I did this for my homework and realized that there's "loneliness" in my prompts! 8D And since I'm too lazy to think of a new drabble, I decided to use this! :D -gets shot-
Note: There's no reader insert here~ and take it that Take-kun's mum is known~ 8D and I know that a guy writing in a diary is gay = =… and i know that Take-kun is veryyyyy OOC -get shot again-
Loneliness (Takeshi)
The darkness that trapped me in its confined space, as if it was trying to smother me. All the blank faces that looked at me with no expression, then looked away like I was not there. That feeling of being isolated from the others, loneliness. Nobody likes it. I am no exception. People walked past me without noticing my presence. Even when they accidentally bumped onto my shoulder, only a cold "sorry" reached my ears. Nothing more, nothing less. It was like I never existed.
The façade that I had was crumbling day by day. My lonely expression was starting to surface. The people did not seem to notice it. After all, they had never noticed me. I could only keep myself "happy" with the little friends that I had. It was better than nothing. However, I did not feel like I belonged there, with them. It was like a barricade separated me from them. I could never reach out to them, no matter how hard I try.
Things were a little better at home where I have my parents. They make me feel less lonely, less out of place. I stepped into the shower and turned the tap, letting the cool water hit me, to drown away all the feelings of loneliness within me. After which, I plopped myself onto the bed and took out my diary to record down my day.
"Today" was all that I wrote. I was stuck again. There was nothing happy for me to pen down. I cancelled away the word and replaced it with "Isolated, yet again". It was the same for the other pages. I closed the book and lay on the pillow. The whitewashed ceiling seemed unusually comforting as I reflected my day. Nothing special happened as usual. I was all by myself again.
My eyes were half-lidded by the time I was done. I was falling into slumber bit by bit, drifting into my own wonderland. Sleeping shuts myself away from the world, but it also shuts away my loneliness. I knew that the next day would still be a lonely day.