I decided to be nice, for my 3 readers. People just seem to hate my story, I think.
But I have a final tomorrow, 3 exams next week. Then the week after I have 3 finals.
So this may have to hold you up.
Edwards out of character and will be until i give him back.
OOO and you find out information on Edward :]]
Some of the most intoxicating relationships are passion driven; I am seeing that was mine and Samantha. The way she talks, the way she holds her self, the look in her eyes utterly complete passion- fiery passion.
"Please, will you all leave," Samantha softly spoke. "Edward, Howard, Abigail, and I have a few matters to discuss; to catch up on."
"I'm not leaving my fiancé!" Bella declared.
"Well your fiancé is my husband," Samantha retorted. "He may be promised to you but he belongs to me; he's my property."
I could feel the tension in the room; I felt bad for Jasper.
"Can you all leave, I think I need to clarify some things with them," I quietly replied.
Abigail clapped her hands and stated while shooing everyone out, "well you heard the man, well umm the dead man, ummm uhhh…"
"We get the point," Howard interrupted.
"Edward, are you sure?" Carlisle questioned.
"Yes, I am."
"But, Edward, No," Bella sobbed.
"Bella, go, please, just go," I stated forcefully.
Alice grabbed Bella's arm gently and tugged her out of the house behind my family. Bella looked back sorrowfully as Alice lead her out.
Edward, you are killing her! I hope this is worth it. Alice thought. I let out a huge sigh before anyone continued.
"You heard my, our, story; lets hear yours," Samantha whispered.
"As you know I was dying from the Spanish Influenza in 1918," I started; I stole a glance at the three vague faces. "Carlisle turned me; I lost all recollection of you Samantha. I spent a few years with him; I eventually went through a rebellion. For about a 10 year period I fed off of humans, the bad guys, instead of animals. I hate myself for it. After about 90 years of solitude, I met Bella. I love her."
Samantha scoffed her angelic face full of disgust. Howard and Abigail showed indifference.
"You don't love her, you just think you do," Samantha stated. "Edward, you can't love her, how can you love someone when there is a chunk of who you are missing?"
"Only chunk I'm missing is my memories of you," I shot back.
"Oh my dear husband, it's quite the contrary. You see there is much more you are forgetting."
"Like?"
She sighed; a look a fear crossed her face for a moment. Quickly she recovered. "Edward, when you said you killed the bad guys, you meant men like you," she stated. I couldn't hide my confusion, so she went on. "Edward you were a borderline drunk! You gambled nightly, and you weren't the most sincere husband. But I loved you still."
I was utterly lost, sincere husband? What on earth could she have meant?
"Sincere?"
"Let me," Howard interjected. "My friend, to put it bluntly, you were abusive, in public. You couldn't let Sam talk back to you in front of others, so you hit her. You father was the same, as was mine, as was Abi's, as was Sam's. It was normal."
"I could never harm a woman!"
"Well you did!" Sam shouted. But finished much more composed, "we dreamed of running away once you finished med school. The army was just a coy to get you disowned."
I just sat there letting everything sink in. I never realized Samantha get up and walk over to me. Two soft hands gently held onto the sides of my face. I stared into blue eyes.
"Edward, I gave up my humanity for the love I felt for you. Please, Edward, oh god please remember us! Remember the nights we made love. Edward I've been through hell, I need my husband," Samantha cried, tears streaming down her porcelain skin. "Say something!"
"What do you want me to say? Are you forgetting how new all this is to me?" I demanded.
"I am sorry, but, I love you, I can't live without you any longer."
"You don't know who I am, you knew me."
"I know more than you think."
"Oh?"
"Yes. Edward why don't you go. You need to think about everything, come back tomorrow, ok."
I just nodded my head, Howard and Abigail waved. I started toward the door.
"Wait!" I heard as my hand touched the knobbed. I turned to see Samantha running up to me. She flung her arms around my neck and kissed my lips. This kiss wasn't like the previous one. It was loving, needing, it was romantic. I moved my lips against her soft, warm ones.
I don't know what is coming over me; I just can not pull away. I deepened the kiss turning it more aggressive. Her hands drifted to my hair, gently tugging and pulling; I have to admit it was erotic. I've never experienced this sensation before, at least that I can remember. I want more. My hands roamed her back and made it to her firm, round, butt. I squeezed and in reply she playfully bit my bottom lip, pulling it out slightly. I lifted her up, never breaking the kiss, her legs instantly wrapped around my waist.
It just felt right. I need more; I need the things every man needs. I started walking toward the sofa, Samantha still wrapped around me. Oh god this is bliss!
Samantha pulled back, broke the kiss. I was disappointed, I leaned in for another, and she just shook her head. I set her back upon her feet and looked at her swollen pink lips. We stared one another for what felt like an eternity.
"Edward, you're not ready for that. I understand you miss the sex, but please remember me first, not just the emotions," Samantha stated.
"H-h-how do you know?"
"I know you."
"Oh, well, I guess I'll be going."
"Goodbye my love."
"Goodbye Samantha- wait what happened to the other two?" I suddenly remembered there were two others in the room before the kiss. She giggled.
"I'm assuming we turned them on, so they, unlike us, are going to do something about it."
"Oh are they…"
"They married two weeks after I buried you. They realized life was too short to wait, it was a small civil ceremony, much to their parent's dismay."
"Oh, well I'll see you soon ok."
"All right, goodbye Edward."
I walked out of the door, sighing as soon as it shut. What the hell am I doing? I'm engaged. But damn it felt right, she felt right.
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