The Justice of the Peace, Mr. Taylor, turned to address the guests. Welcoming them and providing a small speech on love and commitment. The words he spoke flowed through me but I had a hard time catching them, Bella was too distracting.

"Edward and Isabella have written their own vows. Edward, let us begin with yours."

"Bella, you stand here before me looking as radiant as I have ever seen you. You are my best friend and have always been. I promise that I will always be that best friend back to you. I vow to love you, respect you and cherish you as long as we live. I vow to you that I will do my best to make sure your needs are always met, be they physical or emotional. I vow to be your husband in every sense of the word." I smiled at her while tried to keep my own composure.

"Edward, at the age of six you told me that you were going to marry me. I had never realized how astute you were until now." A small amount of laughter rang through the room. "I cannot fathom loving anyone the way I love you. Your heartbeat lulls me to sleep, your kind words feed my soul and your trusting heart makes me a better person. I want nothing more than to wake up each day of my life to your gentle eyes and sweet kisses. When we are old and gray there will still be no man more handsome or wonderful to me. I love you with all that I am and I vow to you to be your wife, in every sense of the word."

We did a simple exchange of rings, repeating what every couple does, but somehow it meant more. The words, "I take thee as my lawful wedded wife," were more important than they have ever been. I slipped the gold band onto her finger and smiled at the sight of it there.

When she pushed the band onto my finger, her teary eyes made her job more difficult.

Mr. Taylor then led us to the registry table where we signed the registry. Alice and Jasper stood up to join us at the table, signing as our witnesses.

We returned to our place in the centre and the most beautiful words were spoken, "by the power vested in me, I now pronounce you man and wife, you may kiss the bride."

I slid my hand around Bella's waist and pulled her to me, planting a hungry kiss on her lips. The world felt right with Bella in my arms. I broke the kiss when I heard sounds of clapping. Bella turned and hugged Charlie, while I hugged Carlisle and Esme. We took turns greeting our guests and accepting their congratulations.

There were not enough people to have a dance but Bella and I did share one anyway. After that there was a spread of delicious food for lunch. Everyone ate and mingled but I had a hard time concentrating on anything but my stunning bride.

Tanya and Bella seemed to bond sometime during the reception. I guess that Tanya no longer seen Bella as a threat but instead she saw a new sister that she could talk to. Bella surprisingly was just as excited about it as Tanya.

Esme's presence there had been exactly what I needed. Her support and love filled the void left by Renee.

As the day wound up, Bella and I were getting ready to head home when Carlisle cleared his throat.

"I have a gift that I would like to give the couple before they go." I raised my eyebrows and Bella shrugged.

Carlisle handed us an envelope and in it were keys to the honeymoon suite at the Ritz-Carlton hotel.

"Wow, this is just. Thank you," I said earnestly. Bella went over and gave him and Esme a hug.

We hadn't booked a hotel because we were saving the last of the wedding money for a small honeymoon. With Charlie staying with us, we hadn't expected to have much of a wedding night so we were beyond grateful for Carlisle's gift.

When we stepped outside there was a limo waiting for us. I opened the door for Bella and she slid in, getting slightly lost in her dress.

The room was more than we could have expected, two stories, with a Jacuzzi tub that could fit at least eight people. I looked at Bella and couldn't contain the grin on my face.

"Hello Mrs. Cullen," I said.

"Hello Mr. Cullen," she replied.

"What should I do first?" I teased looking around the room at the amenities.

"Me, please," she said with an innocent face that made me crazy.

"Don't mind if I do." I reached around and unzipped her dress, allowing it to fall and pool at her feet. She took two little hops and she was out.

In all my fantasies combined, Bella never looked as good as she did now. In a white corset and garter belt, she walked the line of angel and vixen. Her tiny waist curved in my hands as I brought her toward me.

As my hands explored her my mind decided what it wanted to do next. Bella's body acquiesced to me and it was beautiful. She allowed me to lead and follow at the same time. She held back none of her sounds and the symphony I was playing on her skin drove my desire.

She was enjoying all I was doing for her but in the end it was me that was panting for more.

"I need you Sweetpea," I said disrobing.

"Then have me," she replied simply.

I pushed my body into hers and was amazed at the difference a wedding could make. Everything felt different, better, more meaningful. It wasn't that what we did before was empty, only that it was now fuller.

We kept our eyes locked as we rocked back and forth. When her eyes flickered shut I knew she was close. I doubled my efforts and found her losing herself in my arms. I quickly followed, resting my sweaty forehead on hers.

I rolled off of her but kept her close in my arms.

"Do we really get to do this forever?" she asked softly.

"Nothing can tear us apart now," I vowed.