Pushed aside
I saw the pictures of you and her,
I grab the knife and movie it closer.
I look at you, your smile, your eyes.
I fell too fast, it's no big surprise.
I don't know how to get out of this hole.
I take one step and fall in deeper.
You break my heart with every step you take away.
I run to you, but you push me astray.
I told you my secret but you didn't care.
You didn't email and I didn't dare.
You pulled the trigger to my heart,
More and more, we fall apart.
So, now I guess, we push it aside.
The feelings, the memories, still very much a l i v e . . .