Lily glanced up nervously. Her friends gasped seeing her face.
"Wo….wow…what did he do to you?" Alana asked shocked. Lily's mascara was streaked down her cheeks and her blush and lipstick were smeared.
"No…nothing." Lily sputtered. She choked back soft sobs.
"Tell us!" Sadie insisted. "If he did anything to hurt my bff ill kick him in the nuts!"
"He…he just…he's an embarrassing bastard. That's all." She spat out as if the words were poison in her mouth. "If he hadn't of kissed me in front of EVERYONE!" She cried.
"It's okay Lils. We get it. But is that the reason you're sobbing on to your pillow getting it full of make-up? That's really bad for the fabric you know!" Alana said disappointed. It was just like her trying to make Lily feel better.
"She's right." Sadie said.
"That I shouldn't be crying over this and it's not a big deal?" Lily asked.
"No the pillow thing." They laughed a quiet laugh. "But that to!" they laughed some more.
"Maybe your right." Lily admitted.
Why was she crying over him? It's not like I like him and feel bad for yelling at him…it's not like I'm upset because I was glad he kissed me then I lied to him about hating it. Not like that at all. Lily thought.
She was an idiot and she knew it. She was falling for Potter once again. It had happened once…or twice…or maybe a couple times whenever he would make a move or brush his hand over her breast on accident. She would slap him and be mad but on the inside her heart would get excited. When he kissed her, her heart jumped twenty thousand feet in the air the land back in her with a thud and then started jumping with joy. She knew it was happening again and she couldn't stop it. She knew that this might be the time she Lily Evans would fall for James Potter and she had to stop it…and SOON!
2 Days Later
"Lily!" James called after her. Lily knew who it was. She didn't even glance back, she just ran to her next class. The whole day went like that, he would find her she would ignore him then get the hell out of there.
"Lily please just talk to me for one second!" James asked after potions.
"What?" Lily asked sternly. "Came to humiliate me more?"
"No I just wanted to say…"
"That you're a lying piggy bastard who should just go die in hell? Yea I already got that!" James looked offended. Lily started to walk away.
"Jeez I wanted to say sorry!" Lily turned around, tilted her head, and looked confused.
"Why would you apologize?" Lily asked questioningly.
"Because I knew how upset you were and that you were crying and I didn't mean to do that to you. I thought once I kissed you, you might think differently about me, and I'm sorry." James stared at the floor.
"Well…um…James you can't make me like you after a kiss that I didn't even want!" Lily said trying not to yell James that was the best kiss ever! You are the best!
"I know that's why I came to see how you felt about me." James gave her a grin.
"James…" Lily couldn't speak. How did she feel about him? She knew that she enjoyed the kiss but then again she didn't like him. She didn't hate him anymore so what should she say.
"Can we just be friends?" She knew that was the dumbest thing she had ever said and she totally regretted it!
"Look Lily…I guess so but…never mind. Okay fine. Just friends." James for some weird reason looked up doubtfully and gave her a fake smile. "Quidditch practice bye!" He ran off as Lily made her way to her dorm.