A/N : Here is another chapter. I hope you enjo it and I also hope that you will take the time to review aswell . . . please?

The lyrics in this chapter are from the song 'A Beautiful Lie' By 30 Seconds To Mars.

Please read all of the following because it might be strange.

1). cookie-pocky-strawberry-love : Opposites attract is magnetism in science. I have just finished revising it for my test to help with my GCSE sets for next year.

2). Maximum Vampire : I know he is called the shadow king for a reason, I don't even know why Ayaka's life is so screwed up latley.

3). oOMidnightStarOo : I know most people would scream if Kyouya was their fiance, but if he was stalking you you might scream harder, but Ayaka was a bit freaked so she didn't scream.

5). dakota321 : Why do you give me the best damn ideas after I have written the chapter and I can't change it?

6). LittleBlondeSpazz : I do not know how anyone would survive without tortureing (spell check?) Tamaki. lol

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Chapter 35

To Lobelia ?

I knew I should have chosen to go to Lobelia Girls Academy.

But, no. I just had to choose Ouran.

I had to get a boyfriend.

I had to tell everyone my secret.

I had to do a lot of things, and most of them turned out positive.

Basically,

I had to go to Ouran, because I'm not a lesbian.

I had to get a boyfriend, because I fell in love with one of the most beautiful boys in the school.

I had to tell everybody my secret, but I felt like a weight had been lifted afterwards.

So, my life is strange, but I don't think anybody's life is perfect.

And I just realised, I didn't wake up screaming this morning. I just woke up normally, to realise that I had not had the same nightmare.

Only a different one.

I am now sat in my warm bed, in my pitch black bedroom, thinking about my life.

Suddenly, one of the songs that I like had one of the lyrics to fit in with my life.

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie it makes me

(Oh Oh
The end of the world)

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

(So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful...)

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie it makes me

Life is just a game and we have to get through it.

But, unlike a game, life cannot be reset.

What shall I do now?

I kept wondering about my life, when I heard a faint knock on my door.

"Come in." I whispered.

I now took a glance at my clock to realise that it was now 7 in the morning.

I then saw Haruhi step around the door and she then tip-toed to my bed.

"How did you sleep?" she whispered.

She must have heard Ann snoring.

"I had a nightmare, but a different one." I said. "How was your night?"

"Well, I have just woken up." she said, her eyelids still threatening to close again.

I started to quietly giggle.

"Just do anything apart from wake Ann up." I warned.

"Why?"

"Because Ann's blood type is AB." I said.

"Just like Kyouya's and Honey's blood type." Haruhi said.

"And mine, too." I added.

"Your blood type is AB? Wow. I didn't know that. But aren't you supposed to be grumpy if ou get woken up?" she asked.

"It had been said that you are grumpy if you are woken up, but I wake myself up, and I can't be grumpy at myself for too long. Because I have to forgive myself." I smiled.

"Oh, okay. Is Ann grumpy when she gets woken up?" Haruhi asked.

"Yes. I learned that the hard way." I said, a soft smile showing on my lips.

We then got up off of my bed and we crept downstairs and we started to talk normally.

"I have been thinking about things Haruhi." I said.

"Yeah. Like what?" she asked.

"My life. I want to make some changes." I replied.

"What sort of changes?" she carried on asking questions.

"Change schools. I was thinking of going to Lobelia. But don't tell the guys please, I don't want to hurt them." I tried to smile, but it failed.

"To Lobelia?" Haruhi said, now looking very upset.