*******15 minutes later*******
I had just finished showering, and when I walked out from behind the curtain, Saline was sitting there. She had one leg on top of the other, and she was filing her nails. She looked so proper and grown up, I was deathly jealous. She cleared her throat, reached behind her and pulled out a dark blue, silk, tank top, and boxer that were not silk, but had the same color, and handed them to me, then went back to filing her nails. I quickly put them on, and started to towel dry my hair, when Saline got up. She walked across the short space, cleared her mind and blocked it, and whispered in my ear. She said, "What the hell is wrong with you? You had sex, and you've gone utterly stupid. Well, I will hand your ass to you later, because Lat told me to give this to you." She handed me a folded up, pink, single, sheet of paper that smelled of vanilla. "Read it, she wanted to tell you some things." I really hated when my best friend acted like my mother. It was worse tan my mother trying to act like a 14-year-old girl at a mall. It was scary and flat out weird.
"Okay. Yes, mom! I will read it, now." I said and she just stood there. So I hastily said, "Alone." This made her walk out and do; only Nyx knows what.
I unfolded the paper to read it, it had red, glossy, kisses all over it, and it read…

Sky,

Saline wanted me to say some deep crap so I will.

Trembling little girls grow up

Believing that maturity lies in the fumbling hands of boys

Wondering if its time, or if she should wait

What she holds is too sacred and important to give away

Dignity, reputation, pride, ad virginity

No opportunity for mistakes, so be careful

And either instantly or in retrospect, she makes her mistake

Sex is more than an act of pleasure, it is the ability to be able to feel so close to a person, so connected, so comfortable that it is almost so breathtaking it will be to the point you feel you can't take it. And at this moment, you're a part of them. So, you had better be happy you chose Jasper, and no one else. On the other hand, I'm glad you finally got some because; Sex is like air, it's not important unless you aren't getting any. So those are my smart-ass words for you.

Love,

Lat.

PS: Tip if you smoke after sex it means you did it too fast and don't tell Saline I said that! Please, she would kick my ass.

I Thought Lat had the most beautiful hand writing I had ever seen. I was trying to let what she had said sink in by reading it repeatedly, and thinking about it. I sat on the floor in the corner of the bathroom, next to the shower. Jasper walked in, and rushed over to me. Who knew how long I had sat there. I could see the worry in his eyes, and I knew why, because I then felt the warm, rapid tears running down my face silently.
He wiped away one of my tears. I just looked down and starred at the piece of paper in my hand. I felt his gaze leave my face, and drop to see what I was crying about. He tried to pick up the note, but I folded it back up. I could not let him know about what it had said.
If he wanted to know so badly, he would have entered my thoughts. Or maybe he did, and did not want to make him seem bad. Maybe he just wanted to be sympathetic. Well I guess I will never know.
All I could do was cry and think and cry some more. I had to ask him the two most important things I could ask Jasper, right at this moment. One; "What happens next?" He did not answer just yet, so I asked question two, "What if I get pregnant?" His eyes got wide, and he simply looked down at my stomach.

What am I doing? I thought.