AN: Okay this one is a little bit longer. Enjoy

Disclaimer: I wish I do, I wish I do, I don't own Vampire Academy books

I sunk to the ground. I felt like I had been punched in the stomach, hard.

I couldn't even cry. I felt numb. Slowly somehow I managed to drag myself to my bed.

I didn't even try to fall asleep. All I could think of was his way of telling me that as though he didn't care. It reminded of when he had to lied about his feelings to me except now I could feel it was real. As I replayed the scene in my head I realized something. Those jade eyes. I could never forget them. They belonged to my worst enemy. Victor couldn't be let out of prison, could he? No, it must have been my imagination.

I slowly stayed there, lying there on my bed shivering from shock and cold, until the sun had made its final rays. I wanted to stay there all day but then I heard another knock on my door. As soon I heard it I felt the feelings I was trying to ignore, Lissa's. I crept out of bed and opened the door. Lissa stood there. She smiled when I opened the door and said, "Jeeze Rose, you look….terrible."

She was a little scared about how different I looked. It shown true through the bond.

I tried to put on a brave face said, "Thanks Liss, I think you look amazing to."

"I was just wondering where you were. Are you sure you're okay? You look pretty bad.."

"Yah, I'm okay I guess. Look, let me get cleaned up and I'll meet you in your dorm. Go get your feeding, you look a little hungry."

Lissa eyed me before slowly saying," Okay but.."

I tried what felt like a smile, "Go I'll be okay"

I walked back into my room, almost jumping back when I saw myself in the mirror. Lissa was right. I did look terrible. I looked scary. My hair was piled up on my head like an animal's nest. My eyes were bloodshot. I had to tell Lissa about Dimitri and everything. I thought I might go crazy if I didn't tell someone. I had to tell her now, today.

I wasn't in the mood to do much with my hair so after my shower I just pulled it back in a ponytail and put on some jeans and a t-shirt.

As I walked to Lissa's dorm my heart was slowly sinking, no more trainings, no more teasing, no nothing. I felt like I couldn't laugh anymore. I was nothing but numb. I don't think I could have smiled even if I wanted to.

As I reached the Moroi dorm my mind wandered back to those eyes, could it be just my imagination that they looked liked Victor's eyes?

I looked up; I had just past her dorm. I rolled my eyes at myself.

"Just great" I muttered, "I really am hopeless without—"

"Me?"

I rolled my eyes. Just what I needed. Adrian.

"Go away! I don't need you right now"

"Ouch, look I just wanted to say how sorry I was about everything.."

I stared at him," Cause you would know how I feel just perfectly."

"Well, worst enemy on the lose, no but I can pretend."

Worst enemy? On the lose? What was he talking about?

"What are you talking about Adrian?"

"Same thing your are."

"Ok, then what am I talking about?"

"Victor, he's been released"

AN:Kinda cliff hanger...

Should dimitri leaving have something to do with victor?

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