This is going to be, a breaker. Sorry for the long hold up, but i was sick, and i didn't have energy to write or so.
Plus i've started on another fic so yeah.. but anyway here's the next chapter! reminder - KEEP BREATHING, all the time

A nurse was standing beside her bed, "SHE'S CRASHING, there's …"

Lexie starred at the light that blinded her. She opened and closed her eyes a few times and looked around. It was empty, it was empty around her. Not a single person, she was in the ICU but there weren't anyone there.

All sudden there were steps behind her and she spun around to hear Susan's voice.
"Lexie?" She watched her mom in front of her.
"Mom?" Lexies voice was confused; she had turned around in the empty ICU to see her Mom, who was dead.
"Alexandra Caroline Grey, why are you here?" Susan's voice spoke rapidly; she knew she didn't know how much time she had. Susan looked at Lexie, who opened her mouth.
"I.. I…. I don't know.. I fell, I think.. now.. I were am I?" Lexie kept looking around and outside the glassed windows of the room she sat in she now noticed someone near and dear to her.
"Lexie.. you're… d" Susan voice broke. "You're de.." Lexie smiled out through the window.
"George?" She jumped down and hugged him as he looked at her, he frisked her up and down before he gave her a sly smile.
"Lexie, why.. ?" His raspy voice shocked her as she smiled.
"I fell down the stairs, I think.. it was a spider.. I was.. breaking up with Alex or something.. " She shook her head. "Whatever"
George and Susan looked at eachother.
"It's NOT whatever Alexandra Caroline Grey" Susan barked.
"Lexie, you know all you get here is.. " He took a deep breath as he felt all the doctors in the room, on the other side. "Moments with the people. Right now, Mer is standing right here, and Derek" They're worried about you. Mer is crying, and she's thinking about her baby, the one she lost thinking she will lose you to, she thinks of when she was.. dead.. She met Dylan, Denny, her mom… yeah a lot of people."George used his wise voice to get Lexies attention.
Lexie smiled, "I feel Mark.. " Her eyes sparkled and she looked at her mom.
"Wait, does this mean I'm dead?"
Susan and George both nodded,
"or we're not sure, cause.. you can be here and just be half dead, or on way to death, if you don't fight." George added as he saw Lexies face.
"But I want to go back, I want Mark, I want his babies. I want to be a surgeon, I want to save lives.. I don't want to die cause of a fucking spider" Lexie started to cry.
"You can try, and you have to. Mer won't handle loosing you and her baby. That'd be too much, she barely handled loosing Doc, her Mom, Susan and a lot of others, she's lost so many during her years, and this close to her baby, her dream, that'd be too much" George kept going on as Lexies eyes widened.
"She had a baby?" Lexie starred at him and it became quiet.
"She miscarried, when Derek was on the table" George said quietly.
Lexie gasped, "And she didn't tell me? Yeah she cares about me" She hissed.
"She does, but it's a tragedy for her, she didn't want to think about it, she found out the same morning." Susan whispered, she realized the more they got, the less time did they have left.
"Lexie, you have to decide.. If you don't want to be here, you have to go" Georges voice was angry.
Lexie starred at him and she saw a movement behind him.
"Reed, Charles?" Her voice was squeaky and her eyes were searching the room for more people she knew.
"Yeah, if you want to stay here. Stay here, otherwise, run.. now" Reeds voice was hard, almost masculine. Lexie looked around,
"Where should i… ?" She was shaking, her voice was shaking and she was a little blurry for a moment.
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The monitor still beeped, there was a few beats.
"Bradycardia"
30 seconds passed by, and the lines flattened.
"Asystole"
Outside the room Meredith cried in Dereks arms, this is how it felt for him, when I drowned.
"Never do this to me, I will never do that again" Her voice was shaking. Dereks hand squeezed her harder.
"it's okay, I won't" His calm voice was there. "Just breathe Mer"
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Lexie looked around, and she took a breath.
"I love you mom" She hesitated but she felt Georges hands in her back and she ran, she ran through the light in the door and she smiled.

Mer sat down, and the door was open. The nurses, doctors and everyone that had been around was leaving. It had passed 30 seconds since they had given up, and all sudden out of nothing there was a beat, and another one, and another one..
"Heartbeat is coming back" The nurse yelled out in the hall.
A doctor ran in, and he looked all over her. "She's still in coma though; we'll give her a moment to recover. Everyone leave!"

So, a shocker right? Next chapter, we'll have to see about that.. it's going to be fun i hope :)
rewives are love