Author's Note: Here's Jasper! And chapter 13 so enjoy! Thanks again for reviewers!

Disclaimer: Just to remind you I don't own Twilight or American Idol or Angels by Robbie Williams

JPOV (Jasper)

Yesterday had literally been a roller coaster of emotion, happiness, sadness, anger, confusion, lust, betrayal you name it I felt it. Sometimes I hated this 'gift' it wasn't a gift at all it was my own personal torture, no I shouldn't think like that.

I turned towards Alice, my love, my life, my everything and that's why I had already chosen my song it was all for her. Everything was for her that's why I had knocked out Ryan, I know I shouldn't I could have killed him. But I could feel his desire coming off as he eyed Alice, Rosalie, and Bella. Neither Edward or I knew how Emmett had kept so calm about the whole situation.

I guess at that moment Edward wasn't enjoying his gift either, we used to envy Emmett but there was no real point. Our gifts made us special, but enough of that I sat in anticipation and whatever other emotions floated around me, waiting for my audition.

"First audititioner!" called a man

"That's me," I said getting up

"You'll do good Jazzy and thanks," Alice said to me, I knew she was thanking me fore the song.

And I knew the only reason that I was nervous was because of some of the humans sitting close by, I sent out waves of calmness not only helping myself but everyone else.

"Hello Jasper," greeted Paula who took a sip from her drink, she radiated exhaustion and I tried to ignore it, because as a vampire I could never sleep.

"Good morning," I greeted the rest of the judges

"So the first audititioner of the day and of course you're a Cullen, is there anyone else auditioning in your family?" asked Simon

"No I'm the last," I answered

"Well as long as you're sane and you want this for real then we'll let you audition," said Simon who seemed a bit frustrated.

"Don't worry sir I'm completely sane and I will take this seriously," I told him truthfully.

"Sir? You and your family are very fascinating dogg," noticed Randy

"We try to be," I said, I felt more nervousness return I guess my calmness didn't last long.

"You seem pretty sure, what are you singing?" asked Simon

I gulped as I became scared; theses humans were really making this hard for me I thought sending out waves of confidence.

"Angels by Robbie Williams," I answered confident

"Ohh! David Archuleta sang that last year it was one of my favorite performances!" exclaimed Paula

I nodded remembering Rosalie's mini crush over him and her mini obsession as well.

"Start when you're ready," Simon said his tone slightly bored

"I sit and wait." I began
"Does an angel, contemplate my fate?
And do they know the places where we go
When were gray and old
Cause I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold.I sang up all the way to the end of the chorus when Simon put up his hand.

So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
and I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall where ever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead."

I stopped and waited, I felt Paula's excitement, Randy's joy, and Simon's seriousness as he spoke.

"Nice job, you choose a good song to flatter your voice,"

"Thank you," I said

Paula smiled at me then spoke "you! Are amazing!" she exclaimed

I smiled at her excitement as it coursed through my dead body, like blood through veins. At that thought my mind turned to the three judges' heart beats, ignoring Randy's comment I tried to get a hold of myself before I did anything. I concentrated on the end of randy's comment as I held my breath.

"…Simon and Paula are right it's a good song but I'm wondering if you can sing other music as well. Are you ok you look like you're in pain?" Randy asked as his comment turned into a question.

I nodded afraid to let my voice disobey me

"Ok good you're through!" shouted Paula

"Thank you," I said picking up the flyer and leaving

AN: Hope you liked it! I tried to make it Jasper like so tell me if it was wrong or right. R&R please and I'll update soon!