A/N: liar liar pants on fire! Lol, you'll get it…
Note: Rated M for sexual content!
Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns Twilight and all its characters. I do not. :'(
"You're marrying a…vampire," my mother, Esme, started slowly.
I nodded. "Yes. You already knew that Mom."
"Does that mean that you'll…?"
I bit my lip, trying to decide whether I should tell the truth. "Yes," I said finally.
Mom took a deep breath. "Oh."
I took Mom's hands in mine. "Don't worry Mom, I'll be fine. This is the only way to be with Jasper forever. I promise, once I'm adjusted to the vegetarian diet, I'll visit."
"Won't it be kind of…miserable to live forever?"
"Not as long as I can spend it with Jasper." I hadn't told my parents about the Volturi. I didn't plan to.
Mom frowned at her feet. "I guess it's okay. As long as it's what you want and not Jasper."
I laughed humorlessly. "Jasper was totally against it the whole time! I just managed to convince him."
She smiled slightly. "Okay."
I frowned now. "I'm not going to be a monster. If I can help it, I won't kill one human. Please don't think of it that way."
"How long will it be before you can…not kill people?"
I avoided her eyes. "It took Jasper a while."
"How long?" Mom persisted.
"It took him fifty years, but! If I have Jasper helping me, it would take so much less time."
Mom's lips twitched and I could tell she was trying not to smile. "So if he's 'dead'…."
"Yeah?" I asked, fighting my own smile.
"It would be safe sex?"
I laughed. Thank god she was over it. "Yes!"
It had so much to plan in so little time! Even with Mom, Bella, and Rosalie helping, it would take at least a few months before the wedding could happen.
Mom and Dad were out that night, so I was home alone again. I dropped back onto my bed, heaving a sigh.
"Tired?" Jasper asked, stepping in the window.
I sat up on my elbows. "Kinda. Planning a wedding is hard."
"It's not the first time you have."
"True," I murmured, nodding.
Jasper sat down beside me. He lowered his mouth, giving me a surprise, and greatly appreciated, kiss. I kissed him back happily and safely, not trying to push it this time. I was too tired to deal with Jasper's 'I could kill you' speech.
To my utter shock, Jasper deepened the kiss, kissing me hard and deep. I reached up to wrap my arms around him. Jasper shifted so that he was kneeling above me, his hands on either side of my head.
I pulled back when I was about to burst from loss of air. "Jazz…What's with the change in attitude?"
Jasper kissed my jaw. When he spoke, it was into my skin. "I figured if we were getting married, it would be a good time to give in."
"To what?" I whispered. I knew the answer, but I wanted to hear him say the words.
"My lust for you," he said in a sultry voice that made my skin heat up. I wasn't tired anymore.
Fiercely, Jasper reclaimed my lips. I moaned into the kiss, trying to press my body to his.
Jasper moved from his kneeling position to carefully laying on me. I loved the feeling of his body pressed to mine.
I slid my fingers around his neck to his shirt. I started unbuttoning it, anxious to touch him. I pushed it off his shoulders.
Jasper's hand slid up underneath my shirt on my stomach. I shivered from the cold and the passion. He stopped kissing me in order to lift it over my head.
Itching to have my bare skin against his, I reached behind me to unhook my bra. I slipped the straps down my shoulders. As soon as I had it off, I pressed my chest to his. It felt amazing.
Jasper ran his hand down my side to my skirt. He pulled it down while running his hands down my legs. My fingers went to the button of his jeans. Once I had it undone, Jasper and I worked together push his jeans down.
"You should probably be on top, so I don't squash you," Jasper murmured. He rolled onto his back, leaving me straddling his thighs.
I ran my hands up and down his chest and up into his hair. I pulled his head up to kiss him. Jasper's hands slid down my back and around to my stomach. From there, they went up. He stopped at my breasts. With care, he palmed them and I moaned at the feeling of him touching me so intimately.
Our last pieces of clothing were discarded. Jasper hands slid down to my hips. I was impatient to join with him, but Jasper stopped my, staring into my eyes. "Alice, please, if I'm hurting you or if you want to stop, please tell me."
I nodded. "Okay."
Extremely carefully, Jasper entered me. I moaned while Jasper groaned. "Ugh, Alice, you're so…"
And then it happened. The lie had I been keeping so long was finally revealed. Jasper went through my barrier and he found out I was a virgin. Or…was…
I bit my lip, crying softly. A few tears escaped.
Jasper growled. "You lied to me!"
I nodded, unable to speak. "I wanted to make you jealous," I gasped.
Jasper went to pull out. "No! Don't stop now! That's just plain cruel!"
He stayed still before finally pushing back in. It burned slightly, but the pain quickly pleasure. I reached down to kiss him and twisted my fingers into his hair.
Jasper gradually sped up his thrusts and it was no longer painful. I moaned into his mouth and pressed my body to his.
All too soon, it seemed, I could feel myself about to climax. With one more thrust, I fell over the edge, Jasper following soon after.
I collapsed onto Jasper's cold hard chest, breathing hard. Jasper held me tightly, running his fingers through my hair.
I looked up at him, grinning. "Wow."
Jasper wasn't smiling. "How could you do that?"
I sighed. "I'm really sorry. That was water under the bridge and I didn't feel the need to tell you the truth. Besides, I'm glad I saved myself for you."
Jasper's head fell back against my pillow and he groaned.
"I love you," I said, kissing his neck.
Grudgingly, Jasper said "I love you."
I smiled.
"How was it?" Rosalie asked excitedly.
I grinned widely, thinking about last night. "Amazing."
"Was he good?" Bella asked shyly.
"The best!"
"Did it hurt more since he's…hard?"
Rosalie and I laughed while Bella blushed. "No, he was gentle."
"Well that's good."
Rosalie stood up. "Well girls, I have a husband waiting to baby-make with me. See you later!" She gave us both hugs before leaving. We heard her car leave the driveway before Bella turned to me.
"Something had to have happened to make Jasper to decide to change you," she stated.
I turned away. "I saw them, Bells."
"The Volturi?" she whispered.
I nodded. "In six months, they're coming here."
Bella stared at me.
"And they'll try to kill Jasper and I."
Bella stood up and hugged me tightly. "No matter what happens, I'll always love you, Alice. You're my baby sis."
I hugged Bella back. "I love you too Bella."
"I love you even when you drink nasty blood." She pulled back and grinned at me. "I don't think I could be one. I pass out when I smell it."
I smiled too. "I guess it's good I'm going to be the vampire then, huh?"
"Yeah."
I was so glad all my family was so accepting of my probably terrible decisions. I guess it was because they would want the same if they were in my position.
