Author's Note: Hope you enjoyed the last one! I'm sorry if it's confusing with all the different point of views but it's easier for me right now soon it won't be that way.
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, American Idol, or Another Dumb Blonde by Hoku
RPOV (Rosalie)
I was up next and I was so excited, I had been looking forward to this since I found out the show was coming here. It was one of my favorite shows on TV, I loved watching the rejects, and whenever someone won I would always get they're CD.
"Rosalie can you stop smiling your scaring me," said Jasper, it was true my face was covered in a huge grin few people saw me smile. So I guess my sudden excitement was new to my family, I was usually very calm, I never let my feelings show.
"Sorry," I said dropping the smile off my face
Once somebody came out of the room, I walked in at a fast pace but it was still a human pace.
"Good afternoon Rosalie," said Paula, I hadn't realized it was already 3pm the day had seemed to pass so quickly as I sat in agony waiting for my turn.
I smiled back "Good afternoon," I said
"So you're the first female Cullen we've seen today," said Randy looking down at the audition sheet.
"Yes, but I'm not the last, my sister Alice is going to try out, and hopefully so will our mom," I said
"Interesting you don't look a bit like your brothers, but you do have the same hair as your father," Simon said confused.
"Yes, we're all adopted but we're as close as a real family, my twin Jasper is my only blood related family member," I said following the story we used to cover up our real identities.
"Again interesting," Simon said jotting down this new information
"Ok, what are you going to sing for us today?" asked Randy
"Another Dumb Blonde by Hoku," I answered, I love that song I thought
"Began when ready," said Paula
I think it's time I should just let you go
So I'll tell it to your face instead of telling you on the phone
You see I thought you were special baby
Something unique, but lately I've come to find
That you're really not interested in my heart or mind
That's alright yeah, that's ok
You never loved me any way
And I think it's time for you to just move on
That's alright yeah, that's ok
I bet you never thought you'd hear me say
That it's time for you find another dumb blonde
`Cause it's not me no no, `cause it's not me no no oh oh
Paula put up her hand
I was nervous even though I knew I would get through, I probably would anyways because of my good looks, that's just what Hollywood needs another airhead and vain blonde. I'm only vain, but I could do the airhead, I thought
"You have a very powerful voice," said Paula
"Thank you," I said
"Yes, it's gorgeous but I think you choose the wrong song," added Simon
I never heard him say anyone had a gorgeous voice for a second I felt weightless but then I remembered the fact I was a vampire of course he would find my voice attractive he was my prey and I was the predictor, I thought in disgust. My mood quickly deflated when I realized how unfair this was to others who were trying out, others that were humans, like that Mike who I hated to admit but that boy could sing! Jessica sure was lucky to have her boyfriend sing her love songs but there is no way I would ever trade my Emmett for some oily and pimply teenage boy just because he could sing.
"Did you hear? You're through!" shouted Paula waving the golden flyer in my face, I took it and smiled and thanked them for giving me a chance. Then I left the room my mood completely dampened by the fact that all of us were getting through for because we were vampires! Wasn't this cheating? I asked myself.
I was now sitting back down with the rest of my family and Bella
"Don't look so down," Emmett said "the golden ticket means you got through," he said smiling at me, but I didn't smile back.
"If you didn't want to get through then why didn't you completely flunk the auditions like I will soon? Or not try out at all?" asked Alice her pale face covered with concern.
"I did want this," I whispered
"You did? Then why did you change your mind?" asked Emmett
I was quiet, I didn't want to admit I was ashamed of who we are, they already knew I was. And as hard as I tried I would always hate who I saw looking back at me in the mirror. The face I saw now wasn't the face I saw when I was alive, I used to have blue eyes (AN:I don't know what color eyes she had) but now I had these topaz ones. The way my face looked now was also different, I had light pink on my cheeks and lips and my face didn't use to be so symmetric as it was now. My body had also slightly changed but I won't go into detail. I didn't realize I had, as humans called it 'spaced out' until Emmett was gently pushing me back and forth.
I looked up in surprise then glared
"What?" I hissed, this got everyone out of my face
"Rose are you ok?" asked Bella, she was the farthest away from me sitting on Edward's lap. Hers eyes looked frightened as I glared into hers.
"Rose stop!" Emmett said in a serious voice, it was then I realized how much like a monster I was acting.
"I'm sorry Bella," I apologized with true sincerity, she looked more shocked about my apology then when I was glaring. Then I realized how rude I had been to her, I was so against the fact how she invaded our home. But in truth she never did anything wrong, even if at times she did put Emmett in danger he would always end up fine anyways he lived for danger. Also just seeing how Edward had changed should have made me see, because it was so clear that she meant no harm to us. And maybe even after all these years I still couldn't accept who I am because I thought my life was over when in truth I realized it was just the beginning. I had the love of my life, a caring family, and maybe one day a friend. I now was more capable of seeing our life through Bella's eyes.
Then I realized I had spaced out again but this time instead of Emmett bringing me back it was Bella, "Um Rosalie are you ok?" she asked her voice filled with concern, shock, and confusion
"Yes thank you Bella," I said smiling
Bella smiled even though she still looked shocked just like everyone else except for Edward who mouthed 'thank you' at me. In a way I was sure I helped him to, and I hoped from now on I could become closer to Bella maybe she would listen to my rants and whines. Isn't that what friends do? I smiled even though; I wasn't sure about what I was going to do about the golden ticket in my hands. But I now felt like my life wasn't over and isn't that in the end all that matters?
AN: Ok, this defiantly is a very different chapter compared to the others. But as soon as I began I couldn't stop I always wondered what went on in Rosalie's head. I know some people write her as snotty and vain, but when I think of her. I think deep down she's just sad, I mean who wouldn't be? If you almost had it all? Of course she has Emmett and her family, but there are something's she can never have, she can't have a baby, she can't grow old, she can't pursue a normal life because from her appearance she's pretty young. Then I began thinking of Edward and how he thinks, he always sees himself as a monster. But in the Twilight series there are only a few times the Cullen's seem like monsters. Sometimes when I'm reading I'll forget they are vampires, but because they're vampire's that doesn't exactly make them monster's right? Ok I'm getting off topic anyways I just thought Rosalie might think similarly to Edward in that way. So yeah, I'm sorry for saying so much, I hope you enjoyed it! And this wasn't just boring you, I want to make this story go together but I also don't want every chapter the same. So as the story progresses the technique might change a bit but it will all work together. Ok now that that's down I want to thank all who have reviewing I'm glad you're enjoying this, and don't worry if you didn't find this chapter funny the next one should be. It will either be Alice's audition which I've been promising for ages (I just can't find the right song for her, I want it to match her, but not be serous) or it might be Jasper, or someone else, and I'm liking the idea's people are saying. I will use ideas, as long as they go with the story. Also if you liked reading this chapter then please review, tell me if you want me to write a story about Rosalie. Ok that's it, I'll update in a few days. Thanks you guys for reading!
