Jacob's POV

I had to go and find my wasn't her normal behavior. Maybe she doesn't love me back but she would never run away crying, she would simply tell me . I figured that she had had enough time on her own. I started running towards the forest following the trail that Nessie had left. I found her there in a small opening curled in a fetal position. I could here her crying and it ripped through me.

"Nessie" I stood back afraid that if I approached her she would go into hysterics. "Nessie, it's ok if... if you don't love me I don't mind I.. I just don't want to lose our friendship because... well you mean a lot to me and..." Nessie began to look up slowly. Her eyes in complete and utter pain. " Nessie, you've been acting so different lately and ... it's not like you. I am here for you... you know that don't you? I just wish that you would open up to me .

"Please Jacob, just understand that I know you are here and I do love you but..."

she was sitting up right now and i knelt down so that I was at her eye level. The realization that she did love me hit me and I should be overwhelmed right now but I couldn't be something in her devastating facial expression had me complete concentration.

"I... I don't deserve you Jacob some- something happened that-" I couldn't take her pain I took her in my arms like a child and held her in my lap' I knew that she couldn't take much more and although I desperately wanted to know what happened to her I had to put her first she was my imprint.

I set Nessie across from me so that we were facing each other fairly close. Here eyes showed so much pain and guilt that it was amplified in my own emotions.

Renesmee POV

I felt stupid. Here I was crying my whole heart out to the one I loved. I stood up and wiped the tears from my eyes. I cleared all the emotion in my voice before I spoke.

"Look Jacob, I need to go home I need to have a shower I need a little time alone to just think. You can come by later but until then bye."

I gave him a little nod before I ran full speed to the main house. It wasn't a to long of a run from jacob's house plus with age I was getting faster. When I got in the door the whole family was sitting at the dinning table I guess they didn't hear me coming again I thanked whatever it was that gave me the gift to protect my thought as well .

My family , seeing me all got up in a flash and went in various directions; It should bother me that they were having a private meeting but my emotions were in other places. I went up to my second room which was my dads old room and lay on the bed. What was I s'possed to tell Jake? He obviously knew that something was up after my mini breakdown and I know my family suspected something. I was sick of thinking I jumped up and went to the bathroom.

The hot water cleared my head though never washing away the guilt. I knew that soon I was about to confess what had been picking at me for two months now, to Jake. I didn't want to think about his reaction I just knew that I needed to tell he what happened me so that he would waist his time loving someone used and broken.

After blowdrying my hair and getting changes into jeans and one of jakes hoddies I had received almost a year ago, which felt like a different time. I heard a knock on my door. It was Jacob, I could tell so I took a deep breathe and got up from my bed and opened the bedroom door.

"Hey Jake, could we go out, mean away from hear." Jake face was concerned put also in agreement .I walked right beside him our shoulders touching, downstairs and out the door then we broke into a sprint he seemed to be leading I knew where we were going our tree.

He stopped when we got there and i went to sit on one of the long tree root at least a foot of the ground. Jacob sat directly opposite about a metre away. I took a deep breath and began.

"Jake do you remember two months ago, when I went to Tess' party?" I said this trying to keep my voice even.

"Yea..."

"Well , something happened at that party and..." Jake was very patient and for that I was grateful. I knew he could tell that I was on edge.

" There was a guy there from my school. I was trying to get my mind of you which was now I know unnecessary. his name was TJ and he seemed nice to old maybe but a distraction. I didn't notice him leading me upstairs until... he looked the door. He held me down and I didn't now what was going on I screamed but... he hurt me and.... " Jakes face was full of disgust I knew I should have told him. He was judging me.

"I am sorry Jake, I could stop him. Pleas don't hate me..." I was desperately trying not to lose it but the thought of losing Jake wasn't bearable. " I am so sorry that I bother telling you Jake I just thought you could help that you could understand." I stood up my head looking to the ground. I began to run away holding back tear . The back o my throught was burning it was so hard to swallow.

How much could I take? mistake after mistake. Just then Jake caught me ruffly I didn't expect it but I was grateful. "Nessie why...didn't you tell me... earlier" his hands were on each side of my face holding me tight.

"I just it's my fault and I knew you would get so mad and wouldn't want me."

"I am just angry at TJ and when I get my hands on HIM he will be dead". We were talking as were sprinting back to the cottage and before I knew .

"Can we discuss that later, could you just stay with me now."

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