I've
decided to put a little quote at the beginning of every chapter from
now on - as this is a landmark for chapter thirty.. w00t!! I'll try
write a long chapter for you guys for a treat.
"If
you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats
his inferiors, not his equals." - Sirius Black, Goblet of Fire
Narcissa
looked at Dobby with wonder. "Send him in, Dobby." But
before the house elf could move, Lucius strode in, his pale-blonde
hair falling over his face. His stony grey eyes looked cold, and he
narrowed them. "I did not realise I needed permission to enter
my own lounge," he said crispsly, seating himself down on the
armchair nearest the fire. Draco stared at him fearfully.
"Draco,
go play with Dobby or something," snapped Lucius, not taking his
eyes off Narcissa. Draco obeyed, picking up his toy train and
skittering out of the room to follow the misfortunate elf, who could
be heard running up some stairs in rapid speed. Lucius looked
somewhat distracted - his eyes kept skittering across the room,
unable to look her in the eyes anymore.
"Lucius," her
voice was firm but gentle, "What's the urgency?"
"I
thought," he replied, his tone abrupt, "That you would like
to know some information before I returned to work. You're familiar
with Wormtail?"
"Yes," replied Narcissa, tucking a
strand of blonde hair behind her ear. Lucius continued to look
uneasy, shifty even. He cleared his throat as if playing for
unnecessary time, before relaying the information she needed to hear.
His expression was somewhat cautious; as if he was suspecting Lord
Voldemort himself would intrude and punish him for warning her. He
looked at his hands rather than her sparkling eyes; his hands were
somewhat more of a comfort zone then her awaiting embrace. "Wormtail
has become somewhat unfaithful, Narcissa," begun Lucius,
pressing his hands together before cracking his knuckles which sent
tension down her spine. She loathed it when he did that. "He has
been feeding information to the Dark Lord as to were Lily and James
Potter may be."
Narcissa's hand turned into a fist; whatever
colour she had in her face had drained. "Why would he do that?"
she said hoarsely. Lucius shrugged in contempt, and he reminded her
so much of Sirius for a moment, just by shrugging carelessly. Her
eyes clouded, and she cocked her head to one side and waited for him
to continue intently. "How should I know, Narissa? As far as I
am concerned, it's a friendship that has lost it's touch. And in
saying so, what I'm trying to get across is ... oh, Narcissa. Warn
Sirius. Remember, Voldemort still has a debt to reclaim."
"Why
are you helping me?" she asked suspiciously, standing up and
smoothing out the creases in her dress. "You dislike the lot,
don't you?"
Lucius looked aghast.
"Yes, I do. But
they are your best friends, and he is your cousin. It's only ...
right," he replied weakly, running his hands through his hair in
mild agitation. She gave him a quick hug. "Lucius, thank you."
He smiled wearily. "Pleasure, my dear. And now, I must go to
work." He dissapparated, and Narcissa sighed, grabbing some
parchment and ink from the side table, which whistled at her. It
appeared all of their furnishings whistled or burped, or had some
magical enchanment placed upon them. Narcissa ignored the noises, and
quickly drafted out a letter to Sirius. It was very simple. 'Padfoot
- we need to meet, NOW. Come to my house. Love Cissy.' It
seemed simple, and so she handed it to Fluffy the owl, who hooted
happily at being given a job to do, and flew out of the window. Draco
scuttled back into the room with Dobby, who looked a bit weary of the
young child. Draco dropped his train onto the carpet with a bang, but
Narcissa didn't reprimand him. There was no point; there was too much
on her mind right now for her to berate a child who'd merely dropped
a toy. He narrowed his pale eyebrows at his mother, and scowled. "I
want pancakes, mummy."
"Fine," she sighed wearily,
now looking directly at Dobby. "Dobby, could you oblige?"
The house elf, who was mysteriously covered in flour nodded weakly,
before dissapearing into thin air. She needed Sirius, and she needed
him now.
She hadn't told anybody about the migraines, or the nightmares. For
the first time in her life, she wished she had paid attention in
Divination. Perhaps this meant something. Suddenly, a wave of
inspiration grabbed her, and she ran off into the kitchen, dress
swirling. She made the fastest cup tea in a lifetime; and drank it
quickly, ignoring the fact her lips were burnt. She gazed at the
tealeaves, and it was a clear sign. Narcissa was supersticious, but
was this really coincidental?
Someone cleared their throat and she
started; dropping the cup to the ground with a fantastic smash. The
tealeaves, which had shown the grim, seeped into the green kitchen
floor tiles quickly, along with a few remaining droplets of tea. She
looked up at him through framed eyelashes and a smile crept onto her
face. She couldn't contain herself - it had been months since they
had last met properly. "Sirius!" she flung her arms around
him and buried her head against his neck. He stroked her hair with
quick but soft brushes. "It seemed important," he murmured.
He let go of her, and his blue eyes flashed with concern. She looked
thinner, and her eyes seemed so ... cold. Different. He blamed
Lucius. "Cmon," he coaxed, "let's go to the lounge and
you can tell me all about-"
"Mother, I want more
pancakes!" the shrill voice of Draco could not be ignored as he
strode into the kitchen, a surly expression on his usually cute face.
He stared at Sirius, then grinned. "You're Sirius - aren't
you?"
"I, uh ... yeah. Yeah I am," said Sirius, his
usual swagger returning as he considered her child. Draco looked like
Narcissa alot, but had Lucius's mannerisims - which meant Draco was
probably going to be a brat.
"Father dislikes you,"
said Draco thoughtfully, unaware of the fact he had pancake mixture
all around his face. "I don't like you either. Mother, what's
Sirius doing here?"
Narcissa was disgusted. "Apologise
at once Draco - you do not treat your family like scum."
Draco
scuffed his shoes and tried to look sorry for himself. "Sorry,
Mr.Sirius,"
"That's okay," said Sirius, lowering
his voice so only Draco could hear, "but next time, I'll hex
you." Draco looked terrified and ran off out of the room,
tripping as he went. Sirius was mildly satisified, but Narcissa was
frowning. "Sirius, you shouldn't of-"
"Shush,
Cissy," he sighed, helping himself to Firewhisky. "Want
some?"
"Okay. But take them through to the ... outside,"
she replied hurriedly, sweeping off to open the doors leading out to
acres of wonderous green. Sirius followed quietly, carrying the clear
glasses with swirling orange liquid. He handed one to her and their
fingers brushed; just. Her insides felt as if they'd been corrupted
by butterflies but for some reason she felt relaxed at the same time,
as if her brain was co-operating and telling her to calm. Calm ...
"So
... what did you ask me here for?" Sirius had finished his drink
and was now staring with the same intensity as he had done a few
years ago. Narcissa missed it, often. She tried to smile but
couldn't, and decided the only way to tell him was the quickest.
"Wormtail isn't who you think he is," she said quietly.
"Sirius, you will want to know this."
Ah. He looked
alert now, his eyes wide open as he surveyed her with curiousity. He
looked at her enquiringly, and she swallowed. "He's been passing
information to Lord Voldemort regarding Lily and James." When
Sirius displayed no emotion, she felt she should continue. "As
in, where they are currently, what their motives are as such, who
they are corresponding with. Sirius ... he's a spy. He's not your
friend."
"How do you know this?" he said finally,
cracking his knuckles as he averted her eyeline.
"Voldemort
told Lucius, and Lucius felt it was right to tell me." Sirius
didn't reply. "I think it was quite noble of him to relay this
information ... it could put us all, you included, in danger."
Sirius
glowered at this sudden revelation of truth inspired by what had
appeared at first to be a trivial visit. "Are you quite sure?
Are you positive this isn't a set up, dear cousin?"
She
smiled faintly. "Yes, Padfoot."
He stood up. "I
should probably get going, then . . ."
Narcissa clambered to
her feet ungracefully. "Can't you stay for a bit longer? It's
been forever, Sirius. Don't go."
Sirius sighed deeply and
looked into her eyes. "You've got to have some hope in me,
Narcissa." Her eyes flickered with sudden anger. She didn't
appriceate mind games. She stepped very close to him so their bodies
were touching, and whispered in his ear with a quote she loved. "To
hope is to look forward with desire; and usually with a measure of
confidence in the likelihood of gaining what is desire, my dear
cousin."
"Merlins beard," he said, "since when
did you get so knowledgeable?" He could see how much her eyes
sparkled now they were aligned perfectly.
"Always have been
'knowledgeable' dear cousin," she grinned, and gave him a slight
push in the chest. "Go sort out your business, then."
"What?
Oh, yeah, okay ..." He squeezed her hand before dissapearing
into thin air. She sighed, and went inside, wondering if Dobby felt
like making another round of pancakes just for her, because a sudden
need for food had begun to gurgle in her stomach.
She walked into
the house to find Dobby playing with her son. "You are the
Hogwarts driver," he was telling Dobby clearly, "and I am
the big bad wizard, and I shall blow up this train!"
"I
don't think that's an appropiate game, Draco," scolded Narcissa,
standing over the two of them with her hands on hips. Draco looked at
her and grinned toothily.
"Where that man go,
Mummy?"
"Mother, Draco," she corrected, "and
Sirius left."
"Good, he's got odd hair like daddy."
Draco observed crisply, taking another bite of pancake and making it
crumble all over him. He was such a messy eater, like his
father.
Narcissa couldn't even be bothered to correct him, she
just laughed, but inside she was shaking with worry. She just hoped
Sirius wouldn't do anything reckless or dangerous; but he was just
that sort of person. He always had
been - why would that change now? Why did Voldemort have a problem
with James anyway? She didn't have any idea. She wanted to speak to
James but it was far too dangerous. He'd be slaughtered instantly if
he comminucated with her. Maybe she could owl Remus ... no, no she
couldn't. God damn it, god bloody damn it.
"I need to go
shopping," Narcissa told Dobby and Draco, "Dobby, could you
mind Draco?" The house elf looked terrified but nodded in
agreement. Smiling, she approached her fireplace and grabbing some
floo powder, she said clearly, "Diagon Alley!"
Of
course, shopping was the only remedy for times like these. She was
making her way to the Quidditch shop to look at the new broomsticks
in mild interest, when a dark haired woman stepped out of the shop in
a black corset, with a black shawl covering her other-wise bare arms.
"Narcissa," she said smugly, "how nice to see
you."
"Bellatrix," simpered Narcissa fakely, "how
are you?" Bellatrix smirked and indicated several shopping bags.
Rodolphus emerged a moment later, carrying a brand new type of
Nimbus. He flashed his gleaming white teeth at Narcissa in which was
meant to be a smile. She shuddered slightly, but forced her lips into
a smile. "Rodolphus," she acknowleged him
unwillingly.
"Narcissa," he smirked, "have you seen
Severus, oh ... never mind ..."
Severus Snape appeared with
bloodshot eyes and black hair stuck to his head. It looked like he
hadn't sleeped in months. His face was gaunt with a slight yellow
tinge, but other than that he was deathly pale. His lips forced
themselves to smile. "Narcissa," he greeted weakly, his
voice barely above a whisper.
"Severus, are you alright?"
Narcissa was overcome with sympathay for her old friend, who looked
like he was going to faint any moment. He such his head fiercely and
learnt forward to whisper in her ear. "Soon, it will be soon,
but he won't listen to me, he won't stop it."
"Ignore
Sev, Narcissa," interjected Rodolphus rudely, "he's gone a
bit crackers recently." Bellatrix giggled and punched his arm
playfully, and he wrapped a hand around her skinny waist. Narcissa
ignored them.
"Severus - is it to do with Lil-"
He
looked aghast as she mentioned Lily, and tears filled his eyes, and
he stalked off, looking ludicriously bat like. Rodolphus rolled his
eyes and tutted at Narcissa, looking cross. "Don't mention Lily
Potter," he hissed, "he just starts crying."
"What
have you done to James and her?" snapped Narcissa, anger seizing
her once more.
"Don't talk to Rod like that!" snapped
Bellatrix, glaring at her sister. Narcissa ignored her, and continued
to glare at Rodolphus, who was smirking.
"Not me doing
anything as much, Narcissa dear ... but the dark lord himself. Come
on, Bellatrix, let's go." Bellatrix walked off with Rodolphus in
a huff, muttering under her breath about her sister. Narcissa felt
rather angry - what had upset Severus so? Lily had done something,
perhaps? She thought back to her school days as she gazed in the shop
window, when it hit her.
Severus Snape had loved Lily Evans - and
she was going to die - and there was nothing anyone could do about it
... or was there?
