Jacob's POV

My girl, my Nessie sat there on the end of the bed in from what I knew was Edwards old room. The house that Esme had built again it Poland looked creepily similar to the one in forks but I wasn't going to let my mind drift to trivial facts. Right now I was all about Nessie. She was me and without her I would not exist or rather would exist empty. She was hurting she was emotional and physically traumatized and she wanted to talk to me.

How was I supposed to know what to do in this situation. I didn't one little bit understand the workings of a teenage mind. I didn't know what it was like for a girl to get rapped I didn't know anything.I knew though, that I had to at least try and as soon as I knew that Nessie was alright I was going to go after this TJ kid. I started shaking convulsively. Nessie was looking at me real weird like she was... afraid of me. Pull yourself together Jake I said to myself, you have to for Nessie's sake.

I went and I sat on the end of the bed Nessie is it appeared reflexively moved back to the head of the bed. I turned around to face her, crossed my legs and decided to giver her a good meter and a half of thinking space.

"Nessie, what he did to you, it well it wasn't your fault. You know that don't you?"."I am sorry I couldn't be there for you but I don't want you to be upset on something that your clearly couldn't of helped." I said this and her head lifted she appeared to be absolutely fine though she didn't have a smile on her face. But I knew her better than that. She took a deep breathe.

"I well I sorta know it ... wasn't my fault but I should have been able to stop him I was just in shock and I well then he was hurting me and I froze up." She was letting the emotion seep out in her voice.

"It's just that well, when he did that to me I lost a part of my self my well ,virtue that I was saving for someone special. Someone like you. I wanted you to be the one to ..." she trailed off I guessed she was embarrassed.

Nessie really was saving that for me? She thought of me like that? I was hurt... That TJ took something that should have been mine. He took the Virginity of my girl. I felt the heat rising through me again and I began to shake but then i got a hold of myself. This was selfish of me what must Nessie be thinking I don't know how I could think about myself in this situation. I gathered my thoughts and saved my anger for later know just focusing on Nessie.

"Look Nessie , I hate everything he did to you I hate him probably more than you can even imagine. But when that moment comes, if that moment comes for us I will be the one to take your virtue if you want me too because you virtue doesn't have to be physical and I'll think of it as your first time. It will be our first time."

"It won't be the same and Jake I love you but you deserve better than a sixteen year old slut. I just, you and me can't be because i will always know that there will be a better off with a, non emotionally and physically damaged virgin girl who isn't broken." She looked down ashamed.

"Look Ness I don't want to start going all corny on you are my everything my imprint not a slut and as long as I am..." My words just seemed to hurt her more.

"Get out please just go! Stop trying to make it worse I know what that you think was done to me wasn't my fault and that I can still have my virtue but I CAN'T! I will never get it back I will never be the same stop trying to make me feel better and LEAVE!" She screamed as she pointed to the door. I had no choice.

I turned around and slowly walked out of the door. I could kill HIM. I could rip him into SHREDS. I could easily kill the human but what I couldn't do is what I wanted to do the most. Help Nessie. So I knew what I had to do. I had to tell the Cullen's.

I walked into the dinning room. Renesmee had just left the house she said she "needed to go for a walk to 'cool off'.

"Cullen's" I spoke in a loud voice some of them were near by hunting in the darkness,I knew they could here me now they had all spread far to give me and Nessie some privacy. t "We need to talk about Renesmee." within a flash they were all sitting around in various spots. I took a seat truly feeling exhausted with the news that today had presented.

"I am sure you are all aware that Renesme has been acting differently the last month." I started to explain but was interrupted.

"And like we said it it just a normal teen behavior." Edward spoke smoothly but a little annoyed.

" I mean she is bound to be upset about her first break up even if she barley knew the boy." Esme interjected in her motherly voice.

"Let me speak!" I almost yelled feeling about rude but also not being able to contain the anger of earlier.

"HE , well TJ for that fact was not her boyfriend he rapped her. She is completely traumatized and after a month only decided to speak to me about it yesterday. I can't get through to her. I don't understand the complex workings of her and I don't wont to hurt her any further." The Cullen's were silent for a moment shock in there eyes which soon changed to anger.

"THAT BASTARD!". Roared Emmet.

"HOW DARE HE TOUCH HER." Jasper shouted a second later

"That poor poor girl." rose whispered in pain.

"HE MUST PAY!" Edward spoke completely defensive. The rest of the family members looked as if they were going to cry.

"CALM DOWN." Carlise said. "We must first speak to Nessie everybody just get a grip."

"Where did she go?" Bella asked clearly about to break out into dry sobs .

"She.. needed some space I tried to comfort her but that made her more angry."

"Than we will wait." Esme spoke and everyone agreed though from there faces everyone had a lot to say.

Renesmee POV

Finally getting away from Jacob, feeling awful doing so, I was going to do what I should have done all along. I needed to to this for myself. It was the only way I could keep sane.

I needed to confront TJ.

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Next Chapter

What will happen when Renesmee confronts TJ will history repeat itself. With Jacob be there this time or has Nessie just lost her mind?

What will Nessies' family of protects do? How will she cope with them finding out?