A/N: Just so you guys know - Confessions of a Black will -always- be the most important story to me. XD I am allowed to have other stories in progress, you know. So - COAB is my main one currently, but my other two projects are "Remus Lupin: My December" and Steph's challenge which I hope to write more of very soon. :) Thanks for all the lovely reviews and favourites - it's much appriceated! And sorry for the short chapter. /
"'But
you are normal!' said Harry fiercely. 'You've just got a-a
problem-'
Lupin burst out laughing. 'Sometimes you remind me alot
of James. He called it my 'furry little problem' in company. Many
people were under the impression that I owned a badly behaved
rabbit.'" - Half Blood Prince
Disclaimer: Sadly, I own nothing. Never will, unless J.K Rowling decides to give me possession of Sirius Black -demented fangirl look- [moving swiftly on -coughs-
One
year passed. Lucius still wasn't out of Azkaban.
Narcissa was
becoming very depressed; she'd lost interest in food, her social
life, and life in general. Her hair had began to fall out whenever
she brushed it - lots of it, not just the ordinary amount. She
refrained from brushing it if possible. Her expression had become a
tired, pale one, and her eyes had lost their glitter. Nothing seemed
to matter now. One morning over breakfast (she merely had a black
coffee whilst Draco ate strawberry flavoured toast - his newest
obsession) an owl arrived, crashing head-first on Draco's large pile
of strawberry flavoured toast; causing them to fall magnificently as
if they were dominos. Ignoring her son's cries of dissapointment and
anger, she lazily reached for the letter with her slender fingers,
and opened the white envelope slowly. A letter fell out, and she
began to read it.
Dear
Narcissa Malfoy,
Our priorities have solely been to keeping the
wizarding world happy, and keeping up with peoples day-to-day
priorities. The reason we are writing is because of Mr Lucius Malfoy,
employee at Ministry of Magic and contributor towards elementary
funds. We have reason to believe he is still in Azkaban awaiting
trial, and so, after pulling a few strings, we have made it so his
trial is tomorrow morning at ten o'clock. We hope you can make
it.
Warm regards,
Cornelius Fudge, Minister for Magic.
She sighed impatiently and dropped the letter to the table, wiping her mouth. Of course, she knew Lucius would worm his way out. 'Contributions towards elementary funds' meant a bribe in other words. She snorted and stood up, brushing herself down even though she was vacant of crumbs. She hadn't interacted with anybody for ages - unless you included a few letters with Remus, and spending time with Dobby and Draco. Draco, it seemed, had forgotten he even had a father, even though Narcissa made a point of speaking of Lucius to her son at least once a day, so he'd stay fresh in his memory, but this was all in vain. She knew what she had to do ... she had to speak to Severus. Standing up, Narcissa made her way to the work-top, were she had stashed parchment and a spare quill, and wrote to Severus.
Dear
Severus,
Lucius' trial is tomorrow at ten o'clock. This is just a
personal notification if you're unaware of it. I'd appriceate it if
you showed up, I have the uncanny feeling I'll be needing moral
support. Any news on Harry?
-Narcissa.
She tied the short letter to Fluffy's leg, who had been perched on it's stand, half-asleep. Fluffy hooted happily and swooped out of the house quickly. Narcissa rolled her eyes ... that owl was so loud. As she contemplated buying another owl, she absent-mindedly made her way to the armchair besides the kitchen fireplace, and sunk into it, overcome with fatigue; and it was only eleven 'o clock. From the warmth of the flickering flames, and the comfiness of the armchair, she fell asleep. For once, it was not dreamless.
She
was in Azkaban, visiting Sirius. Why she was there was beyond her.
She passed Lucius' cell without so much as a glance, and she heard
him shout weakly, but all the energy in his face had drained, his
voice barely above a whisper. She made her way straight to Sirius.
"I've come to rescue you," she was saying in a smooth
voice,. He looked at her with an expression that could only be
defined as infatuation, and he grabbed her and they begun to kiss
passionately. "This can't be real," she said to Sirius when
they paused for breath. Sirius, who she had just been kissing
passionatley, suddenly turned into Voldemort. His scarlet eyes
flashed with cold amusement towards her. "Oh, but it is,"
said Voldemort, who turned into Dumbledore. He had chocolate all
around his mouth and was pulling empty wrappers out of his cloak and
throwing them at her, as if they were confetti. "Give me all
your chocolate!" he was screaming at her, looking demented. The
dream changed quickly.
Dementors glided softly into what now
appeared to be her funeral ceremony and began to surround her coffin
and the people who had come to show respects. Their eyes were
gleaming. Fresh, human flesh to devour ... one lifted it's hood to
perform the kiss on her - she was suddenly alive again. She drew her
wand and shouted, "EXPECTO PATRONUM!" but nothing happened.
Remus appeared from the crowd and she begged for him to help her, but
he walked away into the shadows. She felt two cold hands touch her
face, and ... "AHHHH!"
"Goodness,
Narcissa," said a silky voice she recongized instantly, "Perhaps
I shouldn't of bothered coming to your aid." Still in a hot
sweat from her terrifying dream, she glanced up to see Snape
surveying at her with disdain. "Did you have a nightmare?"
he asked curtly, his black eyes glittering somewhat maliciously.
"No,
Severus, I merely-"
"Narcissa, I know you're lying ...
but let's forget that now. How are you?" he snapped his fingers
impatiently at Dobby, who sorted drinks out a few moments later.
Curling his lip, he turned his attention back to Narcissa, who still
had bright red cheeks. What a strange dream that had been.
"Coping,"
she muttered, taking a sip from her drink. It tasted vile, she had
lost her acquired taste to drinks other than Coffee and water. She
hoped sincerely he wouldn't mention James, Lily, Sirius or Remus -
she feared she would loose her mind if he did.
"I see ..."
he said softly, holding his glass loosely in his hands. She noticed
his wrist was scarred, but when he saw her look enquiringly at it, he
pulled his sleeve down furiously, blushing. "I assume you are
pleased that Lucius will be released?"
"Extactic,"
she replied unconvicingly, an eyebrow raised. He smirked. "No,
it will be good to have him home," she continued, only half
truthfully, "The manor feels quite empty without him, and
Draco's forgetting who he is."
"Really?" Snape
regarded her with a spark of interest she hadn't seen before. She
nodded lazily and made no further attempt to go into detail, until he
insinuated with a slight nod she should continue. "Really,"
she said calmly, "I do try to help him remember Lucius by making
a point of mentioning him at least once a day, but Lucius is nothing
to the boy. He could care less, he really could."
"Have
you been eating?"
"I-what?" What indeed. The sudden
change in topic un-nerved her, as Snape looked at her in utmost
concern, a strained smile on his face. He took her hand slowly, and
examined it, his lips pursued as if he was about to kiss it.
"No.
Your blood flow isn't as accurate. Narcissa, you have to eat."
He dropped her hand and she raised an eyebrow.
"How
did you know?"
"I'm a self-proclaimed genius, Cissy,"
he breathed, his eyes glittering. "Accio
toast!"
"Mother,
that man just stole my toast!"
"Quiet, Draco."
Snape
smiled at her. "Eat." She took the toast slowly but brought
it to her mouth, and ate it in a few quick bites. Oh merlin, it was
delicious! She really had missed food. Living off black coffee and
plain biscuits did not suit her. It felt perfect to be indulging in
such a scrumptious food, even if it was Draco's. She figured he would
just have to object a little longer --- until she finished his toast.
She remembered how the marauders had forced her to eat in her seventh
year. That was so long ago, now ... the toast became stuck in her
throat and she choked, her eyes watering. The toast flew out of her
mouth and hit Draco on the head, who started wailing.
"Silence,"
snapped Snape towards Draco, who quietened instantly. He turned his
attention back to Narcissa, flicking his hair out of his eyes. Such a
Sirius-thing to do. "Well," said Snape awkwardly, not being
good at coping with emotion, "I'll be here tomorrow at eight to
escort you to the ministry." He squeezed her hand
sympathetically for dissapearing with a soft pop.
