"Bella," Edward whispered. "Why are you crying, love?"

It just tore my heart apart even more, and caused more tears to fall.

Hes your friend, of course he's worried about you, my head said to my heart, but my heart just cried and whispered back but I want him to love me.

Finally I couldn't stand it, and pushed him away. Before I made a compete fool out of myself, I jumped out of the bed I had been laying in, and ran to my bathroom and locked the door.

And it was there, that I let the sobs out along with the tears.

Edward POV:

She pushed me away. that thought raced across my mind, and for a second, I felt my heart stop. She had actually pushed me away from her..
Well, why wouldn't she, Edward? After all, you were the one who got Susan to pretend to be your fiancee so Bella would either get, A, jealous, or B, get her to break up with you and move on with her life and date other people. How cruel was that?

I ignored the thought, but my heart obviously didn't. Every beat was painful, and I had to wonder if this is what it was like for Bella, when I told her I didn't want to be her friend.. And if it felt like this when Susan kissed me.

I ran a hand through my hair, and walked over to the door. I was about to call out her name, when I heard something that tore my heart.

She was crying.

No, not crying, I corrected myself, silently. Shes sobbing as if her heart were broken.

I backed away from the door, feeling sick.

What if shes crying because of me?

That just made me feel even more guilty, and even more in pain.

I sighed, and walked back to where I had been standing and knocked on her door.

"Bella," I said, softly through her door. "Please, come out. Tell me what's wrong."

All of a sudden the door opened, and Bella appeared with red eyes and a red nose.

I was about to open my arms to her, but she walked past me.

What did I do?

"Bella, what did I do?" I walked over to her, grabbed her arm gently and spun her around to face me.

She shook her head. "Nothing." She glanced at my hand, then looked up at me. "I'd really like it if you took your hand off my arm, Edward."

I withdrew my hand. "What did I do, Bella?"

She didn't answer.

"What the hell did I do, Bella?" I yelled, losing my temper... And causing her to burst out in tears again.

I cursed myself and pulled her into my arms, holding her close to me and burying my face in her neck. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to yell." I kissed her neck, gently.

I moved my head and looked up at her.

"Why.." She stopped. "Why," she continued, swallowing deeply. "are you acting like this? You have a fiancee."

I opened my mouth to explain, but she held up a hand. "No, Edward, it's all right. I've been thinking.."

Oh no, she just gave me the 'I've been thinking' line, didn't she?

"And, I think this would be a terrific time to tell you that I am going to go to Italy."

My mind went blank, and I'm sure my face did to.

"Italy?" I repeated, wrinkling my brow. "Why would you want to go there, honey?"

She took a deep breath and looked me straight in the eyes.

"Because I'm getting married there, Edward."

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Hey guys, I'm so sorry about not posting lately!

In April I came out of my seven month relationship with my boyfriend, and I sort of went into a depression, I suppose you could say.
Then I got myself a job, and was working until a couple weeks ago when I had to quit, because my parents and I were moving yet again.

I hope everyone enjoyed my last chapter and this one.
Yes, I know its different, but I'm just going with the flow. I write what I feel like at that moment.

Just so everyone knows, no, Bella is not going to marry Aro. That much I can tell you.(:
Thanks for reading and commenting and adding me!

Misty-Day