I own nothing. I am writing another chapter, I am bored, didn't feel like doing school work so I hope you all like it.

EsPOV

My unborn child is already being attacked, wanted by people who want to harm her. I would die before I let anyone lay a hand on her. I wanted this for my entire existence, for some reason the gods above, or powers that be whatever you want to call them chose me to carry, to love, and to protect this beautiful person. I can't help to keep running my hand over my stomach. It feels so right, she was restless she wouldn't stop moving. Usually this would annoy any pregnant lady who wants to sleep, but I take it as a gift. I am the first Vampire to say I have felt this kind of pleasure.

With being pregnant come hunger pains. I just hunted two days ago and I feel like I have not hunted in weeks.

"Carlisle, I need to hunt. The burning is worse than I have ever felt" I explained to him without trying to get him to worried.

"Lets go, we will all go hunting, I don't want to leave anyone behind" He is the sweetest husband anyone can ask for. Here I have the husband that women can only dream about, and he gave me the ultimate gift loving me and giving me a child. He chose me.

We went hunting, but in the back of my mind I thought this blood would harm my child.

"should I eat human food?" I asked to anyone who was listening

"are you hungry for human food?" asked Carlisle looking at me like I just went crazy.

"No in fact, I am bloodlust more than ever" As I was saying that I smelled a sent that sent me flying after it. For the first time I took down a grizzly. This child is making me more aggressive that's for sure.

"What the…" Emmett stared at me in shock

"Emmett language!!" he always had an issue with controlling what comes out of his mouth. As Edwards says he does not think before he talks, he thinks about it after it comes out. I giggled thinking about that.

" I have never seen you attack like that before Esme" Edward was by my side with an emotion in his eyes that I am not sure what to place it as.



" I don't know how to explain it, I felt the urge to go after it. I think she liked the smell of it" I smiled thinking that my child will not look upon me as a monster for killing innocent animals, but instead she has the same cravings as I do. We have a bond already and I didn't even hold her in my arms yet.

" Is your thirst gone Esme?" asked Carlisle. I smiled back at him and nodded. "I feel so tired, I feel like I can sleep though" I was trying to fight with my eyelids to stay open. " Lets get you back to the room, I will carry you" Carlisle picked me up and carried me, the last thing I remember then was him telling me to sleep.

I felt so, what's the word, Human without the eating habits of course. I woke up to the baby squirming again. I wonder what will calm her down. So I walked to Edwards room to ask him if he can play the piano.

"Edward, if you don't mind can you play the piano to see if it can calm me down?" he smiled and I knew I had my answer

He went over to the piano and started playing, the instant he pressed the keys the baby calmed. It's like she was calmer being around him. It was a weird feeling that rushed over me. The baby was content almost.

"Edward say something to the baby"

"uhh ok.. umm Hey squirt" he patted my belly. The next thing I did not expect to happen. I glow from my stomach and a little hand pushed outwards to touch his. Ok that's just weird. In that second my stomach grew even larger. No I want to be able to be pregnant longer I don't want this to end. Then again I would much rather hold her in my arms.

" What the excuse my language Esme hell was that?" ohh he is so charming isn't he

" I think you found a new friend Edward" He raised his eyebrows up at me.

"Rose is upset" that just came out of the blue, but I knew this was coming eventually she wants to have a child with all her heart. Since our existence is harder for her to handle. I just don't want her to be mad at me for something I have no control over.

" I will talk to her, and thank you for gracing me with that beautiful song"

"I wrote it for the baby actually, I don't know what came over me, but it's her lullaby" he said in a whisper almost afraid to admit what he was filling

" It was beautiful, and when she is born he can play it for her, she will love it" and with that I walked to rose.

RPOV

"Why the hell does everyone else get a happy ending?" I was fuming. I want to have a child, I want to have the feeling of being pregnant. I did not ask for the damn existence



"It's our mother rose, it will be your sister for god sakes" I got Emmett mad, he is so happy to have a little sister, but he don't understand where I am coming from. I want what Esme has. Don't get me wrong I love my husband and family, I just want the chance to have something special.

"it's not the same" I whispered hoping no one else heard I don't want to hurt anyone else's feelings.

I heard a knock and Emmett opened the door and Esme walked in, I feel horrible, so horrible.

" I'm sorry Esme, it's just…." I didn't know what to say

She came and pulled me into a hug. It's wonderful to have her as a mom.

"I am sorry you don't get to have a chance to have a child, but don't expect me please to regret what is happening to me. I can not apologize to you for something I didn't chose. I am not sorry, that I am having a child, but I am sorry that you will not get the chance" Esme said to me in a ton that was loving but stern. I never heard her talk like this before. She wanted to get her point across.

"I'm happy for you, you are my mother and Carlisle is my mother in every sense and I am glad you have the chance to something I can not have" if this body would allow me to cry I would be.

" You can help raise her" I couldn't help, but smile

"WERE GONNA HAVE A BABY!!" screamed Alice running in to the room. She sure knew how to come in at the wrong moment. I was always amazed at how much energy she had, she is giving me a headache if that was even possible.

"Alice come the hell down, damn" she growled at me, which was funny coming from someone so small.

"Girl hug" Alice came over bouncing hugging us all together. I couldn't help but laugh at her.

"Now that is settled, we need to pick out a baby name!" Alice said smiling holding up bags then with baby name books. Where the heck did the bags come from? They were not in her hands before. Whatever.

Then all of a sudden Esme was on the floor screaming, a blood curling scream