As I lied there waiting... waiting for the hell that was behind the door, something just ticked in me, some bomb that was ignited by a combination of fear, anger and... and desire, desire to kill, desire for there blood. I stood up , the injures forgotten though dully , in the back of my mind it was very painful. I felt empowered, suddenly in charge of my future and though I had been defeated, I wasn't going to let it happen again, The door opened to the three boys, though they each had a weapon in there hand which scared me a little, but with my new found strength I knew I could take them on.
"Nessie?, h- how... y-our eyes a-re red?" TJ spoke this with fear present in his eyes which pleased me greatly, the boys and TJ came into the basement holding pipes and bats.
"Now Ness baby, we can do this the easy way or the hard why your choice?" TJ spoke this calmly and with more confidence.
"Speak for your self." I growled and leaped at TJ, he was underestimating me after all how was he to know that I had finally embraced the vampire in me. I leaped at him latching onto his neck and with one quick rip his his half detached neck and body feel to the floor and began to drink .This made me feel powerful the taste was absolutely desirable I had to keep going.
I was so focused on drinking him, that I didn't notice the two boys coming behind me to defend TJ. I felt two blows, one in the back of my head and one in the middle of my back. I felt blood trickle down the back of my head but it didn't bother me because the vampire in me just got angrier and angrier I turned around and snapped the neck of one of the boys and he fell to the ground.
Only one of the boys were left standing, I could still here TJ breathing on the floor. The last boy, with the steel pipe in his hand tried to defend himself but I guess I was just to strong for him, with a quick blow to his head he was on the floor. I made sure that TJ and his friends where all dead before I buried them in the woods. I cleaned up everything in the basement before I walked out of that old and what appeared to be abandoned house.
I was wondering where my family thought I was, I mean how long had I been gone for?. I could feel the morning coming on I began to make my way back home feeling triumphant but vamp and all, really took it out of my and my head because head was pulsating. Than suddenly the events of this night caught up with me and before I knew it my head way hitting the ground and blackness filled my mind.
Jacob's POV
I had been walking in human form for hours now. I needed thing on my own but I also needed to find Nessie after all how long did she need on her own anyway? I was following her scent but just found myself walking in never ending circles. I walked through the woods and smelt moved earth. Which wasn't unusual for the amount of animals in forks but still seemed different.
I was searching for an opening when I picked up on the sent of blood. Normal I would ignore such a sent but this blood was different and the sweet scent reminded me of Nessie. I speed up at this though looking to track the sent and to my astonished eyes I found Nessie at the fringe of the woods lying there unconscious, dry blood on her Scull
"Nessie, Nessie can you hear me? Nessie pleas wake up." I said this in a panicked voice and she still didn't regain consciousness.
"Who could do such a thing a thing to my girl, to my everything." A tear ran down my cheek seeing Nessie like that, helpless and unmoving it absolutely killed me, I sucked it up and picked Nessie up in mu arms. I began running, I knew that Carlisle could help her.
"I am sorry Nessie..." I whispered, almost at the Cullen's.
I broke through the door yelling. "Help! Carlisle, Edward Help! Nessie is hurt." Within an Instant Carlisle, Esme, Bella and Edward were in front of me there eyes looked as if the were being tortured. I presumed the others were hunting. This way Carlisle instructed and I knew e was directing me to his practice that was built onto the house but I was to concerned to think of much but me Ness.
When I entered the private room in his practice I ever so gently laid Nessie down onto the bed which looked much like a hospital bed. Carlisle began to work over her while Edward began to drill me.
"Who did this to her? Where did you find her? How could this happen to my only daughter? What else did they do to her? Was it that TJ guy?" Edward Spit the question out but then fell silent expecting me to ask what I thought would be a never ending stream of questions.
"I found her in the woods 19 k's from here. I don't know who could of done this and I don't know much else but that who ever done this deserves to die. Will die.
Nessie's head began to move and her finger twitch. Edward, Bella and I were all standing towards the edge of the room are Carlisle came around to face Nessie who's eyes began to flutter.
"Jaaakke..."When she Spoke those words my heart almost burst for two reasons. One she was thinking of me and two her voice revealed the amount of pain she was in.
Edward stepped closer to Nessie though she wasn't very respondent still drowsy I guessed "What happened Nessie? who did this to you?" I was about to scold Edward for asking her so many questions when she was barely conscious but a tear ran down her cheek which distracted me.
"I... I don't know..." Nessie was lying on her side confused she seemed sad that she couldn't tell as anything. I was hoping at this moment that Edward wouldn't bring up the recent discussion of what TJ did to Nessie and in my peripheral I saw Edward nod. Thank-god he could read my mind. My attention went back to Nessie who was being checked up on by Carlisle.
"Renesmee, how many fingers am I holding up?" Carlisle sounded very professional.
"Four?" Nessie said in a pained whisper, than slowly she asked " Carlisle I... I can't feel anything...below my hips... w-why?". Carlise went around to her back and lifted the back of Nessie's shirt up and gasped, which was unusual for the normal calm and collected Carlisle everybody normally saw.
"It appears that you have some back injures, I think that it expends up your back and there are heavy eternal wounds. They are similar injures tot he ones on you head, I mean in size and depth." Carlisle began explaining, Nessie's face looked rather empty Edward and Bella looked extremely concerned. " I am going to have to remove Nessie's shirt to examine the full extent so if you don't mind stepping out of the room to giver her some privacy that would be helpful.
Both Bella and Edward walked up to a now shaking Nessie, her upper body was quivering and her eyes were watery. Edward kissed her on the for head, than Bella and they left the room anguished. I crouched down to her eye level and kissed her cheek than the top of her palm. I started to slowly walk out but before I reached the door I heard Nessie call.
"Jake no, stay it's okay and I need you." I breathed a sigh of relief I frankly didn't know how I was supposed to stand on the outside of the door and wait.
"Now Jacob just grab the chair over there and sit near her head she is in pain and frightened and I think that you being her well help her a great deal." He said this in a reassuring voice and I did what I was told and grabbed the chair and sat it beside the bet right near near Nessie's head. I took her hand in mine and started making circles with my thumbs on her hands.
Se was starring at me and I looked her in the eyes "Nessie don't worry I am here." I said this in a soft confident voice she just nodded silent tears streaming down her face crossing with dried blood.
"Ness I am just going to cut you shirt so I can take a better look at you back and see if we need to get you some scans. Carlisle began cutting from the side that Nessie was facing up on with some sort of surgical scissors. Her shirt was blood and dirt stained.
When Carlisle had cut her shirt and bra off he gave Nessie a blanket to cover her front not that I was looking there at all my eyes were on her eyes only as I watched her little quivers and face crunching. Carlisle started lightly touching her back and she let out little gasps of pain. Out the corner of my eyes I could she little splotches of blue, black and purple creeping over the side of her stomach. I was worried, but I knew Nessie had one of the best doctors possible.
"I appears that she has a compressed spinal cord which is good news and bad news. It means that with a minor procedure I can relieve the spine and allow her nerve senses to function normal again."
"Well ,what is the procedure ?" I asked not leaving Nessie's eyes a little more less worried.
"That's the bad part, I have to inject a needle into her spine, which has a chemical formulated to release the pressure." Nessie's eyes were terrified, she didn't fully comprehend what needed to be done in her state but she understood enough.
"Can you put her to sleep during the procedure? " I asked hoping for Nessie's sake hat he could.
"Unfortunately I can't, for two reasons I need Nessie to be able to tell me when she is able to feel her lower body so I know it has been inserted properly and also I believe she has a concussion and I don't want her to damage that further. I have to act quickly so no permanent damage can occur."
"Oh... well don't worry Nessie I will be right her for you the whole time." I tried to hush her but she looked more terrified every minute. Carlisle came right beside me to speak to Nessie.
"I am going to go get the equipment Nessie, don't worry it will all be over really soon I promise." After saying those last reassuring words Carlisle went to retrieve the equipment.
"J...acob promise you with be here the whole way through promise because I am so scared and I just need you beside me... please." Although Nessie said this in a whisper she managed to pull the tiniest smile.
"I will, I couldn't leave you and besides it will be over before you know it!" I forced a smile.
Carlisle came in with a tray with a needle and bottle of I guess what was going to help Ness. Carlisle began to set up and I just turned to face Nessie.
"Now Nessie I am just going to clean your head up and sterilize you back I will tell you when I will begin." Carlisle sounded very calm and professional and I was glad after he cleaned up Nessie's head wound and swabbed her back with betadine he took the blanket from her front and layed surgical sheets everywhere but where he was going to make the incision so I could only see Nessie's head and neck.
"Okay Renesmee just keep as still as possible and it will be over before you know it." Carlisle began to fill the needle but I knew that now, the most important thing is my Ness. Carlisle began to inset the needle.
"Aahhhahhh...Ahhhhhh...ahhh...aaaaahhhh." Nessie was hysterical I had never seen a person in so much pain. "Jacob.. MAKE IT STOP! AHHHH." she was beginning to move her hands.
"Jacob! I need you to hold her down. If she keeps moving I will have to take it out and I haven't got to her spinal cord she needs to be still!." I stood up and held her arms and shoulder while she was screaming and crying and shrieking it was all getting to be to much
but I had to do what was best for her and right now Carlisle knew what that was.
I knew it was successful the moment she started thrashing her legs and Carlisle took the needle out, Nessie let out one last scream before I let her go and went to her face which was a beautiful wreck she looked absolutely exhausted and hurt she still had silent tears and her leaps were quivering but I am sure that it worked. She couldn't speak yet and Carlisle was covering her back.
"You are the most amazing girl I have ever met." I told her and and it was the absolute truth. I knew that there was a lot to come and a lot to sort out. We still had a lot of talking but in this moment the little smile she gave me reassurance that it was going to be alright... I hoped.
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