AN: okay i know this chapter is way shorter but, it felt soo good this short.. So deal with it..
oh and yeah, i forgot the disclaimer in the beginning.. but yeah, im not shonda rhimes.. SO.. i do not own anyone.. (exept future new people, and a few unnamed nurses and so)

Mark looked at Alex, he could see the pain in his eyes, how his body ached and the feelings streaming through his mind.
"Why don't you go home sleep Karev?" He glanced at him.
"Why don't You go home?" Alex cut back and frowned at him.
"Lexie wanted me first you know, and you love Izzie.. we all know that.. "smartypants Mark thought.
"Yeah, so? Now she wants me.. "
"No she wants me, we both know that.. "
Alex looked down on his brick, he wasn't even hungry. He looked at the salad he had and he picked in it with his fork.
Alex scoffed and stood up, "I'm heading home then" He blurted without any intensions to go there. He walked around the corner and took the stairs around til he came back to Lexies room.
"Hey beauty" He smiled at her as she turned to him.
"Alex…." He noticed the disappointment in her voice..
"You choose Mark right?" He sighed and sat down in the chair.
"I don't know.. No I don't.. I choose neither" She choked in a sob.
"Yeah, you want Mark.." Alex rolled his eyes
"No, I said to him I wanted you…" She laid on her side.. "but I don't know"
"You do, Lexie.. I don't care.. We all know I love Izzie, and you.. The sex is awesome but, I'm not looking for a relationship now, and you want to have all that!"
She sighed to herself and wiped away a few tears. I do, I want that.. crap.. Her mind spun around as she turned to Alex.
"I'm so sorry.. I really am" She sobbed and leaned over and kissed him one last time.
Alex kissed her softly; "I'll ask them to page Mark" He smiled at her.
"Yeah, thanks Alex" She smiled

"Can you page Sloan?" Alex looked at the brown haired nurse.
"I'm not a nurse… " The girl turned around and Alex noticed Aprils smile.
"Oh sorry Kepner.. You look hot" He smiled
"So, do you Alex" April mumbled.
"Well I have to find a nurse, want to find an on-call room after that?" Alex knew he couldn't do anything hard but he could sure have a little bit sex.
"But you're hurt, you're hurting from your GSW" April stammered.
"So?" He smiled at her..
"We can, get to know eachother, like.. talk.. I don't want a relation but, I do want sex.. But I can't hurt you." She smiled.
"Sounds fine" Alex reminded himself, better than Lexie.
They walked together around the corner and Alex poked a nurse on her back.
"Can you page Mark Sloan to Lexie Grey?" He asked quickly.
"Yes of course" The reply was simple and they walked away and sat down in the cafeteria.

Mark looked down at his pager when it beeped. He shrugged before he stood up and walked out from the cafeteria, he took a cup of coffee with him as he walked away. He ran up the stairs and stopped on the top to catch his breath. He had no condition to run the stairs. He took a deep breath as he walked over the catwalk and around to Lexies room. He stopped outside the door, watching her laying in her bed, and he smiled for himself. He knocked on the window and he saw her turn her head against him. She smiled a shy smile and nodded.
"Hey, you tired?" Mark asked quickly and pulled a hand through his hair.
"Yeah, a little bit" Lexie yawned.
"You should sleep, get better and so"
"No, I need to talk to you…"
"We can talk later, you need to get better, then we can talk" Mark said firmly
"no, I can't sleep… Not until you know" She whispered
"well, I'm waiting.."

Lexie looked at him and sighed, her head was spinning and she didn't know how to say what she wanted to say. She noticed Mark sat down on the chair beside her, and she took his hand and squeezed it softly.

Mark sat on the chair beside the bed, Lexie hadn't said anything since he told her he was waiting for what she had to say, which was about 20 minutes ago. He looked at her as she turned around in the bed, for the fourth time she faced him but this time she opened her mouth.
"Mark, I do want to marry you" Lexie finally said

so atleast she decided, right?

Next chapter is gonna focus on Mer/Der and Lexie/Mark..

We'll make a sihort timejump in the middle of it i think.. we'll se.. im gonna start it now, hha!