A/N: So what's Mark gonna do when lexie said that? And what's happening with Alex? And Mer?

And yeah, i'll say this now. Im gonna update on both my fics, but it's gonna be kind of irregular since i write when i get ideas. And i don't always ahve those. i ahd a writers block for a while on this one now, and we'll see. i'll try to update often. But school starts soon to, and it's hard to make everything fit in the short time of the day.

"Mark, I do want to marry you" Lexie finally said

Mark starred at Lexie..
"You do?" His face lit up
"Yeah I do.. " She whispered.. "I've always wanted to do that"
Marks eyes sparkled as he kissed Lexie, hard, romantically and in seven billion different ways in one kiss.
"You should sleep Lexie, we need to get back as a couple before we get engaged and so.. And I want to make a real proposal, if you can wait?" Mark smiled at her.
Lexie yawned at Mark, "That's true.. I want a real proposal" She giggled.
Mark kissed her forehead and whispered "Sleep now" He sat down as she saw Lexies eyes flutter as she slowly fell asleep. Mark held her hand tight and felt her grip loosen quickly.
He tricked his hand out and walked out to the waiting area and noticed Meredith sleeping cuddled up to Dereks chest and Derek softly caressing her hair and her back.
"Lexies sleeping, take your very sleepy wife home man" Mark said quickly as he sat down.
"You should go home for a while to.. " Derek blinked "I'll drive.."
Mark shrugged and rose as Derek easily took Mer in his arms, he winched a bit feeling his scar burn and Mark shook his head and sighed.
"I can carry her, if you want to?" Mark offered.
Derek shook his head and took a deep breath.
"She's light as a feather… And she hasn't exactly got heavier since two months ago" Mark heard the concern in his voice.
"Well, home and sleep and make her eat" He blinked and they walked down and out to the car.

Meredith opened her eyes slowly, she recognized the room she was in, Her own bedroom.
"What the…" She began as she noticed Derek sitting outside on the porch.
Derek turned around just as she sat up, he watched her body and what now was her even smaller waist and her tiny thighs and sighed as he opened the door.
"Mer.. It's only 9pm and Lexie is still sleeping, I talked to Mark 5 minutes ago!" He smiled at her.
"How long have I've been sleeping?" Mer yawned and looked into Dereks eyes.
"Six, seven hours maybe.. You need more, and you need to eat to" Derek gave her a strict look.
"Not hungry, but thanks"
"Mer, you have to.. You're disappearing in front of my eyes" Derek looked at her and took a deep breath.
"Can we just sit outside first?" She smiled at him and reached out her hand to him.
Derek took it and walked out on the porch and pulled Mer into a tight hug.
"I Love You, you can't wither away from me.. You're so tiny Mer…" He whispered and his eyes filled with tears.
"I won't Derek, I promise" She whispered and she sat down in the hammock cuddling up close to Derek. She took a deep breath with her nose, inhaling Dereks soft scent as she started to cry. She cried for her baby that she'd lost, for Lexie and for the moment she thought she had lost Derek. She cried for everything she held inside her chest for the past two months.
Derek looked at her and softly caressed her back.
"Mer, talk to me!"
"I just, I almost lost you… It keeps coming back to me; I can't deal with that… Derek I love you so much." She whispered as she cuddled closer to his chest. He easily lifted her up in his lap, and kissed the top of her head.
"You're not getting rid of me that easy you know"
She looked up at him and kissed him softly.
"I love you Derek, I really, really do"
"I love you to Mer, so much"
Derek looked down at her, and opened his mouth.
"Mer…" He began and his voice was fussy and he stumbled on his words.
"Did you really mean that you said when I laid there and you said if you die, I die?"
Mer put her hands to her face and took a deep breath.
"Yes.. I did.. I realized when you laid there, I can't live without you. I never thought that if you died, I'd die.. Maybe not die, Die but die inside, my soul would die. I wouldn't have a life, I'd be a zombie"
Mer mumbled as she pulled closer to Dereks chest, feeling his heart beat under his skin.
"Oh, Mer.. I would never leave you. You are the love of my life. I can't live nor die without you"
"You are the love of my life to, I never thought I'd fall in love, get married, have kids" She rambled without thinking.
"Have kids? Like have kids now, like we're having kids" Derek mumbled in confusion as he squinted down at her.
"yeah.. or I didn't mean like now, Now. I meant sometime, like I want to have your kids, with my crappy DNA and your perfect hair and your awesome blue eyes and my nose cause yours is ugly, no offense, and like chatty cute kids that is running around in the backyard of our dreamhouse out in the woods that your mom would be so proud of" Mer twaddled until she had to catch air.
"Mer, BREATHE" Derek smiled. "It can't be good for you to talk for so long much without breathing."
She scoffed at him as she felt his hand on her lower back, softly caressing it and moving to her hip, she relaxed and before she knew it she had fallen asleep, cuddled up close in Dereks lap in their hammock.

Life never goes as we expect does it?

Alex walked through the doors to the hospital at 7am, he'd been with April for one day but he already felt the looks in his back. He walked side by side with April, and when they got to the nurses' station he gave her a kiss on her cheek.
"hey, I only have one check up, want grab lunch?"
"yeah, I have my counseling, you know I'm still not sure about this" April looked at Alex,
"April, calm down it wasn't your fault and you've been on vacation for over a month and.. wait sure about us or the work?"
April gave Alex a look that made him stop talking,
"work.. yeah, but I nearly killed the chief, THE CHIEF Alex! But lunch later.. fine" she said, and walked away from it, heading to the elevators.
Mer glanced at them from the other side of the desk closely sending them a few comments but always changed her mind in the last minute.

Alex followed her,
"hey, it wasn't your fault. You couldn't know it was that guy." He gave her a hug and kissed her neck. April turned around,
"no, but I still made the chief get shot. Alex I only blame myself." Alex gave her a warning glance and jumped up the stairs.
"see you later, wait for me at lunch" He looked after April when she walked away, but he didn't have that feeling, that he had with Iz. He sighed and heard his phone rang, he picked it up and saw the number.
"Iz?" he answered shocked.

Why does Iz call Alex? She divorced him as we all remember, (that was NOT a happy moment...)
It was close for Mer there to, right?

R&R , :)

Mer glanced at them from the other side of the desk but she understood there was not worth to giev a comment on this one. Mer glanced at them from the other side of the desk but she understood there was not worth to giev a comment on this one.