Note: Hello Hello! Chapter 4 is here! I kinda let myself go A LOT in this one, so enjoy! Oh, and homophobes, BEWARE! There's more than just a little kissing here… Remember the rating! I warned you!

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4. An unusual evolution:

Lord Voldemort was watching the ground in thought. The cold dungeon cell was gleaming with drops. The younger Momoko seemed perfectly normal to him. She wasn't born a monster, but a hypocrite, yet she seemed just s innocent as any other girl her age. He couldn't conceive how the woman sitting in front of him now could possibly be that girl she's describing to him. It seemed farfetched that this renowned cold-blooded killer couldn't even tie her clothes around herself when she was fourteen. He began to wonder what it could have been that made her the person who she is now. He started to feel slightly impatient, his curiosity taking over him little by little as the seconds passed.

Momoko was just looking at him as he was lost in his thoughts. To her, he seemed to be analyzing what she had just said. Finding that katana was a sort of turning point in her life. It was from then that she began to understand what she had gotten herself into. What she went through starting that precise moment changer her forever. Of course, she had to recount all of this to Lord Voldemort. Why? She wasn't happy about it – it actually hurt her to remember her childish innocence seeing who she is now – but she tried considering it some sort of therapy. In a way, it made her feel better to let all those memories out of her mind. She understood full well that she can't change or forget the past, but speaking of the things she had seen made them somehow more emotionally manageable, no matter how treacherous they were. Seeing them again before her eyes as she spoke was realizing it was time to deal with the past. That was her goal. She had no interest in giving Lord Voldemort any information to help him or his followers. She was simply looking for peace, and it was the simplest way to get it.

"I know you understand that this point of the story is the beginning of my formation for who I've become. I will not linger on the beginning. All I did with Onee-san was eating and sleeping, and she sometimes would invite me into her room to have a more private talk about what she had found out about Lucian. Apparently, he was equally searching for her, only he had a much harder time finding her. She was living in a deserted place that most passersby thought deserted. The few that ever saw her were the merchants, but they had no Idea where she lived. They had always thought she was a villager, so no one bothered to ask where she stayed for the night.

"Onee-san was also very secretive. She spoke to no one except me, and only said 'hello', 'thank you' and 'goodbye' to anyone else. This was an advantage for her. The only thing that gave her away, though, was her beauty. She turned the head of every man on her way to the village, though the village and away from the village. She had no means of hiding herself. She wore those ugly kimonos the house's owner left behind, but she could have worn some old rags and still no one would have said she looked bad. Her unique eyes were also a problem. She did her best to hide them under a cloth, but it was sometimes necessary for her to look up to check she wasn't followed, and anyone could have caught a glimpse of her eyes. All in all, she thought it necessary for me to begin my formation as soon as possible.

"She would be absent longer than usual and come back with a big bag of metal and wood, saying that they would be necessary for me. I didn't know where she could get such material in our surrounding villages, since they were all so poor. When I asked, she told me that she was able to sell a few things to get herself a rowboat and go to the closest port there was. When I heard that, a thought flashed through my mind. The only thing that stopped me from leaving her was that I had no way of crossing the ocean to get to Hokkaido. Now that there was a way, my mind was racing. All I had to do was get the boat into the water and row in one direction until I get to land. I went to sleep that night with the thought fresh in my mind and dreamt of my family that I missed and that I loved. I could see myself in my garden sipping tea with my sister, like we always did. I cried that night in my dreams for the first time.

"As soon as I woke up, I headed to the kitchen and found Onee-san dressed up and fiddling with her cloak. I sighed with relief. 'I was hoping to catch you before you leave,' I said. She turned to look at me then look back at her cloak. 'I was also hoping to see you before I leave.'

"This statement stopped me dead in my tracks. 'You need to go through a necessary step in life to become mature enough to help me out. I can't be responsible for your downfall just because you're still innocent and naive. You must be taught something of vital importance to what you will be doing. For this, I want you to have a friend by the time I come back. When I say friend, I don't mean a girl. I mean a boy. Or a man,' she added thoughtfully.

"I looked at her curiously. 'What's this about?'I asked. She just smiled and shook her head. 'When will you stop being impatient?'

"I took this as an opportunity. 'I will if you tell me where you go all the time.' If I knew she wasn't taking the boat, I could go take it to Hokkaido and she'll never know. She turned to look at me, then walked to me and looked hard in my eyes. 'You won't find it,' she said. I felt a rush of blood go into my face as my heart nearly stopped. I tried to keep my eyes onto hers, but I couldn't and I let them down on her left shoulder.

"'What are you talking about?' I asked, trying to sound confused and hoping I could convince her. She put one hand on my shoulder and her other under my chin and raised my head. I kept my eyes low. She sighed and said, 'look at me'. I did as I was told and she was smiling sadly. Seeing her smile made a bubble of anger in my chest suddenly burst. I threw her hands off me and backed away, glaring at her.

"'Save your pity for someone who deserves it,' I said coldly. This time, she stopped smiling and looked sincerely sad. 'I don't pity you, Momo-chan. I was -' her voice broke and she looked away. For some reason, all the anger just fluttered out of me. She suddenly looked so small and fragile, not like her strong and demanding usual self. I walked to her slowly and realized there were tears in her eyes. I had never seen her cry before. That image broke something inside me. I suddenly felt at a loss for words, something a geisha never does. I didn't know what to do or say, but I knew I didn't want to see her cry. It hurt me more than I thought it would.

"'Onee-san,' I whispered, and she sniffed loudly and turned her back on me. When she spoke, her voice was strong with resolve. 'You are right, Momoko-san. You are right to want to leave. You came here unwillingly, and I understand that you miss your family and want to see them again. I can't keep you captive here. However,' she turned back to me, no tears in her steel cold eyes, 'I will not be the one to row you back home. If you wish to leave, you will have to do so yourself.' She tightened her cuffs around her wrist and put her hood up. 'The boat is behind that rock on the northeastern coast. Good luck.' She then walked out to the garden and disappeared on the main road to the village.

"I stared helplessly at her back. How on earth was I going to get to Hokkaido when I don't know how to row? I don't even know where north and east are so I could get to the boat in the first place. Anger rose inside me again to the point that I felt an irrepressible urge to hit something. I walked to the screen door and slammed it. I felt better, but it didn't solve my problem. I had the whole day to think of a plan, but I soon realized I was terrible at planning. I decided to walk around the beach until I find a big rock then look behind it. With this, I got up, put on my lightest kimono and walked out the front door onto the sand.

"Outside, I looked around and noticed there were absolutely no rocks around this area. It seemed I had to look elsewhere. I took a left turn and started to walk. It was hard to walk in the sand; I had never done it before. The sand was sticking to my sock and that was annoying. I don't know how long I walked in the sun, but I know that it was starting to get very hot and that my sight was beginning to blur. I touched my head and quickly snatched my hand back. My head was terribly hot and I started to panic. I was very far away from any civilization and any shade. The coast was huge, and the closest tree was the size of my thumb when I looked at it. Hot, thirsty and dizzy, I started walking to the trees. M knees felt weak, and my legs gave way soon after. I wasn't very far from the trees, and I caught a glimpse of something shiny as I fell. I stared in front of me as my sight turned to black slowly, hoping that someone might have seen me. After that, my head hit the ground and I thought no more.

"When I woke up, I was on the cold floor of a house. I was blindfolded and my hands and legs were attached together. I tried getting up but I lost balance and fell back down. I was at first unable to realize what was happening to me, but then it hit me. I've been kidnapped! I shook my head, hoping that the cloth would fall off my eyes, but it was tightly in place. Fear overwhelmed me and I started to gasp and whimper. 'Onee-san, 'I whispered, but no answer came. I called out louder, and there was still no sound. Losing control of my emotions, I screamed out for her, and a screen door banged open and a smell of tobacco caught me.

"'Shut up you bitch!' A man was yelling at me. 'Get me out of here! Please!' I said desperately. He was surely someone who knew which way was out. Instead of feeling a helpful hand on me to reassure me, I got a loud cackle from the man.

"'Get you out? We're not done with you, are we, boys?' He spoke from behind somewhere I couldn't see, and I heard someone else laughing and another person asking if I was really awake. Shuffled steps coming nearer, then a strong smell of alcohol and a voice so close I jumped. 'You're really young, aren't you? Too bad we're gonna have to spoil such a lovely young girl.'

"I tried crawling away from the voice and my head hit something behind me. I hears them laugh loudly and a man say 'Woah there, you just banged into me you insolent little slut. Can't you see where you're going?' That made the others laugh harder. I didn't know where to go anymore. The laughing was coming from all around me. I just curled up on my side and cried, hoping this was just a nightmare, but my thoughts couldn't drown their laughter out. A brutal grip caught my hair and threw my head back. I yelped in pain, making them laugh again. Another hand took my hands and legs and picked me up from the ropes binding them. The pain from my ankles and wrists was unbearable. I couldn't calm my crying, which seemed to be highly amusing to them. I dangled like this until someone did something with these ropes, but they never put me down.

"What I was dreading then began. My kimono was carefully cut from around me and taken off, to a general growling and moaning of the men. Hands stroked my body, repulsing me. They were touching my breasts, hips and lower parts. I thought I could die of shame and disgust. I couldn't stop screaming for help and asking them to stop, but the more I screamed, the more they laughed and moaned. Someone pulled my head sideways and I yelled again, but my yell was stiffened as something warm entered my mouth and someone groaned. I couldn't breathe and my stomach turned over several times, as he kept moving in my mouth. I was freed only for a second when I took a deep breath then suffered the same thing again.

"I felt something wet and warm pressed against my lower organs, and I bit whatever that was in my mouth as hard as I could, tasting blood. A man screamed an agonizing scream and I could breathe again, spitting out the blood. 'You bitch!' He yelled and slapped me hard across the face. Everyone paused for a while, then laughter broke out and someone stomped out of the room. I thought I was free, when someone put his lips on my lower parts again and I could take no more. He got off and pressed something hard and hot against the same part and I screamed from pain. I couldn't think or move, all I found to yell was 'DIE!'

"A sputtering sound came from somewhere above me, and another person coughed in a terrible way. A scream came from another room and someone ran to the men with me. 'I can't stop bleeding! Make it stop Kaga-kun!' The man gasped and spoke in a weaker voice 'Kaga-kun? Kaga-kun!' He yelled, and hit the floor. 'Kaga-kun, what happened? Answer me Kaga-kun!' Another thud sounded on the floor then a hand grabbed my throat. 'What did you do to them, you bitch?' He yelled in my face. I couldn't understand what was happening. 'I don't know,' I gasped, my voice barely audible since he was squeezing my vocal chords so tightly.

"His grip weakened slightly, and his voice considerably. 'You did this. You killed Kaga-kun and Ren-kun. How did you kill them? Answer me!' His last words were barely a whisper, and another thud sounded around me just as his hands freed me. I stayed there, hanging, not understanding what happened. You killed Kaga-kun and Ren-kun. I couldn't have. Why isn't he speaking anymore? What happened? The silence around me was disturbing, and my mind was in a buzz. I couldn't handle all these events at once. I started crying again and screaming for help. I moved so much the rope broke from those holding my hands and feet together and I fell with a thud on top of someone. The body was getting cold and something wet my legs.

"I pushed my head down against the bones I felt under me as hard as I could to free my eyes from the black bandages on them, and it worked. I looked up and saw the horror I was in. The man I was on top of was as pale as a ghost and drenched in his blood as I was. I screamed and crawled hysterically away from him and backed into a corner, looking at the other two. One's face and body were contorted in a terrible way as though he was in exceeding pain, and the other was staring blankly at the ceiling, his back and stomach pierced by a blade that was standing upright and trapped between two floor boards, and his body had slid down the blade until the hilt. Tremors overtook me and I hid my face in my knees and closed my eyes, but all I could see was the three dead men. I had no idea how they died this way, and logic said clearly that it couldn't have been me, since I was tied up. Nonetheless, I couldn't help thinking I had done it. I had thought it and it happened. I had no idea how, but I knew it was me.

"It took me a while to realize that the ropes binding me had loosened enough for me to slip a hand out and free myself. I then ran out of the building and realized where I was. I was in the forest right next to the beach. It was night and the full moon was shining brightly, shimmering on the sand and in the water. I ran to the beach and took a right, hoping I had really come from there as I thought I did. I ran endlessly, feeling as though something was running behind me, trying to catch up with me. I closed my eyes and could almost feel their breaths on my neck, wanting to kill me as I killed them.

"This odd feeling suddenly reminded me of Lucian. I gasped, lost balance and fell down so fast I rolled in the sand before coming to a halt. I screamed and scrambled back up and noticed I was naked. I immediately crouched back down, looking around frantically. The beach was deserted. I sighed with relief and got up again, running. Just as I was losing hope in finding the house and hopefully Onee-san, I saw a dim light and a familiar roof. I laughed and ran faster, ignoring the ripping pain in my chest, and when I got to the door, my legs refused all orders and stopped. I fell loudly on the wood and heard the usual shuffling of steps and the door opened. Onee-san was staring incredulously at me, her face stained with tears and her silver orbs glowing beautifully in the moonlight. She smiled weakly and threw herself at me, hugging me tightly. I fell back on the floor, caught in her iron grip and wrapped my arms around her warm body, feeling safe.

"We stayed like this until I gasped with emotion. She lightened her grip slightly and looked at me, concerned. I couldn't help crying, and couldn't stop the tears rolling down my cheeks. Her warmness just let my entire emotions spill out of me unwillingly. 'What happened to you? Where are your clothes?' She looked at me for the first time from head to toe, and saw the blood on my legs and gasped. 'What happened?' She demanded, looking at me. I couldn't do anything but whimper and cry, so she picked me up by the arm and wrapped it around her shoulder, holding me by the waist and leading me away. I soon realized we were heading to the hot springs when I felt the heat. I couldn't see much behind a curtain of tears. I was dropped lightly into the water and I felt my muscles relax. I just sat limply, crying, and soon I felt her body pressed against my side. I looked up to her, and she wiped my tears, a soft look in her eyes. She took my left leg and a sponge and started to clean off the blood. I couldn't look at the blood. She noticed this but stayed quiet. When she was done with one leg, she did the other and started on the rest of my body. Sand was stuck to me from everywhere, and Onee-san hated sand in her house. She was exceptionally soft on me, and waited until my crying subsided.

"I started to relax as she continued. She was on my back now, the sponge running on my skin in a massage-like manner. 'Are you better?' she asked cautiously. I nodded quietly. 'Will you tell me what happened tomorrow?' I nodded again, and she placed a light kiss on my right shoulder. Puzzled, I turned around. Her eyes were glowing strangely, in an almost intimidating way, yet her voice was soft and soothing. 'I'm not done with your back yet, you know,' she said. I didn't move, and she placed her hands on my hips lightly and pushed me sideways and my body obeyed. My mind was still in a haze. All I could do was feel her touch as she finished her job quietly and calmly.

"Her hands ran softly down my back, then around my waist and onto my stomach. For some reason, her touch was comforting. It was warm and welcoming, and it especially made me feel good. The sponge made circles on my stomach, and then went down to my navel. The soft touch made me gasp as I felt an electric shock going through my body. Onee-san hushed me and kissed my neck softly, her tongue lashing out lightly at my sensitive skin. I felt as if wings were fluttering in my chest, as though I was filled with lightness. I didn't understand it, and I didn't want to. I just felt as though I was being liberated from a straightjacket.

"Onee-san let her hands up to my chest and slowly wiped the sand off my skin. Her hands lightly held my breasts and then moved them so as to get the sand off. I shut my eyes, letting her work, and noticed I was getting a drunken feeling. She was done and touched the tips of my breasts lightly. I felt the grain of the sand on them and a moan came out of my mouth unwillingly. My eyes widened with surprise. I hadn't meant to make any sounds at all, yet my body was completely disobeying me. Onee-san chuckled lightly and kept wiping the sand off my nipples. A fog was getting into my head as she continued and this feeling of lightness and drunkenness amplified. My head fell back onto her shoulder and she continued even though I felt no more sand. I think she might have realized the sand was gone after a while, which made her job complete.

"She let me go and turned me around by the shoulders. She then put her hands under my armpits and heaved me up onto the side of the springs. The hot fuming wood smelled wonderful. I sat up, and she looked at me, keeping her eyes at me as she slowly spread my legs apart, as though looking for a sign of resistance. I just couldn't resist. I felt as though my body and my mental were two separate things. One was quite surprised and unable to cope while the other was entirely obedient and wanting. When she judged my legs wide enough apart, she heaved herself lightly out of the water just enough to push me lightly to the ground. When my head had reached the ground, she pressed her lips against mine lightly and then went back in the water. Just then, not seeing what she was going to do scared me. I got up suddenly and looked at her questioningly. She just smiled warmly, that odd glint still in her eyes. Then she placed the sponge on my lower parts and rubbed with it very lightly. The moan that went through my lips surprised me even more. My legs closed a little, making her use her other hand to keep one leg out of the way while her body kept the other at bay. She seemed to concentrate very hard on what she was doing. I blushed; that was the first time I ever let anyone see me in this state, and enjoy it. When my sister used to speak to me about mizuage, I would feel very embarrassed and I thought it was disgusting. Now, I wasn't feeling embarrassed at all, and it felt anything but disgusting.

"She proceeded to rub the sponge a little harder, making me shiver and moan slightly louder. I stopped trying to mentally resist that which my body wanted without a doubt. Her fingers joined in the sponge, touching me lightly around my cave. I tried resisting the urge to fall and kept looking down at her for as long as I could, but I realized the fog in my head was holding me from seeing anything, and I fell backwards lightly. I don't know what she did then, but I could feel a sucking sensation on my clitoris as her tongue lashed at the entrance to my vagina. I couldn't stop any sound coming out at this point. My breathing was becoming harder, and my hand unknowingly gripped the edge of the spring.

"'Ah! Onee-san…' She hushed me again, and I felt something long and thin going inside of me and gasped. 'It's just my finger, Momo-chan. Hush now.' I immediately relaxed when I heard her voice. Her finger moved in and out of me, making me moan and huff with the rhythm of her movement. She placed another finger inside me slowly and continued her slow movement. I felt her going deeper and deeper inside me, and at some point she touched a spot that made my back arch with pleasure 'Aaaah! Mmmm…Onee…san…'

"I couldn't make any more comprehensible sounds as her fingers rushed faster inside me, touching that spot again and again. At every touch, I felt as thought I was going a step higher to heaven. This didn't seem to satisfy Onee-san at all. She sucked lightly on my clitoris as she kept moving inside me. 'Ah! No, Onee-san! I…I'm…AH!' My body felt as though it caught fire and she moved even harder through my climax, making it last for a time I couldn't know.

"That bursting, soaring feeling inside me left as quickly as it had overcome me. I couldn't move at all. I was still breathing hard, my eyes closed, my head to the side and my body drenched in sweat. I heard the water move and felt a hand on my cheek. I opened my eyes and noticed how I could see clearly again. Onee-san was smiling over me, her hand keeping my hair out of my eyes. She cupped my face in her hands and kissed me. She let her tongue slide into my half-open mouth and brushed it against mine. I didn't want it to end. I wrapped my arms around her neck and let her lead. When breathing became absolutely necessary, we parted and she helped me up and walked me to my futon. The air was so warm I was dry by the time I had gotten to my room.

"Comfortably in my futon, she slipped inside as well and wrapped me in a tight embrace. 'You've finally gotten what I wanted you to have. You lost your virginity tonight. I'm glad it was me you chose to give it to.'

"'Onee-san…' I held her and buried my face in her shoulder, winding my legs around hers. She picked her head up and whispered goodnight to me, then we fell asleep instantly in our mutual warmth."

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There you are! Hope you liked it! I know I'm making the same request again and again, but if yu didn't like it, tell me why! Thanks and see ya in chapter 5!