I could feel the warmth on my skin that was radiating from the exceedingly warm; for an autumn day, sun. I could feel the warmth of the hay below my feet, playing with my toes; it was one of the most calming feelings I had ever had. I could smell the ocean below me; it was ravishing and so tantalizing, it was so amazing. I could feel the cool breeze blow past me and on the skin of my arms, legs, neck, and face; it blew my hair all around, making it wind slightly around my face. I kept my eyes closed hoping this dream would last, even though I knew it would be hell when I opened my eyes. This was too good to be true.
After a moment, I opened my eyes to see, none other than…
Nyx.
"Hello my daughter." She smiled such a motherly smile, that I wanted to run up to her hug her and never let go. I really did love her.
"Hi mother. May I ask you why I am here? I mean I am so grateful I am here but I'm not in trouble right?" I said scared, hopeful, amazed, bewildered, and so many more emotions that mixed.
"Yes, I am afraid you are my dearest one. Saline is very, very, very upset and angry with you. She loves you and does not want to see you hurting or get hurt. Lat is very concerned about you; she only wishes the best for and of you. And Jasper has the highest of hopes for you; it will kill him if you were hurt. Drinking can and probably will kill you, which would kill all of them. They are very unhappy with your drinking. But other than this problem, you must be s careful as possible. You have to be well prepared for the future; many evil, vicious, horrific, unpleasant, sinful things." She gave me a few seconds to cope to what she was saying. She took a deep breath and I stood there in her presence wordless. She continued, "Please will you no longer drink?"
"I don't know. I hurt so badly and it numbs my pain. TJ kills me, Kathleen is gone. I am hurting people. I don't know if I can stop. Will you help me?" I sounded like a lost little girl, who needed her mommy more than ever.
"I can only help you if you listen and help yourself. Kathleen is not gone my u-we-sti-a-ge-a." This meant daughter in the Cherokee language. "This is all I can help you with as of now. I do not wish to engulf you with so many things at once. You shall see the meaning behind my words very soon my dear." She came closer and grabbed my arms, pulling me into a fond, tender, warm, amorous, hug. "Te queiro mucho mija." This meant I love you a lot daughter, in Spanish.
"I love you too ma'." I said as tears welled up in my eyes. I was way engulfed for my own good.
"Good bye." Nyx said kissing my forehead. With this, the dream ended and I woke up in someone's arms, panting with my hair stuck to my face.

This was only part one of the dream, I will post the part 2 hopefully tonight, if not I will tomorrow around 4pm. Okay R&R please.


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