Hello Readers,
EclipseoftheTwilightMoon here, and I wanted to apologize to everyone about how long this has taken to get up. Don't blame twilightgurl22, its all on me. I have been so wrapped up with my own story and trying to have a real life that I have neglected my beta job. I beg for your forgiveness and I hope that you enjoy this chapter. Drop my friend a reveiw too, she likes to read them. :)
BPOV
I could still feel the touch of his lips on mine. The soft, but yet hard feeling has he kissed me. The passion that was there when our lips touched, and the feelings that raced within my body when they did. Never in my life did I think I would feel sensations like these.
I couldn't deny the feelings that I was feeling any more. I felt completely safe in his arms, the arms that were currently wrapped tightly around me. I could feel the love radiating off him and it gave me the feeling that I was drowning, but I knew if I held on to him, he would be my lifeline to keep me safe. One thing that I was sure of, I could lay like this with him forever.
Up till now, school has been the hardest part of our days, but since that day in the grass, it was clear that we no longer had to be alone. We spent as much time together as possible. So lying in his arms was something so new, but welcoming at the same time.
We were silent, but it wasn't meant to last. It was quickly broken when my stomach growled. I felt my skin flush because I knew it wouldn't escape its notice.
"Are you hungry my darling?" he asked me, my head was on his chest.
"Yes, but I'm happy were I am right now," I said, snuggling my head down into his chest.
Before I knew what was happening, he started to stand, but before he could get up, I pulled at his shirt in hopes of keeping him where he was.
"Not yet, just a bit longer and then I promise go get something to eat," I answered. I knew mom must be cooking but I doubted it was ready because she would have sent Alice to retrieve me, so he had no reason to leave.
"I could and would stay like this forever, but I don't want you to go hungry" he said kissing the top of my head.
I sighed and leaned further into his chest if that was possible. "I don't think you can come any closer, Angel" he said with a chuckle.
I couldn't stop the blush that was forming on my cheeks. I continued to keep my face down in his chest. He had a way of making me feel like I was the most beautiful woman in the world when he held me so close to him. His words made me feel the same way… beautiful.
Laying there against him, I took in the fragrance of his skin… his very essence. He smelled like heaven, with every deep breath I took, I hopped to commit his scent to my memory, the scent that made me feel like nothing in the world would come to harm me.
"I love you, Edward," I said into his chest not knowing if I could face him while I said it.
It was the first time I said it to him though I meant every word. I had felt it for a very long time, deep within my heart, but I was just afraid. Afraid of loving him and giving him my love, but now I knew I was able to do so and to receive his love in return. It was the right time to tell him how much I cared, how much he really meant to me.
It was then that I heard his breath catch. The next sound was the crash of dishes, followed by a gasp, then the sound of feet dashing toward his room.
I looked up at him, worried that I had said something, was it too soon to tell him what I had been feeling deep within my heart?
"Did I say something wrong?" I asked with tears threatening to spill over.
He raised his thumb to my eyes and took away the tear that was about to drop. His eyes were soft and tender, he smiled at me.
"No my sweet, beautiful angel, you didn't say anything wrong. To hear those three beautiful words come from you makes my very soul glow with all the happiness of the world," he said, his smile continuing to grow. "I love you too, more than you will ever know."
He leaned forward and brought his lips to mine, kissing me passionately. As the moment intensified, I let my hands tangle themselves in his bronze hair when I heard something. Looking I saw that the door had been ripped from its hinges and just outside stood six vampires, some with smiles others with utter fascination written across there face.
"Can we help you with anything?" Edward asked with an obvious smile in his voice, acting as innocent as possible.
When I looked down I realized how it must have looked to our family. I was embarrassed somewhat, so I wanted to move ourselves out of this awkward situation, but Edward wouldn't have it. He tightened his hold around me, not letting move an inch away from his strong body.
"Don't move," he whispered to me. "They are happy to see us together."
I couldn't help but smile and buried my face into his sweet smelling chest to hide the blush that was now covering my face. Lucky for me, he had a few of the top buttons open… He was just too damn handsome.
"Awe my sister is just too cute," Rose said in a mocking voice.
"Shut up Rosie," I said, rising up enough to throw a pillow at her head, hitting her in the head.
"That was much funnier seeing it in person!" Chuckled Alice.
Of course, Alice saw that happen. Though I was embarrassed for them to see us this way, I could see and feel the love from my entire family, Jasper especially. He was overwhelmed by the whole moment, and in turn made us all fee the same way.
"Alright dear, I made dinner downstairs for you. We must hunt tonight and will only be gone for a few hours. We aren't going too far either, will you be okay until we get back??" Asked my mother.
She was always so nervous to leave me alone. I wasn't as fragile as she thought I was, I wasn't going to shatter like glass, but I couldn't help but love her for her concern for my well being.
"Why don't you go while I eat?" I said looking at them. I didn't want them to go, but I knew it was a must. It would be nice to eat dinner in peace especially when Emmett was around, since he liked to play with my food while I was trying to eat it!
"That sounds good, and we all know that you want Emmett gone while you eat," Alice said taking everyone out of the room. "Edward, we're leaving in a minute" she said calling back over her shoulder.
I grabbed on to his shirt, I really didn't want to let him go, but I knew that if he didn't, things could get bad… really bad.
He sat up, bring me up with him as he stood. He leaned down and kissed me with the same passion that made me go weak in my knees. "I love you and we will be back soon, hopefully before you wake in morning," he said kissing my forehead.
"I love you too," I said as I watched him go into his closet to change clothing.
I couldn't help but gasp for air when he saw him take off his shirt. Oh, how I wanted nothing more than to run my nails down the front of his sculpted chest. His jeans were riding to low on his hips, I saw the muscular V that was leading to his special place. Oh thank God he couldn't read my mind. I watched as I saw the muscles in his back flex as he pulled his shirt over his head. I then started to pray that he left soon because myself control was leaving me and the urge to jump him was sounding better by the minute.
"Are you enjoying the view, my beauty?" He asked, coming up to me in super speed.
I didn't see it coming because I was still thinking of him with out a shirt. I couldn't say anything in hopes to save some dignity so I just nodded my head.
"Now you know how I feel everyday when I look at you," and with that he left.
For a good minute I couldn't move, so I just sat on his sofa, his smell was saturated into every crease of furniture and it was beyond lovely. I reluctantly removed myself from his sofa and made my way downstairs. My father's office door was left open. From the doorway, I could see the pictures of a baby on his wall and desk and I wanted nothing more than to be able to remember that time I spent with them when I was a child, though I couldn't. The fact was that I was at home now and it was all that mattered.
I closed the door to his office, and headed toward the kitchen toward the smell of the food that my mother had prepared. The smell of the tomatoes and chicken smelled delicious and was making my mouth water. My mom was the best cook I could think of, and that was funny since she hadn't ate food in I don't know how many years. Eating out wasn't something I thought about regularly since I could always come home to her home cooking.
I quickly finished eating and cleaned up the dishes. I didn't want her to fuss over a mess when she came home. She was a clean freak… she would freak out if she saw a single dust bunny on the floor!
So, as soon as I was finished cleaning up, I made my way to the living room. Looking up I saw the clock reading that it was nine pm, and I began to look around to see what I could do to occupy my time till I got tired. I saw Emmett's video games lying out, but I decided against that since I figured he would kill me if I played them without him. I then turned on the television, but nothing was on since I missed CSI, my absolute favorite shows. It was one of those shows that I would watch with Emmett and Edward. Emmett would always say, "If I was there, I would find the dead man before they did," or "Its not hard to find a murder around with someone like Eddie around… he just has to tap into their brain…" Edward would then take his arm from around me to smack him in the back of his head. It really was just too funny.
This was the first time that they had all left to go hunting, leaving me by myself. It was different. I loved being around all of them, now it just feels lonely and wrong.
I left the TV on for some background noise, so it would at least sound like there was people in the house. I walked over to Edwards's piano and touched the ivory keys, listening as the sound echoed through the house. I couldn't help but think how different it sounded when I touched the keys compared to when Edward played. When his fingers touched the keyboard, it wasn't just sound, but pure magic.
Finally I decided that I was ready to head upstairs to his room. When I came in, I found the dress shirt that he had taken off prior to leaving. Picking it up, I breathed in the scent from the fabric. I couldn't help but thinking about how sexy he looked in dress shirts and jeans… I put his shirt on and then I pulled on a boy shorts. As soon as the shirt touched my skin, it was like I was in enveloped in his scent and it made me miss him more but I would soon have the real thing back in my arms.
Walking across the room, I turned on his stereo, turning it up as loud as possible. I laughed when the song, 'Girlfriend' by Avril Lavingne came on… I couldn't help but sing along.
"Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
She's like so whatever
And you could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
You know it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There's no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
When I turned around, my worst nightmare had came true. The whole time I sang I was shaking my butt like it was nothing, but I stopped dead in my tracks when I heard a deep laugh come from behind me. I slowly turned around to see six vampires holding each other up to keep themselves from falling into the floor laughing.
So I did the thing that any normal girl would do if something like this happened… I ran as fast as I could and locked my door. Throwing myself onto my bed, I buried my face in the pillow. I knew my face had to be beet red and there was no way I would ever live it down… especially with brothers like Emmett and Jasper.
EPOV
When they told me that we were going to leave Bella along while we hunted, I thought they had all lost their minds. I didn't want to leave her behind, especially since I heard her mutter those three words that I had been waiting my entire immortal lifetime to hear… I love you. I couldn't describe the feelings that soared throughout me when she spoke them, I could have almost sworn that my dead heart had started to beat again.
"She will be fine, Edward. Trust me," Alice said laughing as she skipped away.
She knew something was going on or was going to happen, but I didn't say anything and let her be for the time being. I knew that the faster we hunted, the faster I would be with my Bella.
I was finished hunting rather quickly, three deer and one elk. Nothing too exciting, but did sooth the hunger burn that we all suffered from.
That's when I heard Alice cracking up, while she was leaning up against a tree.
"What is she laughing at," I asked Jasper who was now had a tight grip around her waist.
Don't know, she had a vision and then she started to laughing.
I focused my energies at looking at what Alice was seeing and it was then I saw Bella wiggling around in my dress shirt, dancing like there was no tomorrow. I couldn't help but notice her curves and her long, slender legs. God, she did have some great legs. I knew what she was doing… she was taking advantage of having some alone time in the house and she knew that there was no one there that would tease her if she did think she was acting like a fool. Suddenly, Alice cut off the vision before I could see what else was going to happen.
I couldn't help but laugh myself.
"Esme and Carlisle… if you want to see your daughter in a very funny moment that you probably will never see again… we need to get home now."
Everyone looked at each other for a moment and we dashed off toward the house. The closer we got, we began to hear the music that she was playing. It was loud, especially since we all heard it five miles away!
"Is that coming from our house?" Esme asked a little shocked that her daughter would be blasting music. I just smiled and nodded my head.
"You don't think she is having a party do you? I mean not like I would mind but… my sofas…"
Esme was thinking of the ways to be kind about ruining a party.
"She is by herself, Esme. She's just enjoying the alone time," I told her trying to reassure her that her daughter would not be having a party with out them knowing about it.
By this time we were in front of the house and the music was hurting our ears. We noticed that was nothing was out of place, only thing different was that the television had been left on.
That's when we saw it on the balcony of the second floor, started Rosalie.
Oh, my God… this is hilarious. This is so much better than my vision, laughed Alice.
My daughter is enjoying her freedom and dancing like a fool, smiled Esme.
This is at least two hundred years of teasing information, chuckled Emmett.
At least she is happy and having a good time, stated Carlisle.
If you all don't stop laughing inside I am going to bust, I can't hold it in anymore although this is a pretty funny sight, laughed Jasper.
We made our way quietly up the stairs. I couldn't stop the images that were flooding through my head, knowing at this very moment she was in my dress shirt, the top buttons undone, and her hair cascading in loose curls. It was soon replaced by a vivid image of me taking off her clothes slowly, brushing my hands across her soft skin, but was rudely interrupted by Emmett's booming laughter. We couldn't hold in the laughter any longer so we all burst out laughing at her dancing while she shook her small body to that horrible song. When she spun around to see us standing there, she squeaked and ran for her room shutting the door behind her.
"Go get her, Edward. We didn't mean to laugh, but it was just so funny to see," Alice said pushing me towards her bedroom.
"Tell her to come downstairs. I'll make her cookies," Esme said still laughing at her daughter.
Walking slowly I stood in front of her door, raising my hand to knock on it.
"Bella, it's me love. Could you open up please?"
I waited for a moment but still there was no answer. Reaching for the handle I quickly realized it was open. Sticking my head inside, I saw her lying on the bed, her back to me.
I climbed onto the bed, pulling her small body to mine. Taking a deep breath, I took her in. She smelled mouth watering and to think I was the man that had to turn her into an immortal before it was too late.
"We didn't mean to laugh," I said to her, as I smoothed her hair out of her face.
The view that she was giving me of her body was making my loins grow with need and want. I could see her succulent breasts heave up and down as she breathed.
"I'm sorry, I touched your stereo. I should have asked first," she mumbled.
She was afraid that I would be angry for her touching my stuff. It was anyone else of course I would be, but she is my other half, my love.
I started to kiss her neck to sooth her fears. I couldn't stop myself running my lips along her smooth skin. She skin was like velvet and I continued to trace a trail of kisses from her lips down her neck.
I meant to stop, but it was like she was encouraging me to continue. She rolled over on her side facing me. I couldn't stop my hands from traveling down to her hip, to the back of her leg. I grabbed a hold of her knee and hitched it over my hip. My hand traveled up her shirt to find her wearing lacy boy shorts. I couldn't stop the groan that rumbled within my chest.
"I love you in my shirts… you have no idea what you do to me" I said to her, but I'm sure she felt my arousal she pushed herself closer to me as she started to kiss my lips in return.
I didn't know how far I could go, I wanted her so badly, and I worried that I wouldn't be able to stop. She just tasted so good, so sweet. Her mouth then left mine as she kissed her own trail down my neck only to have her do the last thing I ever expected her to do. She bit down on the sensitive spot of my neck where Carlisle bit me all those years ago.
"Oh Dear god..."
I couldn't stop moaning as she moved her small hands down my body. She was just too sexy for her own good, I would die any second now, and I knew that for a fact.
Then her hand cupped my arousal, "I…I am not sure what to do, I mean I know from what happened with Charlie but…." I cut her off I didn't want her to think of those horrible times when I was not there to protect her. I didn't want her to have Charlie haunting our future… it was just us, not us and Charlie.
"We don't have to do anything, and if you do… we will learn together, okay?" I told her kissing her hair.
No one else mattered but the woman lying on top of me. I rubbed her breasts through my shirt, a shirt that looked so much better on her than me. That was when I smelled the most beautiful fragrance radiating from her body. The smell of her arousal mixed with her floral garden scent was almost too much to handle. She grinded deeper into me, I could feel the warm wetness seeping through my jeans. The warmth made me even harder and stretched the confines of my jeans.
I wanted to touch her so bad. I had waited along time for this even if we didn't go any further… just touching her delicate skin was enough for me, at least now.
"I'm yours, Edward," she said, her voice husky with apparent desire.
It was almost like she was reading my mind, giving me permission to do as I please. I ran my finger over her wet panties, the warmth that emitted could only be described as heaven on earth. She was so wet and to think that I was the one that caused this reaction from her was unbelievable. She felt so good, I slipped her panties down her legs, and I didn't want to ruin them. I liked them too much.
I continued to kiss her lips as my finger found its way inside of her. She gasped and I stopped. "Did I hurt you?" I didn't want to hurt her that was the last thing I ever wanted to do.
"No, I'm just not use to it" she nodded her head meaning for me to keep going. I moved my finger back and forth till she was use to the sensation; I added a second finger and she moaned into my mouth. Her small hand found its way down to my zipper of my pants and I let her take them off. I could feel her walls tighten around my fingers as her hand reached my tip.
"Ed…Edward, please" she pleaded as her orgasm was approaching. I pumped my fingers faster to get to the spot she so badly wanted. As she came she held on to the covers for support as her body lifted off of the covers.
EDWARD, WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY DAUGHTER?! I know your not doing what I think your doing… not without a ring on her finger.
Esme called out to me in her mind. Of course she would care what I was doing to her daughter. Bella was her own flesh and blood.
"Talk about a mood killer," I mumbled to Bella as I moved up her body and she put her head on my chest.
"That was different," she said with a smile on her face and a twinkle in her eye. I kissed her lips.
"Go to sleep love, it's late we have tomorrow," I said to her as I was trying to calm down myself and I heard her breathing come even. Now this was the most perfect day so far.