Hey guys,

thank you for reading and reviewing, I was so stoked to find out that ppeople were still reading my stories! It was like wow, honestly? You guys still actually like me? Well fuck me sideways. Lets give them another chapter then, huh?

So here it is!

You must try hard, don't give in
Keep it up and you win
Don't let them know they get to you
Put on a brave face and you'll get through
On your own, on your own way

Bottled up is where your fears go, your fears go
You will never show your fear
They'll tear you up until your tears show, your tears show
Smoke and mirrors

Skye Sweetnam - Smoke and Mirrors

Bella Point of Veiw.

"What do you mean hurt?" I asked stupidly.

"Bella, you are not stupid. You know what I mean." She scolded me. Any other time I would have found it funny. But this was my son. My sweet little Brady. What did he ever do to deserve anything bad to happen to him? I would kill.

"There was a rogue vampire.. A male. The pack couldn't find him and Brady was running the premiter and-" I cut her off.

"On his own?" I asked, sure he was old enough to be on his own, but he was still young. Why the fuck was he on his own out there?

"I don't know but-"

"What the fuck are we doing here? Lets go!" I screamed and took off at my full speed to Sam's house. I knew thats where he would be. They were always at Sam's house.

I reached there in a matter of minutes.

"Where is he?" I nearly screamed at Jake but tried to tone it down. Rose placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Fuck, woman. How'd you get that fast? That was faster than anything I have ever seen." She told me.

"I don't care, fasinate later. Where is my boy?" I asked glaring at everyone in the room.

"H-he. H-he's i-in the lounge." Someone told me. I didn't stop to even think of who it was. I knew it was one pf the pack. I was by Brady's side in a heartbeat.

My Brady. He looked so fragile. His normally russet skin was paler than it should be. His lip was split in the corner, his throat looked ripped open on the side and had a white bandage holding pressure on it. I could tell his ribs were broken by the way he was struggling to breath . I moved the blanket off of his body to inspect the rest of the damage.

His body was completely bruised, but even under the bruises you could tell he was pale-ish. He shouldn't be this way.

His heartbeat was slowing. My panic set in. I inspected his body for more damage when a cresent shape caught my attention. I lifted the bottom of his shirt and looked at his stomach. A huge bite mark. Why couldn't I smell the venom before? Fuck!

"Sam!" I yelled. He was by my side in an instant. I could feel his eyes boring into me but m attention was focused on the bite.

"Shit!" Sam cursed when he finally looked. "How could I miss that? Fuck! Brady.." I could actually feel Sam's regret and sorrow. It was radiating off of him. I was glas Jasper wasn't here.

"What do we do?" Sam asked gently. His voice was barely above a whisper. "He's going to die and it's my fault. Why didn't I go with him? I knew I should hae gone with him!" He yelled at himself. I gripped his hand, placing my other hand on Brady's forehead. He sighed at the contact.

"Mom?" He whispered.

"I'm here baby." I told him. His lips twitched up in a small smile.

"I love you, mom. I wanted to spend more time with you." He told me slowly.

"Brady boy, shut the fuck up. You're not going to die. I won't let you." I promised him.

"Mom, you have such a foul mouth for a pretty lady." He tried to laugh but ended up coughing. A small amount of blood came up. He reached for my hand.

"Brady, I am so, so sorry." Sam whimpered.

"Not.. you're fault." He told him. I smiled at my son. He was so caring, ignoring the fact it was him that needed to be cared for.

"You wouldn't be here if it wasn't for me." Sam told him. Brady closed his eyes.

"No. But I told you to stay behind. I'm going to die and it's my fault. Not anyone elses." He said firmly. I kissed the palm of his hand. His lips twitched into a smile again. And his heartbeat slowed.

"I love you mom." He whispered with a smile on his face. I panicked.

"I love oyu too baby. Forgive me." I told him. I leant forward and bit his neck and pushed as much venom in as I could. His eyes shot open and he screamed, gasping for breaths.

"Bella? Are you fucking crazy? What are you doing?" Sam screamed at me. I kept pushing venom into his system. Maybe it would work. It was a last resort. It had to wrok. It had to!

I pulled back and looked at Brady's pain filled face. His eyes were closed and his mouth was shut tightly. He was trying not to make anymore noise.

This is going to work out in the long run, okay? I swear.

I know Bella didn't want to hurt him, but she had to. He was suffering.

I love Brady.

Sorry Brady..

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