Shane and I have been driving for about four hours, thirty three minuets and seven-i mean eight seconds. This wasn't an about, this was the exact time. I didn't know where we were going, Shane said not to ask any questions; he didn't want me worried. At first I thought we were going North because I kept seeing mountains. Only mountains. But then I remembered we were at camp, the mountains were around us, it would take hours before they were out of our sight. Then, I realized by signs we were gong northeast. I saw different signs with New York and Massachusetts on them.

"SHANE, YOU IDIOT!" I heard Mitchie scream, waking me up. I thought we were about to crash, I shot up from my seat screaming.

"SHANE WHAT'S GOING ON!"

Mitchie and Shane both stared at giving me the "what-the-fuck" look.

"Miley," Mitchie said as Shane started driving again. "Don't worry, I was complaining about the radio, not us dying."

"Oh..." I said slowly resting my head on the car window. "Are we almost there...well...wherever we're going?"

"Yup," Shane said, "Fifteen minuets."

I looked around the area, it looked like a smaller New York...not as clean, but nothing to complain about. I missed the exit sign, so I couldn't even make out the state. Time passed by and Shane drove into a hospital, a hospital in New Jersey.

"Shane...why are we here?" I asked with a soft voice. "Whats wrong with Nate?" I got worried as both he and Mitchie ignored my questions and got out of the car. "Shane, answer me!" I demanded as i followed the two out of the car. He was still ignoring me. I grabbed onto his hand pulling him back, "Shane! Let me know why we're here, is he okay?"

"Calm down Miley!" Shane sighed, "Everything is gonna be okay."

"We're at a hospital Shane, this is NOT going to be okay!"

He ignored me again and we entered the hospital. I looked around, all of this sick people, all of the sad family, all of the crying loved ones. I felt like I was going to be one of them again. I knew what it was like to be waiting in these seats. The waiting room seats, the cold pleather cushions making everything seem worse. Then the doctors would go up to you with a small smile, moving you into another waiting room; a private one. They'd give you updates on your family members surgery and health, then they'd come in saying that your mom is fine, just needed rest. But, a couple of hours later they would come in saying that the accident was too damaging, the surgery didn't follow threw and your mother was gone. That's what I think if hospitals.

I was seven years old when my mom was in a car accident. A drunk driver hit right into her and changed my whole life. If she didn't need to go to the store, she wouldn't have been driving in the rain on a holiday weekend. That man wouldn't have been driving and he wouldn't have hit her. I wouldn't have spent my Christmas Eve wondering where mommy was and I wouldn't have spent my Christmas night in the intense care unit.

I didn't want to deal with this pain again, I didn't want to think that Nate was hurt, I didn't want to believe it. I kept thinking positive. That, he's fine, that he's not even here and Shane needed to check something out. I kept hoping and praying that we'd get out of here and go find Nate and I'd run into his arms saying how much I forgive him and how sorry I am for not forgiving him before.

"Miley, come on." Mitchie said, taking my hand gently and leading me out of the seat. We got in an elevator, Shane was trying to brighten my mood by pretending to hit all of the buttons but his plan failed when he saw me frowning still. He pressed the button to the thirteenth floor. I couldn't help but jump every time we passed a floor.

Once we got to the floor Shane walked up to the nurse at the front counter. "Hi, can you show me to the room Nate Grey is in?"

She asked for his ID to make sure he wasn't some fan, and once she was sure he was actually legit, she showed us to the room.

"Nate!" I said as I looked in the room.

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