Colorblind

I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside

A light tapping at her window drew Haley's eyes from her book. Darkness outside, she wasn't expecting any visitors, but in her heart she already knew who it was.

Reaching her window, Haley quietly unlocked it, as his piercing emerald eyes met hers from across the glass.

He climbed in like a church mouse, silent but quick. Finding his feet, and standing to his full height, their eyes met again in the confines of her room.

"What are you doing here?" Haley asked, lack of assumption on her breath as a soft smile welcomed him.

Dean's shoulders shrugged before his pert pout move. "Couldn't sleep." Was his simple answer.

Nodding in response, Haley could see in his penetrating eyes something was haunting him without the words needing to be said. Taking his hand gently into her own, Haley led them to her bed as she spoke. "You can stay, but my parents are home tonight. So you have to leave by morning."

Minimal with the words, Dean nodded in agreement as his weight settled on her bed.

Haley bit her lower lip in nervous habit, she could see something was bothering him, but she could also tell he didn't want to say what.

"Where's Sammy?" Haley asked casually, making conversation.

A vibrant grin finally found Dean's face with the mention of his favorite little brother. "Back at the motel, he doesn't have problems sleeping." His words said volumes without saying a lot. An unspoken invite, Dean left her side, and crawled up her bed before sinking into the soft pillow.

Following his move, Haley turned to face him on the mattress, but didn't nestle in. Nervous by the closeness and the way it had her belly fluttering, Haley continued the small talk. "Your dad?" She questioned, captivated by his image, and how the sadness in his eyes made her want to mend his heart.

Dean tossed about on her comforter for a moment as if restless, and then sat up to be closer to her. "Enjoyed miller time, then passed out." He spoke with a quiet huff that flared his nostrils. The mention of his father bringing a tension to his brow.

taffy stuck, tongue tied Stuttered shook and uptight Pull me out from inside

Her dearest friend in every way this past school semester, Haley's face dropped with sympathy as her hand reached out to clasp his. "I'm here." She offered as consolation, a gentle heart warming smile brightening her face just for him.

Captivated by the light that emanated off her, it was the closest thing to peace Dean had ever found. His heart ached with the news he didn't want to share.

Squeezing her hand, Dean let the confession slip, why he had come over.

"We're leaving tomorrow. Dad's orders. He delivered them tonight." He spoke slowly with a somber breath of strength, but heart broken emerald eyes.

Haley's eyes dilated at the pupil. She knew what this meant, Dean had told her his past history of living like a gypsy, always on the road. This meant the Winchester's time was up here in Tree Hill, and once they left, they wouldn't be returning.

"What? No," Haley's face shook from side to side in protest as tears filled her eyes and slipped over, already missing his absence.

Watching her tears fall like rain almost broke Dean's heart more then the thought of leaving her. Giving the only thing he could, Dean opened his arms for her and welcomed Haley in.

In a second she dove against him, nestling close as the tears continued to fall.

Holding her near as tears filled the brim of his emerald eyes, but his restraint wouldn't let them fall.

Softly rubbing her back, Dean said his hearts truth incase he never got another chance.

"I don't want to leave you. You're the only girl I ever gave a damn about." Dean admitted from the heart with an openness he reserved for only her and Sammy. Dean hadn't seen it coming, and he wasn't even entirely sure when it occurred, but at some point over the school semester, his best friend Haley James had snuck into his heart. Not like other girls, who he dug for their bodies, and willingness to put out. No, Haley meant something to Dean. The thought of being without her charming presence left him feeling empty inside.

Pulling back slightly from the embrace, Haley was touched by Dean's words, as her chocolate orbs captured his emerald from inches away. She knew Dean cared about her. His witty kindness toward her showed it everyday, but he never said the words until now.

Her heart sped up under his stare and opened. Haley had promised herself when she became friends with him she wouldn't fall for him like everyone else. Only her simple crush was allowed, because she couldn't control that, but here in this moment, she was falling off the cliff for him, slippery and fast.

Not for reasons the other girls held. It wasn't his penetrating eyes, or his sexy pout, or even his well toned body, and what he was rumored to be able to do with it. No, it was none of those things that won Haley over. It was his heart, beautiful and big.

I am covered in skin No one gets to come in , Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding

Dean could see it in Haley's eyes, the door opening to her soul, letting him in, in a way she had never before. Like an ocean, in that moment all Dean wanted to do was dive in, because she was pureness and solace if he ever saw it.

His hand lightly found her cheek with a smile, needing to touch it, as his heart skipped a beat with the look in her eyes.

In second they were swept away, far out to sea, where no islands resided, no rescue boats went. In a second their lips came together, and their world fell into place for a time.

The moment slipped between their hands, and moved rapidly as Haley's breath quickened with his closeness. Piercing emerald eyes seeped into her soul with the look of love in his orbs, as if he was blind to anything but her sight.

Heart pounded in her chest with anticipation, like the beat of a drum solo to a sappy love song. Haley had never traveled this far before, but lost in Dean's gaze there was no where else she'd rather be. No one else shed rather do this with, and tonight was her only chance.

From inches away, Haley could smell the intoxicating musk of his bare skin mixed with homemade pie. Satin vanilla unfolded as the palms of his hands lovingly revealed her layer by layer.

Her uneven breath hitched as his lips closed in, and sensually claimed hers again. Haley's back hit her faded cotton sheets as creamy skin melted together like ice cream in the sun.

Dean's face broke free from the prison of her mouth, his pout still swollen and full with the taste of her. Penetrating emerald eyes pinned her as time and space suspended in the moment. "Are you sure? Only if you're sure." His heavy husky breath splashed across her face, flushing her cheeks, as it filled the distance between them. His tone quiet as not to disturb her parents a few rooms over, but full with concern for only her wishes.

The truth was revealed to Haley as her heart raced with her answer of certainty and devotion, the way timeless, irrevocable love always does. Haley didn't look away from his eyes, as her tongue swept over her lips and gave the final word, one her heart echoed. "I'm ready. I want it to be with you." She whispered in the dark, before silencing him with a kiss, giving herself to him.

Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am fine

"ColorBlind" Counting Crows

Question: So were you ok with Haley giving herself to Dean before marriage or did you fee it was ok because he was leaving? And for the record, yes, they were still suppose to be in High School