Chapter 3- the reasons for living

"It can't be..." I managed to whisper

"It seems so" Aizen said walking over to the motionless body that was lying on the small bed.

"Will Shira ever wake up?" I asked hopefully

"She suffered severe back injuries it would be a miracle if she would ever be able to walk again, not to mention..." Uliquorra's trailed off

"What is it" I asked softly

"She's in a coma, ever if she did wake up it would probably be pure hell" Gin answered

I felt my stomach twisting inside me, biting down hard on my lip I turned to leave

'I'm so sorry Shira...'

Stepping outside I suddenly felt a huge weight lifted off my chest, hearing a door slam behind me I turned around to see Uliquorra.

"Kes" He said staring intensely at me,

"I'm Fine!" I said cheerily as I turned around to face him with a grin on my face.

He walked up to me and began to speak "are you sure you're okay with this?"

I turned around tears began to stream down my face,

"I feel so terrible, if I didn't help her, if I didn't save her then maybe…"

"Maybe what?"

"Maybe she wouldn't be suffering, like I had to when I was alive"

Uliquorra was about to speak when loud crashing noises shook all of Las Noches

"What's happening?!" I shouted looking out the window to see all the Menos Grande leaving.

"Kes what did you do?" Accused Uliquorra

"Me? I didn't do anything!"

We both went back into the room and stared at Aizen.

"Kes what did you do?" Aizen asked

"Me?? Why the hell does everyone think it's my fault, sure I'm in charge of the menos but it's not my fault they just up and left!"

"What!?" Aizen demanded

"Opps!" i said covering my mouth

"Where are they going?"

"No Idea"

Uliquorra rolled his eyes "They seem to be heading to the world of the living"

"Right! Uliquorra, Kes go get Stark,Grimmjow and Nnorita" Aizen
demanded, we both turned to leave, "Oh and Kes, wear this" Aizen continued, tossing me a purple hood.

"Huh?" I asked

"Just wear it, it would be bad if we encounter some soul reapers…maybe even your brother… it would be bad if they learned who you were"

"Right!"

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We all gathered at the portal and were preparing to step threw, making sure I had grabbed my zanpacutou.

"Ready?" I asked

Grimmjow was obviously annoyed, "Lets just get this over with!"

'Oh! Almost forgot!' I tore off the bottom of my dress up to the knees, showing off my high hell black and white boots

"Why did you do that, it's hard to believe you only did it to show off your shoes" Nnorita questioned

"It will only get in the way" I laughed "Nice joke though"

Grimmjow, Stark, Nnorita and Uliquorra stepped threw, I put my hood on then I too, walked in.

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When we arrived we noticed a Orange Haired Shinigami with a huge zanpacutou

"Hey! He's cute!" I said with a smile

Uliquorra seem annoyed by my comment

"Don't get jealous, Emo, it was only a joke!" I pouted

"Why can't damn shimigami just leave thing to us for once" Nnoitra questioned "I mean we were doing fine rounding up the Menos!"

"That's probably because we aren't doing anything" Ulquiorra pointed out

"So!, what do you suggest we do!?" I cheered happily form under my hood.

"I say we leave the fucking Menos be and just go kill all the damn shimigami" Grimmjow growled pulling out his sword.

"I get it now!" I said happily

"What?!" Grimmjow asked obviously annoyed

"You just wanna hang out with your boyfriend down there dontcha?

"Watch it little girl" he said as flew at full speed down to the shinigami

"Wait! Grimmjow-chan! We're not here to fight!"

"It's no use Kes" Stark reassured her

"I'm gunna be sooo in trouble when we get back!"

"I think the menos are being drawn to someone or something" Uliquorra stated

"You mean from over there" I said pointing over to the fair

Uliquorra nodded

"Hey! Grimmjow-chan!! The menos are being drawn to someone over at that fair! Go find them!" I shouted

"I'll keep that in mind" he said just as he reached the orange haired shinigami

We all watched as the two fought relentlessly.

"Huh who's that?" I said narrowing my gaze at a girl with long black hair

"Dunno" Nnorita sounded Bored "I don't even know why I'm here, I mean, you just know Grimmjow's gunna take all the spot light!"

"Hush! I'm trying to listen!" silencing them I tried to pay close attention to what was happening

We couldn't hear much but I heard the faint voice of the girl call out "Grimmjow" we all froze

'what's going on here?'