Wanting Reality
I'm a mess,
Inside and out.
You lead me on,
Then you let me down.
I've been wearing low-cut shirts,
Just to get your attention.
I've been ditching church and
Wearing makeup, just to see
Your reaction.
"You had me waiting, anticipating.
Everything we could've been."
I've heard Stereos say.
But, I guess it's true, just
Look at today.
I don't know if this is just
A crush or more.
But, I'm scared, 'cus,
I want so much more.
In want this to become reality,
Don't you?
I hate you, I hate you, yet,
I l o v e y o u . . .