Two years passed.
Life
for Narcissa had threatened to turn her into a snobby good for
nothing pure-blood, but she refused to let herself sink that low.
Diamonds glistened at her ears, neck, wrists and fingers; they made
her feel somewhat more important. Of course - she only wore them when
Lucius
requested her to, which was usually when they were at posh parties of
Bellatrix's, or meeting up with Voldemort. Whenever she attended one
of these parties or meetings, her dresses would be far too
complimentary of her figure, causing the males to talk to her chest
instead of her face. Pervs,
she thought.
On another note, she had constantly written to Sirius
for two consecutive years, but he had never replied. Not once. It
broke her heart to think he didn't care anymore; and had broken his
promise of keeping in touch. She still wrote to him though. Long
letters, short letters, general notes. As she was re-drafting her
current prose for him, an owl appeared at her door. She did not
recongize it, but it's features were somewhat striking; a short,
squashed face with furious amber eyes that were staring curiously at
her, it's beak, perfectly shaped, open only to carry the letter, it's
brown feathers healthy looking. Cautiously, she dropped her quill and
edged closer to the owl, as if wondering whether or not it was an
illusion. It wasn't - it was a letter addressed to her in handwriting
she hadn't seen in so long, and her heart skipped a beat. Carefully,
but with trembling fingers, she undid the envelope, and a white
letter fell into her hands.
Narcissa,
the first difference
she noted was the use of her full name, not his renewed nickname for
her that was often used to mock Lucius,
Thanks
for your last letter. Infact, thank you for all of them. I'm sorry I
didn't reply, but I just couldn't. Too much is going on right now and
I can't cope. It's been like this ever since Voldemort threatened us.
Moony is having trouble getting a job, Prongs is kinda stressed out
too - Lily wants a child but he does not. Not yet, anyway. I haven't
seen Wormy in ages either, he's just dissapeared from our lives as if
he was never there. Quite odd, really. And me? I'm on my own. I work,
I sleep, I eat. But nothing seems real, it's like something that
keeps skipping backwards and is broken. You know what I mean. How are
things with Lucius and you? Mainly you, though. I don't care about
him.
Write back,
Love Padfoot.
And that was it. Two long years had passed - and that was it? She was tempted to throw his letter in the flames, but stopped herself just in time. He had replied - he'd actually replied! And he hinted that he still loved her. The day was glorious already. Grabbing some parchment and ink, she almost stabbed her wrist with her quill in her haste to reply to dear, dear Padfoot.
Padfoot,
you raving ... er, person!
Oh my god - you ..
No. That was too silly. She tossed that to the flames, which burnt it to cinders, and relished it's appriceation by burping loudly.
Padfoot,
It's
brilliant to hear from you at long last. I was beginning to give up
hope of you ever responding, if I'm honest. I'm sorry about the way
things have turned out for you all, and although you tell me not to I
still feel responsible. Can't Moony get a job at the Ministry, or
something? Please send my regards to him, Prongs and Lily. I'd say
Wormy, but you haven't seen him, so what's the point? In answer to
your question ... I'm alright. I think I might be ... pregnant. I'm a
bit fatter. And that's saying something as I never used to put on
weight. Or maybe it's these new Butter-roll things - they're lovely,
you'd like them. Lucius has been alright with me. A bit distant, but
who's suprised, eh. Can we meet sometime? I need to see you. I love
you, and Moony, Prongs, Lily etc. Always.
Love, Narcissa.
She dropped her quill in a flourish, and folded the letter carefully into a white envelope, before passing it to the brown owl. It hooted loudly and after recieving her response, flew off and out of her life. For good? She didn't know. She'd just have to keep wishing, wouldn't she? And with that, she grabbed a bottle of Firewhisky and began to drown in her sorrows.
--
Voldemort
was sitting quite calmly in his office, scanning the latest
information on the Ministry. Did they honestly think they could take
him down? He supressed a dark bout of laughter, and pushed the notes
aside. Standing up, he walked over to the mirror that hung between
two single ebony bookcases. He looked into the mirror but did not see
a reflection; he merely saw two scarlet eyes burning back at him. The
Horcruxes ... he needed to check on them. One was quite safe, at
Hogwarts; the others hidden completely. Apart from the little Badger
... he stepped over to the fireplace, and spoke into the emerald
flames. "Bellatrix?"
She appeared in a flourish. "Yes,
Lord?" He smiled with amusement, she was so eager to please. It
was good though, she'd do whatever he wanted her to without complaint
- or questions. As long as he gave her a kiss or two, she'd be like a
puppy who'd got it's biscuit. He stroked her face and complimented
her, in which she giggled like a school girl. The sound of her
gleeful laugh cut through him like a blade through fresh skin.
Get
to the point, Tom,
said a voice in his head. Yes, he would get to the point. "Bella,
I have a request for you." Ah, she was going to do it already.
Her eyes were shining and she looked overcome with emotion.
"Anything, my lord, anything..."
"I would like you
to hide this Badger in your vault in Gringotts."
She looked
slightly abashed, confused, even. Her perfect eyebrows raised and her
expression became questioning. "A Badger ..." she glanced
at the one he was holding carefully in his hands. "Hufflepuffs,
I am thinking?"
Clever
girl, Bella, he
thought. "Yes," he chuckled, stroking her face, hoping his
eyes were showing admiration. They clearly were, as she shivered with
excitement as he stroked her face. "Can you do this for me . . .
Bella?"
"Of course, my lord," she gushed. But her
expression fell for a moment. "Out of curiousity, my lord, why
have me
stash a monument of Hufflepuff?"
His face darkened. "Is
that really any of your business, Bellatrix?"
"No,"
she replied in anguish, her eyes watering. "My lord, I crave
your pardon . . ."
The merest image of a smile flickered onto
Voldemort's face. "My dear Bella," he purred, "So
smart and inquisitive ... my dear girl, are you thinking of becoming
an auror?"
She laughed coldly. "My lord," scoffed
she, flicking her dark hair off her pale face, "You know my
allegiance has always lain with you - and not with the
ministry."
"Let us hope it will remain that way, my
girl," he replied, pressing a kiss on her forehead and placing
the badger in her hands, "Go." She nodded, and with that,
disapparated. He sighed, running a hand through his dark hair as he
made his way back to the desk. That girl was so needy. He liked her,
yes, more than he should, perhaps. His Death Eaters were loyal - but
she always seemed to creep back into his mind somehow. Smirking, he
settled himself back in the Emerald chair, and glanced briefly at a
documentation. There was just one more thing to do ...
