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I made it to the second flight of stairs before Edward grabbed my arm.

"Bella please just stop and let me explain." Edward pleaded.

"Edward let me go! You're hurting me! I never want to see you again! How could you?!" I screamed. A little white lie but I worked; he let go. He opened his mouth like he was going to say something but shut his mouth and hung his head in shame.

I ran the rest of the way down and surprisingly didn't trip or fall down. I started to panic. How was I suppose to get home. Alice had drove me! Aw crap!

"Alice can you drive me home?" I asked and shockingly my voice didn't crack. I was being relatively calm about this. It was scaring me. I was completely numb.

Alice drove me home without saying a word until we pulled into the drive way.

"Bella I'm so sorry. I should have seen that coming. I should have warned you. I would have kicked his butt!" Alice ranted.

"Alice it's not your fault that your brother is a complete jerk. Don't worry about it." I sighed.

"What my brother did isn't going to wreck our friendship is it?" Alice asked with false hope. She knew as well as I that is definitely was. But I wasn't going to tell her that.

"Of course not Alice I see you later" I said grimly.

As I walked into the house it finally hit me. Edward had cheated on me. Edward had his arms around another girl. Edward kissed another girl! I was extremely glad that Charlie had to work late because I did not feel like any warm welcomes now. I just wanted to take a hot shower, go to bed, and feel sorry for my self. Charlie woke me up the next morning to tell me he was going to go fishing and promised to take me out to dinner to night. I was glad I didn't feel like human contact, I was still sulking in my own misery. After Charlie shut the door. I just fell back asleep. Being asleep was good. You didn't think in your sleep. I didn't even remember having any dreams. Just complete and total darkness.

Dinner with Charlie was uneventful. I fully did not want to even get out of bed let alone sit through a hour of mindless small talk with Charlie. And I'm pretty sure he didn't either but I did for him. He just kept asking about Phoenix. I answered all his questions with a fake happiness. Charlie is so bind he didn't even seem to see it and if he did he was not letting on. He didn't mention Edward at all and for once I was happy about his prejudice.

The next week I was to leave for college. Well really Edward and I were but considering the previous events I wasn't expecting for he to be joining me. Charlie drove me to the airport.

"Be careful. I'm going to miss you" Charlie said before hugging me tight. " Where's Edward?"

Darn it. He finally had to say something.

"Oh something came up he will meet me up there next week." I was getting good at this lying thing.

I thought Charlie was going to cry. I have never seen this side of him. It made me sad to leave him. How was he going to survive without me? What was he going to eat? Stop it I told myself. I need to stop thinking of others so much and start doing what's best for me.

As I got out of the car I started to think about what I was even going to major in. Why was I even going to college. I never really planned on it. If it wasn't for Edward I would be a vampire right now. What did I even want to do with my life? As I walked into the airport I made a completely spontaneous decision. Why would Edwards mistake stop me from becoming what I wanted to? Why should I not become a vampire because Edward didn't want me anymore?

"Can I help you?" asked the attendant at the counter.

"Yes I would like to exchange this ticket for a next flight to Italy."

Cliffhanger! Sorry couldn't resist. Review please