Oh my goodness how was I about to do this; I am going to tell Renesmee Cullen that I am in love with her, that just sounds so wrong in so many ways.

Today was her first day of school, and I was so nervous about her meeting someone, I know she loved me because of how she acted around me all the time.

We hadn't spent a day away from each other since the day she was born and I was so nervous. She had never seen another teenage boy, except for her father and his brothers, and her grandfather, but they were vampires and hundreds of years old.

I knew that since I had imprinted on her it was a force of gravity, not just a choice that I had, but she was now the reason for my existence.

Some of my other brothers had imprinted on their future soul mates, but none of them had done this outside of the res and that scared me because Renesmee was half vampire and half human.

So would that mean, that she would fall for the trade secret, or would she just refuse me like so many times before that Bella had done.

I did not know what was going to happen but I had to try this was Renesmee and I had fallen for her the day that she was born.

I was just getting ready to knock on the door when I heard screaming and yelling, coming from the Cullen house and I was scared, it sounded like she was yelling about a guy.

Oh no my worst nightmare was coming true, Renesmee had met someone else, and I needed to tell her fast before she fell any harder for him.

So I did what I had to do and knocked on the door.

BPOV

I could not believe that Renesmee had gone off to high school, she was only three this was crazy, I could not believe this still, and she had already had a soul mate.

My best friend had fallen for my daughter, and I was a little pissed about it. Ok I was not a little pissed I was furious, but just like so many times before, Edward was there for me when I had needed him to calm me down the most.

This morning while Renesmee was getting ready for school, Jacob had come over to talk to me about telling Ness.

I really had not, wanted Jacob to say anything until she was at least in school a little while. I did basically just give birth to her it seemed like and now all of a sudden she was going off to high school and having a boyfriend? Hahaha no way was I letting Jacob Black take my baby girl away from me.

While I was reading Wuthering Heights, I was thinking about this morning and the conversation that Edward and I had, with Jacob…………

"Edward you do not understand, I really need to tell her because if she meets someone else we do not know for sure that she will feel the same way about me. She is half-vampire and half-human. Edward you should understand where I am coming from, and to be honest with you both so should you Bella." I was so disgusted with Jacob could he really believe that his love for my daughter was anything like, what me and Edward had, no it was not.

"Jacob, I just don't think its time, Renesmee is mature for her age obviously you know that, but how do we tell her. You want us to say oh well everything you thought about your Uncle Jake is false, he's actually madly in love with you and needs you in his life. No I am not saying that to my daughter, I just got her and I am not giving her up to you just yet." As Edward said this,

"Jake, I understand how you must feel but we can't let Renesmee know I am so sorry to tell you this but she is too young. How would you feel if this was the other way around, if I fell in love with your son? I mean it is kind of weird you're still my best friend even though I am a vampire now." I tried to make sense of what Jacob was saying and tried to tell him how much I had cared about him and make it sincere. Even though he didn't feel the same way he once did for me, we were still best friends right?

"Bells, you're right and I understand where you're coming from. It would be weird if it was the other way around and you fell in love with my son, but you didn't you fell in love with that leech over there."

"Alright Jacob my daughter is a leech too and if you want to tell her how you feel I advise you to stop calling her father a leech. I think that you should probably tell her before there is a problem, how about tonight when she gets home from school?"

Jacob left and I really felt for him what he was going through, to love someone and not be with them, that's how I felt when Edward left me. I don't like to think about those days because they were really dark and gloomy days, but Jake was there to pull me out of it.

"Edward, I don't think that any of this is a good idea at all. Renesmee is still so young, it feels like yesterday I was human and she was breaking my bones." Edward shuddered at that memory, but I let out a chuckle.

"Bella love, I think that it's for the best that Renesmee knows, she deserves to know the truth about who she is and where she is going."

"Alright fine, I guess your right Edward, how was she when you dropped her off anyway."

"She was ok, she was actually excited, but she didn't like the people that were staring at her already. Bella the boys were gawking at my three year old daughter, my baby girl." He looked so worried for her; I was worried that I should be worried too.

"Should we be worried Edward, she is still so young, should we take her out of school, was it too soon? Sorry I am asking so many questions, but she's my baby girl too, and I'm just a little worried about her."

"You have every right to be, but don't worry she will be fine"

My husband was the best. I was still so in love with him and it was crazy being that I was supposed to be a ravenous new born vampire, but I guess that was just part of my special powers.

I decided to keep my mind of Renesmee not being at home and in school, I would read the great work of Emily Bronte Wuthering Heights.

I was reading Wuthering Heights, when Renesmee came in I basically attacked her I had missed my baby girl so much.

She really did look just like me and Edward. There was so much of me, but the definite attitude that was Edward really stuck out when you looked at her.

Renesmee had been telling me about her day at school and how my friends Mike and Jessica had two younger siblings named Mark and Jane.

She was telling me about her day, when finally she got to after lunch and I started paying closer attention and not just staring at my beautiful daughter.

"And after lunch I had biology, and Mark and Jane are in my class and then there is my lab partner…his name is well his name is Aden Patterson…. and the weird thing is, is that when I shook his hand it was cold. His hand was cold mom; I never thought I would meet someone with colder hands then yours." I just stared at my sweet and innocent daughter who was only three years out of my womb and falling in love with a vampire.

Oh my God, my daughter was about to be in a situation that I could not stop from happening, but along with that my history was replaying right in front of me and my best friend, was about to get the short end of the stick yet again.

"Renesmee, I advise you to not think of any boy in that way, after all you are only three years old."

" Mom I am more mature at the age of three than you were when you met dad at the age of seventeen, so I believe if I like a guy I should be able to date him, after all he is a vampire."

I just stared at my daughter in astonishment, she was so confident, I guess one day of high school was already changing my sweet little Renesmee

"So I guess that means the Stanley's and Newton's are not the only families that have types in this town."

"Renesmee are you crazy do not say that because your father and I we were mature, for God's sakes he was a 109 year old vampire and I was a seventeen year old that acted like a mother to her mother. All I am saying is to take it slow and not do anything too rash, I mean it might have worked out for me and your father but that does not mean anything."

In the midst of the argument that my daughter and I were having Edward spoke for the first time since the word biology lab had been used

"Renesmee, are you out of your mind, you are barely old enough to stand on your own two feet-" Renesmee had cut him off mid-sentence

"Dad, have you looked at the clothes Aunt Alice makes me wear. If I can't even stand on my own two feet, then why do they put me into stiletto heels?"

I did have to agree with Renesmee on that one, my best friend and sister in law Alice dressed her like she was going on the runway every day and not trying to survive high school.

"Renesmee, you do have a point and I love you dearly, but you can't just fall in love with the first boy that looks at you, with love in his eyes, he is only a teenager."

"Dad were you listening to me when I told mom what happened in school, his hand was cold and that means he must be a vampire-"

This time Edward cut her off mid sentence "Renesmee, please do not use the word vampire that is ridiculous, you really think that there is another vampire family somewhere in Forks we did not know about?" At that moment there was a knock at the door. Oh crap it was Jacob and right now was not a good time at all for him to be here.