Alright... the last chapter was fairly fluffy. This COULD be... it depends on how you interpret it. This chapter WILL delve into darkness... haha... literally
Prepare to be amazed, and possibly, slightly scarred.
Disclaimer: None of this is mine... well... the plot is from a deep, dark corner of my mind, but I own nothing else... I swear!
"Lilly! Yesss... right there!" Lilly is lying on top of me, and she is nibbling on my neck, with one hand down my pants. I have never felt anything quite so wonderful in my life. Moaning and writhing underneath her, I don't expect her to get up, so when she does, I stay on the bed for a moment trying to process what has happened. Extremely confused, I rise up off of the bed and follow closely behind her. Soon, Lilly reaches my doorway, and simply steps out. I quickley learn that it wont be that easy for me because when I try to follow her, it is as though there is an invisible barrier blocking the door.
"LILLY! COME BACK! I CAN'T GO WITH YOU! COME BACK... please," I have never felt such loss. She left me. I knew she would. I sit there crying in front of my door, when all of a sudden, I am back in my room... my REAL room.
I am sobbing into the crook of Lilly's neck. The astonishing thing is, she's awake, and holding me gently to her.
"Miley... shhh Miley. It's okay Miles. Everything is going to be okay. Don't cry honey. It's okay... you're safe."
Savoring the moment, I snuggle deeper into my best friends neck, and revel in the comfort seeping from her voice. It isn't long before I feel her eyes on my body, and I know that she is probably wondering what happened, but I can't think of a good enough lie, so I pretend to be alseep, and soon, my ruse turns into the real thing.
In the morning, I wake up to find her gone from my bed. She has made her way downstairs to the awaiting bacon, and pancakes. Holding back laughter, I watch her shovel the food into her mouth. I stand there watching for a mere 10 seconds when I hear her voice, rough from sleep, telling me to dig in, or get out. Giggling, I take a seat next to her where I find that she has made breakfast for me. I am so touched by the gesture, that I do not notice Lilly looking at me questioningly.
"What has been going on with you Miley? You have been so spacey lately. I'm really starting to worry about you."
"I'm sorry Lil... I just haven't been getting much sleep lately," as soon as my off-handed comment leaves my mouth, I regret it. Knowing that questions are going to start spewing from my best friends mouth, I dive into my awaiting pancakes, and fill my mouth with their syrupy goodness. Seeing that I am not going to talk right now, Lilly gets up to go to the bathroom. As soon as she is gone, I let my mind wander. Savoring the texture of my pancakes, I briefly consider that fact that maybe Lilly would understand, but my mind quickly rights itself, and all of the old fears of rejection come back full force.
I am hit so hard by the pain that I feel, that my body locks down as I am in the middle of swallowing a huge bite of pancake. All of a sudden, my throat is blocked and I can't breathe. I can't breathe out, I can't breathe in, and worst of all, I can't scream. I can't make the ONE sound that would alert Lilly to the danger that I am in. Clasping my hands to my throat, I can feel my face heating up. I can feel the blood in my veins screaming for oxygen. I can feel my insides twisting as they beg for air. I can feel all of these things, but most of all, I can feel the fear that is holding my body immobile. the one thing that crosses my mind as the world goes dark is that I will never get to see Lilly again. I know that this is it, and as the realization hits me, I feel ready for death. I silently say my goodbyes to Lilly in my head, and close my eyes for the last time. Death embraces me like a warm hug. It is nice... peaceful.
I can't see anything, but I sure as hell can FEEL. I feel my body shaking... almost vibrating, and I feel a pounding on my stomache... I thought that your heart didn't beat after you were dead. Suddenly, the blackness leaves, and I can see a bright light. It is painful, jarring, and downright frightening It is nothing like TV says it is. It isn't warm or gentle at all, and I feel as if someone is pulling me towards it. Damn it! This really HURTS! I want to go BACK! At least the blackness didn't hurt so fucking much! The light is coming towards me, and soon, I am enveloped in it's searing pain. The first thing that I can hear, is a girl's voice frantically yelling. I can't make it out, but it is soothing to my aching muscles. Everything is clearer now... it is still blurry, but I can make out blurry shapes, and the girl's words finally make sense.
"Oh god... oh god... please Miley! Wake up!" Her voice is pleading and desperate, "Yes... yes she still has a pulse, no, she's not breathing! FUCK! BREATHE MILEY! PLEASE," she yells. I feel hands on me, rapidly, and forcefully thrusting down upon my belly. As things get clearer, I once again feel the chunk of pancake lodged in my throat, and as the pounding on my abdomen continues, the food moves. It slowly crawls up my throat in short bursts that are seemingly in time with the rough shoves. At last, it falls out of my mouth, and I take a long and painful breathe. I look around, and I catch one last glimpse of my best friend before falling into the blackness once again.
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