OK I really don't like this chapter. I'm kinda having writer's block right now so if you have any ideas on what you would like to see happen leave them in reviews. Please review and I'm sorry this chapter sucks.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or the characters just this plot.

Once Aro asked me why I wanted to join I had to tell him the whole story. Which was not fun. To my surprise Aro was compassionate and understanding. It was set that I was to be turned. All of my worries of being killed by the Volturi vanished but were replaced with worries of my self control once I turned. The Volturi are not "vegetarians." So what was my stance on that subject?

I never would want to become a monster who toke others lives. I want to be a "vegetarian." Would the Volturi accept that? And if they did how would I control myself without someone to help me? I would be entirely savage as a newborn. Would the Volturi let that happen? Surely they wouldn't stop it. They themselves didn't think much of humans so why would they try and stop me from harming one. There was so much to worry about. Too much to worry about.

Aro was to be the one to turn me and I was a little unsure if he could handle it. What if he bit me and couldn't stop. Aro didn't even know me that well so there was an even higher chance that he could lose control.

All these worries filled my head. All these what ifs nagging at me. Stupid Edward if he wouldn't have cheated I would have been a vampire by now and would be taught self control by the Cullens. Dumb Edward had to ruin everything. When I started to think of Edward my worries disappeared and I began to think of how much Edward would hate this. I smirked played across my face. I was ready to become a vampire and I didn't care about the consequences. I just wanted to see Edwards face when he saw what I have become.

Jane had interrupted my daydream. She glided over to the chair next to mine.

"So you're going to become part of the family?" she asked.

"That's the plan" I replied.

Then there was silence. I wasn't sure about the type of relationship I would have with Jane. I got the feeling she might enjoy the company of another woman vampire who had a job similar to hers but I also got the feeling that she was jealous. She kind of had a right to be. I did feel kind of bad. You could tell Jane was Aro's favorite and I just paraded in her territory asking to be turned. I wonder if Jane thought I was going to be the new favorite? Would I be? I guess that all depends on the way I turned out. I hope I wasn't. I didn't want to replace Jane.

"Well let me show you to your room. I'm wondering if you can handle this lifestyle. Aro seems to think so and Aro knows all. If he thinks you're worth it, then you must be." Jane said as she lead me down the hallway.

Maybe there was a friendship to be made with Jane yet. I really hope so. I could use some allies especially powerful ones like Jane. She was the person I needed to make friends with.

"Ok here we are" Jane said as she pointed to what I thought look like a room a movie star would live in. This room was huge with everything you can image in it. It was like paradise. I stood there with my mouth open. Jane looked at my expression and laughed.

"You look a lot like I did when I saw my room" Jane giggled. Jane just giggled. The all and power Jane giggled. This wasn't going to be so bad. Better than anything Edward could have given me.

Jane and I walk into my room. She showed by the closet which was as big as my room back home and the bathroom which was the size of a living room with huge tube. Normally I would objected to being spoiled this way but I figure it was time for a change. Time for a new Bella and the new Bella loved to be showered with gifts. The new Bella was going to be an all power vampire that would never let anyone use her again.

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