Disclaimer: Like everyone here, I Do Not Own Twilight, just this plot is my own. I like to play with Stephenie Meyer's dolls.


Previously:

When I was finally on my room again, I cleaned it up a little, and a little became a lot, because I especially like to clean when I'm mad, or sad, or just feeling down. Maybe it's a bad sign that my room's so neat, if you look at it from that way.

Maybe, maybe did Edward think you wasn't making an accident. Maybe he was thinking you got the story out of, let's say, Esme – or Sue for that matter, since they're BFF's – and then decided to be so nice to make him remember the nice time he had when he was thirteen.

But why the hell would he think that?

Because he's a boy, and boys are stupid.

Butthatstupid?

The voices in my head were right, and I had to find out if he'd thought that I could be that crude, so I thanked the lord for cell phones, and sent Edward a simple, short message.

I didn't knew

I waited for at least two whole hours. I already lay in my bed, reading so I would stay awake (Yeah, that's right, reading doesn't only work to fall asleep, it's just what you want – to sleep or not – that it'll help you with.) when I felt and heard my phone vibrating.

I know tht.

I doubted that. Hell, I needed to know more than that information. It wasn't even information, actually.

Ws tht wht u thot? T ws an aCdnt. Im rly sry.

I apologized for what was maybe the thousandth time.

Edward didn't answer that one. I take it youdidthink I could be such a bitch, buddy.

And that didn't make me happy.

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"Bella, you can't stay home for the whole summer!" Alice exclaimed while she painted her toenails. "You should go out more, have fun! Look at me! I'm having the best time of my life."

"Who said I can't?" I asked. "Besides, last week, I went to the mall with Angela. And maybe I don't want to have the best time of my life."

"Bella, what is the mall? The mall is where you hang out when you are early out of school and you don't know what to do for example. I bet you didn't even once went out of town this year."

I just ignored her. Yeah, of course she was having the best time of her life, she didn't like a boy that was mentally ill. Monkeyhead.

"Just come with Jasper and me to the movies tomorrow. It'll do you good. I promise. It's supposed to be a good one." She tried.

"but why the hell would I come with you two lovebirds to the movies? Why would I want to go to the movies if I can watch the porn movie that will be playing next to me? And why would I spill money on some movie I just can download from the internet?"

She sighed. "Bella, I'm not going through this. You know, and I know, that I will win in the end, anyway. So stop trying to argue with me. You give me a headache."

"Yeah right. I give you a headache. Fine." I gave her the death glare. "If I'm going to agree – don't smile 'cause I said if – I'm doing it only because otherwise I have to be in the same house as Rosalie and Emmett the whole day, and those two are way worse than you." That was a lie, I could do whatever I want to do so in fact, I didn't even have to be in the house, but I'd rather told her that than admit that she would win the argue anyway.

"So you're coming?" she barely could held her smile back.

I sighed deeply. "Yeah, I'm coming with y'all to the movies."

"It's going to be so much fun!" she exclaimed. She neither clapped her hands nor jumped up and down, but it was eerily close.

"Fun for you Alice, not for me. Don't forget that. And consider me, please." I warned her.

"Yeah, Yeah, I will." She had started painting her other foot.

"Seriously, it's my brother we are talking about, I mean it! I don't want to be able to hear him moaning while kissing my best friend!"

"He's your cousin, technically. But all right, I hear you."

I rolled my eyes.

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"Alice, make a choice. You already have Jasper so it doesn't really matter what you're wearing as long as it's not ugly."

"Bella, you're way of the road. As in, really wrong. A woman never stops fighting for her man. Even when he's as faithful as Jasper."

I sighed and just took care to text Jasper that Alice was being, well, Alice, and we would be a little late.

Of course we were late, and I was glad Jasper had already bought the tickets for Alice and me.

"Edward's already standing in the line to buy popcorn. Are you two coming?" He asked us, but more looking at Alice, naturally.

"In, a minute, I have to go to the toilet, but I'll be quick. Alice, you are coming with me, aren't you?" I asked as sweetly as I could.

"Bet you, I have to put on some more mascara myself." She smiled brightly. I couldn't tell whether it was from nervousness or not, because she always was as enthusiastic.

"But you are already beautiful," Jasper protested.

Alice smiled lovingly at him. "I'm going with Bella to the bathroom either way, so might as well perfect my lashes."

"well, hurry up then," Jasper grinned. "Love you."

"Miss you already," Alice kissed him briefly.

I was getting impatient. "Come on then, the faster we're back, the faster you'll see your honey."

Jasper laughed as Alice rolled her eyes at him as if saying that I was an idiot.

I pulled her to the toilets, so I would have a chance to scream to her.

"You invited EDWARD! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" I barely had closed the door behind us and screamed as hard as I dared without fearing people – or just Jasper or Edward – would be able to hear us on the outside. I was terribly mad at Alice.

"Well, actually," she said calmly, "Jasper invited him."

"But why haven't you told me!"

"Because you wouldn't come if I did." Alice said. I swear she almost said "Duh" after that, but swallowed the word, because she knew how mad I would get.

"Of course I wouldn't have come if I knew Edward would be here. You know that. Why are you doing this?" I almost sounded desperate now.

"Because… you know, I'm going to say nothing more about 'why'. Just that maybe you won't be thankful now, but you will later. Give him a chance, I thought he apologized for his weird behavior?"

"Yeah, but…" I didn't knew. I just was afraid that spending time with Edward, would make him angry at me for something stupid, again. I was clumsy, and that made people angry, because when they were around me, they would become victims of my clumsiness.

"Yes, he did, but I don't know, all right! I don't know why I don't want to talk to him, and I don't know why when I see him I forget that. He just hurt me pretty much when he acted like I didn't existed. " I told Alice at last.

She sighed. "I know what you mean. But I also think, no, I know, because I see it in your behavior, that deep down inside, you are crazy about him. And that's the reason you feel so hurt. And, that's also the reason you need to look for a way to forgive him he hurt you, otherwise you won't be able to go on and leave it behind you."

"Whatever. Well, I think Jasper is waiting for us outside, so let's get going. You really don't need to put mascara on. Your lashes are long and thick themselves."

"Jasper… and Edward are waiting for us outside," Alice reminded me.

I ignored her and pulled her out of the toilets again. She immediately danced to jasper.

"Honeybee, I'm sorry, I think Bella was lost on the toilet bowl." Alice all but whirled around Jasper and smiled fake sympathetic at me before she skipped in the direction from where Edward was supposed to be.

"Hey guys," he greeted us. "It's almost my turn. What do y'all want to eat?"

After we had our popcorn, we walked in the direction of the room where the movie was played.

"Look, these here are good spots," Alice chirped excitedly as always.

"But those are just two seats…" I pointed out while she seated herself on the left one.

Alice pointed another two seats out. They were right in front of her seat. "You and Edward can sit there, right?" she asked innocently.

I gave her a death glare. "That won't be a problem. Bella?" Edward asked me.

"No, of course not," I smiled. "That's good."

On that moment, two girls took said seats.

I looked around. They weren't much seats left.

"We could sit over there," Edward pointed. The two seats were more in the back of the room, and not very good spots to look the movie.

I spotted better seats. "Aren't those better places?" 'Those' were even more rows back, and even though I wasn't in want of private time with Edward, the sounds that would come from Alice and Jasper once the movie had started were worse. Those two didn't knew the meaning of the concept shame.

"That way we don't have to endure the sounds of you two making out," I added quietly. I didn't know if Edward had understood what I had said.

"Yeah, that's a good idea," he grinned. Apparently he had. Jasper and Alice looked puzzled.

As fast as we could, we made our way to the seats I'd spotted. I kind of exaggerated by throwing my coat on one of the chairs while running to them. And of course I slipped. Like always, being my savior, Edward caught me by my waist – with just one hand – before I could reach the floor. I thanked him, grinned awkwardly and jumped on one of the seats, before taking the enormous bucket of popcorn from him so he could sit down properly.

While we waited for the movie to start, we were silent. I looked at couple times at Edward, but afraid of being caught, I tried to look at the screen. Then the lights went completely off.

As the room went black, something changed. I was suddenly hyperaware that Edward was sitting less than an inch from me. I looked at him again, and caught him looking at me. Or maybe he caught me, I don't know. I blushed, and even though it was dark, I had the urge to hid behind my hair.

From that moment, there hang a tension between us. I was amazed by the unexpected electricity that flowed through me. Every time I peeked through my curls, I would catch him looking at me, and my heart would jump. It made me nervous and unable to relax again. I tried to stop stealing glances at him, but my eyes, of their own accord, flickered to him. It seemed like there was some electric current originating from somewhere in Edwards body, and it never slackened.

I had a crazy impulse to reach over and touch him, to stroke his perfect face in the darkness, even if just once. It nearly overwhelmed me, and I had to remind myself repeatedly that I was mad at him, but I didn't knew where for anymore.

I crossed my arms tightly across my chest, my hands balling into fists. I was annoyed with myself, because I was losing my mind, and even more with Edward. Was it that hard to be not literally irresistible?

Occasionally I would permit myself a quick glance in his direction, and I smiled sheepishly when our eyes crossed again, when I found out his posture was identical to mine. Fists clenched under his arms, right down to the eyes, peering sideways at me. He grinned back, his eyes burning into mine, and I turned my head to the screen again before I could start hyperventilating.

I tried to concentrate on the movie. The only thing I caught was that it was about some girl in love with a vampire, but I already knew that from the trailer. Further, the movie was some idiotic and amateurish parody on my favorite book series ever. It couldn't hold my attention, so I looked at Edward again. He was looking intently to the movie. I didn't grasp what in that movie could possibly held ones attention, though.

I didn't want to look stupid and desperate – which I was – so I tried to find mistakes the makers of the movie made, to have something to do.

When the main characters first kissed, I was almost disgusted. It was the most fake, dry and ugly kiss I had ever seen, and I told Edward so.

"And this was supposed to be a good movie, according to Alice," I added.

Edward just looked at me. It was like his face was only an inch from mine, but still way too far away."I agree. The kiss should've been more like this."

And then he kissed me.


Dum Dum Dummm!

How's Bella going to react on this unexpected kiss? Will she kiss Edward back, or turn him down because she's actually mad at him? – for a reason she forgot.

This chapter was supposed to be way longer, but I caught some weird flu and decided to knit some sort of end to it and just publish what I had. Hope you don't mind the cliff-hanger too much, I'll update a second time this week.

Lots of love,

~xoxo~ MrsBrainySmurf.