Pinkshuchan: LALIHO! Pinkshuchan here. Today is the best day ever! First, we have the debut of my chats on the website on my profile. So be able to check when it's there. If I don't have them on yet, I'll have them on soon. Second, this is the moment many might be waiting for; the lemons. And I don't mean the fruit. I'm really embarassed just by the thought that I'm writing this. Sorry if it took too long. But anyways onto the show!

Chapter 18

Shuichi's P.O.V

I wonder what's wrong with Yuki. It's been a week since the party and he hasn't talked to me ever since. He keeps himself locked up in his study; saying he's working when he actually just sitting there. The only time he comes out is to go to the bathroom, but I hear him moaning. I would ask what was wrong, and he would just shake his head. It's been going on for a week and I'm worried. Was it something I did? Does he hate me now?

I'm sitting here at the edge of the pool; my tail swishing in the water. I'm singing a sad tune hoping that Yuki would hear it, come hold me, and tell him what's wrong. I would tell him about how I feel with him staying in his study and only leaving to go to the bathroom, he would tell me he'll stop and things with go back to what they were. But he never came out to me. So I stay here; repeating my song until either he comes or my throat becomes dry. Instead of coming to me, he heads for the bathroom. It's faint, but I can hear him moaning.

"Your Highness, you shouldn't have to be like this just because of a human." Sakano said to me, sounding like he was suffering because of my song "Maybe you should forget about him and come back to the Sea of Japan."

"I'm not going back." I merely tell him "I'm not going back to a world that treats me like I'm nothing."

"Then why are you here?"

I didn't really think about it. For a week, Yuki hasn't said a word to me. He seemed to act like I didn't exist, that I'm just a figment of his imagination. He treated me like nothing. But it's because something is wrong. I won't choose to go back to the Sea of Japan until I find out what's wrong with him. But how?

"Hello there Shuichi!"

Perfect timing Tatsuha! He would know what's wrong with Yuki. "Tatsuha!" I say to him "I need your help. Yuki hasn't been asking like himself lately. He always hides himself in his study and only comes out to go to the bathroom. And when he's in there, he keeps moaning."

"How?"

"How what?"

"How does he moan? Like he's in pain?"

"Hear for yourself." I quickly got myself dry, turned my tail to legs, put on a skirt that Yuki keeps around when I change and drag Tatsuha to the bathroom where you can still hear Yuki moaning. Tatsuha listens. After he gets the idea we head back to the pool.

"Well Shuichi." he tells me "I know exactly what's wrong with him, and don't worry he's not in any pain."

"What is it then?"

"He's masturbating!"

Sakano screams. "Y...Your H...Highness" he studders "Y...you now know w...what's w...wrong with h...him. Now let's g...go back h...home."

"But I don't even know what it is." I tell him. I turn back to Tatsuha "What's masturbating?"

"He's giving himself pleasure."

"What kind of pleasure?"

"A sexual pleasure."

"Sexual? What's that?"

"Mr. Tatsuha, I think you should stop explaining this to the princess." Sakano speaks up.

"Hey relax dude." Tatsuha says to him.

"It's Sakano."

"Hey, the point is little Shuichi here can't stay a child forever. He needs to know this stuff. Especially if he wants to help my bro."

That brings me back to the conversation. "Help him?"

"That's right. Tell me, when did all this start?"

"It started at the party. Yuki showed me his room and then" I blushed at this point "We made out on his bed."

"Did you guys do anything other than that?"

"He kissed my neck. It felt so good I was a little surprised. He heard me gasp and asked if I was alright. I told him I was, but he left to go to the bathroom and told me to get dressed to come back home. And he's been like this ever since."

"I think that he's like this because he feels ashamed that he tried to do it with you when you had no idea. So, if you show him you know about it and show him you want it too, then you would do it and break him out of this frustration."

"One question."

"Yeah?"

"What's it?"

Sakano started pushing me away. "Something you don't really need to know about. Nope." This is going too far.

I stop Sakano from pushing me. "Stop it, Sakano. I need to know this. If I want to stay with Yuki, I have to know anything and everything I can to be with him. So tell me Tatsuha, what's it?"

"Sex."

Sakano fainted. I still didn't understand it so Tatsuha had to give me a lesson. I blushed at finding out. This is what Yuki wants? Well, if it is then I'll do it! So Tatsuha started giving me a lesson on how to get me and Yuki into 'the mood'.

"Ok, Shuichi. The first thing to get you both in the mood is a sexy costume. And I have something for you here." He lifts up a pink see through fabric. I didn't get it.

"And what does this do?"

"This is a skirt."

"Do I wear it over my tail?"

"No, you wear it while you're human."

"Then what kind of underwear do I wear under this?"

"You wear nothing under this."

I was shocked. Tatsuha expected me to wear that? With nothing underneath? "But, Yuki would see my..."

"It's not like he hasn't seen it before."

That's right! When I first managed to turn myself human, Yuki did see my dick. It's the reason why he knows I'm a guy. So it's not like this is any different.

"Ok, you win Tatsuha. Besides, it's to help Yuki."

So Tatsuha taught me some more stuff. Before you know it, I'm all ready and waiting for Yuki. Tatsuha came into Yuki's study and told him that he made a new outfit for me, which he kinda did, and wanted his opinion. It worked. Yuki headed to the bedroom where I was waiting for him. He opened the door and found himself in darkness. He closed the door and turned on the light. He first sight was me wearing the see through skirt along with my shells. I was sitting on the bed; giving him a good look at what I'm wearing. His face went red.

"Shuichi? What the hell are you wearing?"

I pretend to be innocent while sexy at the same time. "What? This? Just a little something I wanted to wear. You like it?"

"Tatsuha may be able to make good clothes, but this is going too far." He was about to leave until I rushed and stopped him.

"But I like this outfit, Yuki. Don't you?"

"That... It's too..." he's studdering and blushing redder than anything I've seen before. Tatsuha did say that it's gonna be how he'll act at first, but as things get farther he'll be more willing. I just need to help him there.

"This looks good on me right? How about having you look sexy as well?" I say as I start unbuttoning his shirt. He grabs my hands to stop, but I easily slip them out. I bring them back to unbuttoning while kissing his neck.

"Stop it Shuichi!" he tells me. Don't you see Yuki? I'm doing this for you! I want you to be the way you were before all this. I succeed in unbuttoning his shirt and start working down to his pants. I unzip them and take them and his underwear. I stop kissing his neck and go down to his dick.

"Wow. Your dick is so big, Yuki." I say and put it in my mouth. I think Tatsuha called it a 'blowjob'. I had Yuki's dick go in and out my mouth. I swirled my tongue around it.

"I said stop, Shuichi! Stop!" Yuki cried. I could hear sobs in his voice. He was crying? Was I only hurting him? I only wanted to help him, and I ended up hurting him. Why didn't I listen to Sakano and ignore Tatsuha? The thought just made me start crying. I hurt Yuki. I don't even think he has enough emotion left for me. I look up at him.

"I'm sorry, Yuki." I said in between sobs "I didn't mean to.... I thought that... I thought you would..."

"Shuichi?"

"If you really hate me, I'll leave. I'll go back to the Sea of Japan. I'll leave." This wasn't what I wanted, but if it's for Yuki, I'll do it. I would even turn myself into sea foam just like the mermaid princess in The Little Mermaid for Yuki. I turned and was about to leave until I felt Yuki's arms wrapped around me.

"Don't leave me." I heard him whisper "Don't leave me here alone. I lost you once six years ago. I don't want it to happen again."

What? But doesn't Yuki hate me? "I thought you hate me." I said "The way you were ignoring me and pushing me away and..."

"It's not like that." He turned me around so I faced him "I was trying to push you away because... I didn't want to hurt you. I've had these urges to connect us together and make you mine. I wanted to do... this... but I was afraid of hurting you and having you hate me."

This was what Yuki was feeling? He did it because he loved me? Because he didn't want to hurt me? Because he didn't want me to hate him? Oh my God. Waterworks at 10:00. I started bawling in his arms. Yuki held onto me just as tightly.

"Y...Yuki" I tried to get words out as I cried "Y...you don't need to...to... worry about... sniff... hurting me. I... I know that...that you don't... sniff... mean to... to... hurt me on... purpose. If... if you w... wanted this... I... I would under... understand. Sniff. I... I would do... anything for... for you."

I could hear Yuki crying as well. We were both so happy. We didn't want this to end. We wanted to stay together forever. We stayed like this for a while. That was until I realized something. Yuki was naked. I was being held by a naked Yuki. Realizing that made this strange feeling come up.

"Yuki?"

"Yeah?"

"I feel wierd."

"What do you mean?"

I point down to where the strange feeling was coming from. Yes, it came from my dick. Yuki just smirked.

"Seems you've gotten yourself hard seeing me naked."

"Is it normal? Am I supposed to be like this?"

"It's very natural. Would you want me to do it? To make you feel better?"

This really was what Yuki wanted. Tatsuha was right. I nodded and he dragged me to the bed. He laid me down with him on top. I looked into his eyes. They were filled with an emotion I'd never seen before. It was so dark yet filled with so much pleasure. Our eyes separated when he leaned down and kissed my neck. It felt so good. He moved his lips down to my collarbone. His hands moved down to my back and took my shells off; revealing my chest to him. His lips kept going down my body until he reached my nipples. He then started sucking them like a baby feeding off his mother. This was what was happening here. I was feeding myself to Yuki to give pleasure as I do myself. The way Yuki's hands roamed my body and where he left kisses lit a fire in me. I was moaning in so much pleasure. I wished this could go on forever.

"You like this, don't you Shuichi?"

"Mmmmm." Was the only reply I could give him. It felt so good. I wanted more. He went back to kissing my body. When he reached my skirt, he just ripped it off. Then he gave my a blowjob. Oh my God. It felt so good. I know I just said it but this was unlike anything I've ever felt before. It felt so wrong yet right at the same time. It was like my mind was exploding at this pleasure. His tongue was so warm against my dick. I felt something come out. I splurted out something and onto Yuki's face.

"Oh my God. I'm so sorry, Yuki." I replied.

"No, it's ok." he assured me "You just couldn't help the pleasure you were feeling." He licked the stuff that came from out of me and moved back up to my face. He leaned into me and kissed me. But it isn't what I want. I still had this strange feeling. I guess that means that I'm still 'hard' as Yuki called it. After we broke apart for air, I pointed back down to my dick. Yuki gave another smirk.

"What? You want more, Shuichi?" Yuki asked in a really husky voice.

"Yes, Yuki. Give me more." I begged.

He reached over to the side dresser and pulled out a tube of something. He opened it and poured some stuff onto his fingers. I felt one finger go into my ass. I gasped. Oh no. To make sure he didn't hear that, I covered my mouth. I hope he didn't. Because if he did, he would stop and get frustrated again. Too late. He noticed.

"You ok, Shuichi?" He asked with concern.

"Yes, I'm ok. I was just a little surprised by how cold it is and the pleasure. Please don't stop."

"Who said I was gonna stop? Besides, I've reached my limit. I can't turn back now."

He then put another finger in my ass and started scissoring inside. It hurt a bit but it was so good. Then, he put a third finger in. My mind was no longer working at this moment. All I could think about was how good it felt. He kept moving his fingers inside of me; like he was preparing me for something. He then pulled his fingers out. I didn't want him to stop. I whimpered at him stopping.

"Don't worry. You'll have something go in there again. And it will feel better than my fingers."

What was it? I saw him put the same stuff he put on his fingers onto his dick. Was he going to put that inside of me? Wouldn't it hurt? He lifted up my ass and pushed his dick in. It did hurt, but he was right. It did feel better than his fingers. He grabbed my legs and wrapped them around his waist. He brought me up so I could wrap my arms around him.

"Move up and down."

I did as he told me. I went up and down without having his dick out of me. It was like I was riding him. He pulled me close to him and we started kissing as we had his dick come in and out inside of me. I love you, Yuki. I love you, Yuki. I love you, Yuki. With those thoughts in my head and the pleasure, I splurted out that stuff again. At the same time, Yuki did the same inside of me. We laid on the bed out of breath. Yuki grabbed some tissues and wiped the stuff off. Then he pulled the covers from under us and pulled it over. He pulled me close to him. I rested on him. It was wonderful. But why do I feel so strange?

Pinkshuchan: That was the chapter, everyone. I hope you enjoyed it. Just to let you know, that's my first time writing a sex scene so I hope it was alright. But what would this strange feeling be that Shuichi feels? And why did Sakano act nervous (well more nervous than usual) at Tatsuha explaining sex to Shuichi. And why does Tatsuha keep coming at the wrong time for Yuki and the right time for Shuichi? Find out next chapter. Read and Review.