Chapter 18. Hate is a bad word.
Elaina's POV
I dropped to my knees. On one large tomb stone wrote, Jonathan and Susan White. I was sobbing before I knew it. Every emotion that I had locked away for nearly 14 years rushed out. "Elaina I didn't-" Demetri stared but I couldn't take it anymore. "Shut up." I said quietly. Then anger became more prominent than all the other emotions boiling inside of me.
"Shut up!" I screamed loud. I stood up and looked into the stunned faces of the Cullen family, Demetri and Karen. "Shut the freaking crap up! You are a liar!" I screamed so loud my face was red, but I didn't care.
"Elle, I know-" Taylor started. "No. You are more of a liar than anyone! Did you really think I wouldn't find out about why you really hung out with me? Did you think I wouldn't know about Jane? You never loved me." I spat out at him. He looked so sad.
With all the anger in me I yelled out the one thing my heart was telling me not to. "I hate you! I hate you all!" I looked at Demetri and yelled, "You killed them! You and your dark, evil, cold-heart, devilish, screwed up, vampire coven!" I started walking away when Karen grabbed my arm. "Elaina I know-" I turned around to her and yanked my arm out of her grasp. "You don't know anything." I said in a quiet voice. With more eyes spilling over I said once again, "I hate you. You chose him. You chose the enemy. You chose the monsters. And to me, you are what you chose. " I said and with tears in her eyes she stepped back.
She fell to the floor and I wanted to go to her and say how much I didn't mean it and how much I was sorry. But I knew what I had to do. I blocked my thoughts so Taylor and Edward would not know what I was going to do next. And then I ran to the cab and got in. Where was I heading? The airport. And where was I going from there? Volterra, Italy.
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*Taylor's POV
This is so not happening. I try to do something nice for people and I end up hurting them. This is why I always stayed alone. When you are alone, you don't hurt people and they cant hurt you. As I looked before me at Elaina yelling at Karen and her falling to the ground I knew this was all my fault.
I saw a flicker of something in Elaina's mind before she turned and ran off. The only thing I saw was a name. Gianna. We all stayed there for a long time, hours, before Carlisle made a move. "We need to go after her. She might do something to get herself in danger."
He was right. But would she want me to go after her? She did say she hated me after all. "Taylor, she was mad. She didn't mean it. You of all people should know that." Edward said after hearing my mind. "I know." I said. But there is still doubt. There is always doubt.
I didn't pay any attention to the others. But I saw Karen. I saw her eyes. She didn't understand anything. Demetri tried to comfort her but she pushed him away. So I went over to her and knelt down where she was at.
She wouldn't look at me. Go away. She thought to me. "If there is anything left in you that wants to help Elaina than you must listen to me Karen." I said to her and she turned her head and looked at me. I stood up and offered her my hand, she took it and stood up.
"What did you have in mind?" She asked.
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*Karen's POV
"I hate you. You chose him. You chose the enemy. You chose the monsters. And to me, you are what you choose." Elaina yelled at me. I fell to my knees. Never before had my heart felt so heavy. I saw the guilt in Elaina's eyes but she turned and walked away. My whole life seemed to be ending. There are no words to describe when your best friend hates you.
I couldn't hear or see the others. I did see Demetri walk over to me but I told him to go away. He was the reason Ellie hated me! Next then I know, Taylor I kneeling next to me.
Go away. I thought to him.
"If there is anything left in you that wants to help Elaina than you must listen to me Karen." He said I turned to look at him. He stood up and offered me his hand. I took it and stood up.
"What did you have in mind?" I asked. He looked at me and smiled. "Gianna." He said. I could feel a low growl come up from my chest. I looked at him. "She will be destroyed." I said with an evil smile coming on my lips. Alice spoke up by saying, "No. Elaina will take care of her. We must take care of the others." She said. Taylor, reading her mind and seeing the vision, opened his mind to all of us so we could also see.
I smiled wide. "Can you smell that Taylor?" I asked him. "Hmm?"
"I smell victory." I said. Emmett laughed and said, "And revenge! Come on lets go kill some people!" We all started laughing. Emmett was a little too excited. Finally it was time. With Gianna gone, Elaina could really be happy for the first time in 14 years. I just wished it would all work out well.
A/N kay so I hope you guys liked this one. Please please review! I wont be able to update any of my stories this weekend because I will be having way too much fun with all my friends! I am so busy! Vinny just came back into town and we will be hanging out and then I got my other friends. So anyway back to the story…was it completely terrible? I don't know how much I liked this one….Sorry guys it was just kinda sad to me….anyhow y'all please review! Tell me how much you hate it or if by any chance you liked it. Thanks my amazing readers!
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