"Life Sucks and then you die…… yeah I should be so lucky"

Well, that's how I used to think. My name is Jacob Black. About three years ago I was still madly in love with my best friend Isabella Swan, or so I thought. I knew that there was always a reason that I needed to be with her, but never would I have thought it would have come to this.

She married Edward Cullen, a bloodsucking leech, I am a werewolf and we are mortal enemies and at one point had to unite together and save her, which we did only for her to run off with him and get married and have a baby. I remember being so mad at her because she chose him instead of me. This feeling though I knew could not be true love it was not the feeling to any extent that she had felt when he left her. I saw how she looked at him and I which she looked at me like that sometimes but she never did.

I thought my life was over until I found out Bella was pregnant and she needed me. I was there for her when she needed me and I could not look at her she was in so much pain it killed me to see her like this.

I made a promise that I would not let her heart stop beating, but when she went into labor I failed, the monster inside of her that had killed her. Although she was not dead, she was basically dead to me and then something happened to me. I was so mad at the fact that I had let Bella's heart stop beating that I had not realized the beautiful baby that was in front me. This child was Renesmee and I had just imprinted on her and never felt a force quite that ever before.

Three years later she is trapped in a seventeen year olds body while only having three birthdays. I love her so much, but her parents do not think that we should tell her yet.

The last time that I tried to have a conversation with them about telling Rennesme they did not want to hear it especially Bella. Bella does not like the idea of me having imprinting on her daughter, Edward surprisingly is a little more understanding.

I feel like Edward understands me because he knows how it feels to have to have someone in your life and need them to the point where you will risk your life to save them.

There is only one problem that I have if I can't tell her before she goes to high school and she meets someone else I don't know what I will do with myself.

Imprinting is in werewolves gene it is stronger than a soul mate, but no werewolf has ever imprinted on a vampire before. Although she is only half-vampire and half-human I don't know if she does feel the same way, or if she can.

I can't get hurt again, like the way I got hurt when Bella chose Edward over me, that was hard enough, but to have the girl you imprint on choose someone else that's tough.

One morning I tried explaining to Bella and Edward why I needed to tell Renesmee about me imprinting on her.

That Morning….

"Edward you do not understand, I really need to tell her because if she meets someone else we do not know for sure that she will feel the same way about me. She is half-vampire and half-human. Edward you should understand where I am coming from, and to be honest with you both so should you Bella."

"Jacob, I just don't think its time, Renesmee is mature for her age obviously you know that, but how do we tell her. You want us to say oh well everything you thought about your Uncle Jake is false, he's actually madly in love with you and needs you in his life. No I am not saying that to my daughter, I just got her and I am not giving her up to you just yet." As Edward said this, I thought well maybe he is right, you know she is still quite young.

"Jake, I understand how you must feel but we can't let Renesmee know I am so sorry to tell you this but she is too young. How would you feel if this was the other way around, if I fell in love with your son? I mean it is kind of weird you're still my best friend even though I am a vampire now." She was quite sincere with her words and I did believe her, but this was Bella and I would believe anything she said still, because like she said, she was still my best friend.

"Bells, you're right and I understand where you're coming from. It would be weird if it was the other way around and you fell in love with my son, but you didn't you fell in love with that leech over there." I said, and I know I was being harsh by calling Edward a leech still after all this time, I mean he did understand more than Bella did at this point, but I couldn't help it, it was my instinct.

"Alright, I think that you should probably tell her before there is a problem, how about tonight when she gets home from school?" Edward asked me, I couldn't believe he was actually going to let me speak to her about imprinting, this was going to be awkward.

Tonight I was going to tell Renesmee Cullen that I had imprinted on her and tell her exactly what that had meant, and that is that I Jacob Black had fallen in love with my best friend's daughter.

Getting Ready to Spill

Oh my goodness how was I about to do this; I am going to tell Renesmee Cullen that I am in love with her, that just sounds so wrong in so many ways.

Today was her first day of school, and I was so nervous about her meeting someone, I know she loved me because of how she acted around me all the time.

We hadn't spent a day away from each other since the day she was born and I was so nervous. She had never seen another teenage boy, except for her father and his brothers, and her grandfather, but they were vampires and hundreds of years old.

I knew that since I had imprinted on her it was a force of gravity, not just a choice that I had, but she was now the reason for my existence.

Some of my other brothers had imprinted on their future soul mates, but none of them had done this outside of the res and that scared me because Renesmee was half vampire and half human.

So would that mean, that she would fall for the trade secret, or would she just refuse me like so many times before that Bella had done.

I did not know what was going to happen but I had to try this was Renesmee and I had fallen for her the day that she was born.

I was just getting ready to knock on the door when I heard screaming and yelling, coming from the Cullen house and I was scared, it sounded like she was yelling about a guy.

Oh no my worst nightmare was coming true, Renesmee had met someone else, and I needed to tell her fast before she fell any harder for him.

So I did what I had to do and knocked on the door.